Boo Jay Win
rest in peace my friend..
know u for about 3 years already.. a friend who i met in basketball court years ago then get in touch more when u started to go gym..
today i lose a friend.. a friendship.. will be missing those days u always come in to table tennis training ground and we talk nonsense with uncle...
朋友...一路好走~ 你永远会在我的心里... 也请你安息吧!!
why i will feel this way ? or is it i really get jeolous easily ? hmmm.. maybe.. i get jeolous with alot of stuff.. especially things ppl got but i don have...
recently... i always saw ppl getting together.. why they can be so sweet? why they can be like tat ? why this n tat.. everything i saw them i will ask myself this question.. maybe that is wat i wan all this while.. u can said me desperate i don mind... cos for me tat expectation or maybe HOPES tat i wish it will happened... n why i don have ? haihzz...
i very mind about wat ppl thinks about me.. why it always me to talk about ? why some ppl just like to tell others about my stuff ? tat's my privacy k !? and do u really know me ??? stop f*cking around about my personal stuff k ?
for 21 years i life in this world.. i found several pieces of myself..
before tat wat do u know about "pieces of me" ? some ppl say it memories.. some ppl say it just nothing.. some ppl say it feeling.. and bla bla bla bla bla... for me.. pieces of me is my life, ppl around me, ppl i love, ppl i care and things i done and go through..
my life
my life is sort of like " black n white " and nothing much special.. things seem to be very smooth and normal.. i hope tat too.. but, things isn't like wat i think.. simple !? but it's complicated.. but glad tat i got less thing to worry cos time will make things clear..
ppl around me !?
i found myself different from other.. ppl tried to make things different by trying to think something differently and tried to make changes.. i think differently cos i make thing different by trying not to think differently and tried not to make changes.. why ? i treasured everything i had now.. unless something gone or somebody leave me if not i won't let go anything or anyone..
ppl i love...
ppl i love.. my family.. my some1 special.. they make my life picture most of the piece in my life.. all sours memories and sweet memories fullness my heart and my soul... everyday things about them and wat happened on them and pray for their happiness are part of the treat for me to continue leaving.. i love u all !!
things i gone through..
everyday i encounter different ppl.. different situationss.. different thingss.. tat's make my life meaningful.. but it was years before.. life now, is way too peaceful.. i wish i couldn't have more things to worried and i wish some1 will be there for me!!! mayb i felt lonely and always alone.. hmm..
every piece of me come from each of everyone of u.. thanks alot my friendss, my family and my love ones!
kl trip.. last minute decide n last minute cancel and last minute wanna go... hmm.. just imagine 2 " sa ren" or " 傻人".. cos both donwan be at home...
so wat we did in kl ?
alright start our car at 6 something then reached kl around 740pm like tat lor.. in between there are heavy rain and also traffic jam.. all car drove slowly cos really hardly to see the road in front.. haihz...
then reach kl pula no rain... tat's good cos we can walk around.. but actually dint walk alot also.. hahaa.. then we went al aiskhan.. <-- i dono spell correctly o not :S alright forget about the spell.. so tat there 傻人no1 bought a Nike Shoe.. very nice cos i choose de.. wakakkak.. then we went walk walk around until the shop are all close.. haha...
back in hotel.. we watched tv n movie then sleep until the next morning we woke up and went got " Bak Kut Teh ".. was a very famous stall cos heard tat got alot of famous guy went there eat de.. hahha.. taste still okok lo.. notice tat the soup was sweet when it's cold and bitter when it's hot !!! weird right.. hmm..
ok after the brunch, we went UE3 plaza.. so amazing i actually can drive in kl.. hahha..then at there i bought a pair of shoe and also 2 shirt n some ballsss..
basically tat the kl trip this time.. hiahz...
thanks to all my friend who gave me tat BIG surpise... !!!!! it's really a bit surprise tat i got it for my 21st... a LeRun bicycle... now really can form MMUCCB already... hahha...
LeRun bicycle .. rank 4.5 stars...
then another very valuable present.. a card.. a hand made card.. thanks alot and i really love it.. now it's clip on the clip u gave me.. rank; 4.5 stars
another thanks to teapot n green shirt.. thanks for the " Poker Card " boxer... haha.. haven't start to wear but will soon.. haha.. rank: 4.5 stars..
then thanks to ghee oon for the butterfly ball with " friend forever " on it.. thanks alot !!! rank : 4.5 stars...
thanks to my sister @ cousin for the angpao.. rank : 4.5 stars.. hahha...
thanks to mum cos without u i won't be here.. rank : 5 starssss !!!! :P
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