back in kch...

well.. i'm back in kch for about 3 days.. but i still got nothing much to do.. hahha...

yesterday went lunch or tea break with my bro, alex kho.. he is leaving soon to MIRI to " grab " so money.. hahha... hope it's a bright future for u there.. :D

life here is really very " enjoyable ".. ya... i'm very the " enjoy " !! haha... i think i gain some weight already cos everyday i just eat, sleep, watch tv, do some laundry, housework and if not just go out have a drive... hahha...

this break i spend almost all my time with family.. think back i think i got almost 1 year ++ dint really spend my time with them already.... looked back.. my mum gain much more than i expected.. brother grow taller than i expected too.. not to forget he got fatter... hahha...

as usual, i'm at starbucks now.. cos no connection at home and i have to go out hunt for free WiFi.. hahha... n why starbucks this time but not coffee beans ? cos coffee beans at s'wak plaza is under renovation ? or is it closed ?? hmmm...

n ya.. today is Amanda Chin's birthday !!! happy birthday girl !!! hehe...

will update and upload some photo where i go during this holiday.. ciaozzz....

*those who in kch, if free, can always text me out for yam cha o anything lak.. hahha.. *

delta 1st trimester

finally.. the delta 1st sem is over.. hopefully this sem won't be getting any supp paper.. * choi touch wood !!!* pray hard for no supp paper man !! hahah...

btw... never got the finish exam punya feel this sem.. hmm.. is it a bad sign ? em... but it's ok.. holiday coming soon.. this sem break not going anywhere for holiday but i'm going back kch !!! haha.. yeah... miss mum, miss food !!! guess will be put up some more weight by then.. @@

tired.. will be update blog very soon.. just back from sing K.. hahha.. ciaozz..

just now...

just now..when i walked back from library.. i looked up into the sky.. there isn't any star.. moon have been covered by clouds.. lighting " roar " and the sky become bright.. the distance seem to be long tonight.. my heart is beating in a constant rate... my eyes look straight to the road... my foot steps are slow and i don seem to walk in a proper way.. why ?

sky describe my feeling tonight.. i'm cover with disappointment, sadness, and some feeling tat can't be describle.. i dono why.. lighting is like my feeling.. i feel like shout it out and let me feels better.. and my world will be bright for a seconds.. but it turn back dark again..

distance from campus to my house just 10 to 15 minutes walk.. but why today i took 20 minutes ? hmm.. so near but yet it's very far...

my footstep is slow.. my footsteps are improper.. i feel lost.. i feel sad... i really don feel tat i'm in it.. can i go back to my proper paces ? i wonder... why am i feel lost all the time ? why i just can't know wat is happening ?

all the best my friend !!!

Bro.. wish u will do well in Philippine ya.. remember our deal.. 4 years later meet at London, Olympic.. hehe.. all of my memories with u are in table tennis.. thanks for all the things u told me, help me, guide me, fetch me, and everything..

share some photo of us..

during ur birthday 2008...

1st cyber close we went together... officially double specialist team 1..

km n u during the intervarsity we participate together... march 2008.. double specialist team 3

our double champion.. double specialist team 1...

bronze is wat we got... but it's ok..

MMU 3 ACE.. now no more..

we lose badly there.. but thanks for bringing me there...

we are the champion.. UCSI merdeka open..

we are MMU team.. won't champion n 1st runner up.. 1st gone is liang hoe then u.. then coming is weng siong and steven.. left 4 of us.. it's ok i will continue ur road..

che yong.. all the best.. keep in touch ya..

remember our next meet, we will be different..

MMU 1st double specialist always there..

MMU 3 ACE always there...

where ? always in my heart !!!

am i alright ?

am i alright ? hmm.. i also dono..

usually i'm the person got wat then say wat one.. but then ah.. recently i tend to keep it and store it.. like wat in the Telemedicine notes " store " for further use n " forward " when required.. hmm.. i wonder if i store it and when get overflow then it will forward huh ? i really hate being like this.. actually i really not happy with it but i have to bear with it.. wat can i do ? i wonder am i making the right choice ? o i just tend to tortuor myself in another way ?

or is it finals making me so stress out ? because of the crazy insane EMG ? o even DSP ? wat the h*ll.. sigh... why we must have exams ? why everytime finals just not my days ? no matter studies, during tests, life, relationship apa apa also go against me !!!!! u know i don like but why ? sigh...

sigh... alright some1 will be commenting " why like sigh so much ? get old faster eh ! " nah.. it's alright... ppl say older man more valuable mar.. em.. is it true ? valuable as in wat sense huh ? money ? or something else ? * ps.. don think of dirty stuff *

ok lak.. jia you in ur finals ppl !!! n wish me good luck !!!

你知道“对不起”的意思吗？

你知道“对不起”的意思吗？
是一种道歉的方法
是一种礼貌
是当你做错了才用的...

不过..
每天对不起
真的有用吗?

你的对不起,
让我感觉...
很陌生..
太客气了..
它的意义对我来说已经也不见了
因为你每天都在对我说...

朋友嘛..
不用这么客气的
因为感觉怪怪的

ps n ps
请不要乱用"对不起"...