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my birthday..

2009-08-28T10:11:00.002+08:00

well.. it's my birthday today.. as usually we will go out to have dinner and catch up for a drink.. but this year is much more different.. no more a big bunch of friends gather together and celebrate with me..

This year.. my 1st year celebrating my birthday at some others place other than Kuching and Malacca.. much more different this year cos most of my friends wasn't here because we all at different places doing our internship or if not they had graduated.. haihz..

Well.. still not sure about the plans and everything yet but mostly will go Jia Sin ( Jolin )'s place for a drink.. haha..

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months and months..

2009-08-18T14:32:00.002+08:00

months and months... i dint update my blog.. why ? maybe there aren't much stuff for me to share ? tired of blogging ? don wan ppl to know about my daily routine ? well, i dono.. everytime when i started to write a blog but it end up in the draft.. sorry to u my blog.. just hope after this i will keep on updating u..

well.. just some updates on myself.. i'm now in penang.. rooting and collecting dust.. internship here = bored + tired.. but thanks to the pay i at least got some return.. lolx..

coming events:

ROLLER STAKING

12nd of sept

Queensbay Mall, Penang

after 5pm.=)

interested just let me know.. =)

MMU Table Tennis Open 2009...

2009-02-25T13:39:00.004+08:00

After one year of preparation, Multimedia University(Malacca Campus) Table Tennis Club, present to u the MMU OPEN 2009...

This event had been sucessfully oragnized last Saturday ( 21/02/09 ) at Pay Fong High School of Malacca...

EeeEEeEEehHhhehehh... Why i suddenly talk so formal here ? nah.. below are some photo lor.. for more photo can go my facebook.. hehe..

Banner...

Preparation...

Busy busy busyy...

playing playing playing...

aheemmm..

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

if u happened to go find a Vet.. remember this guy !!!

happened to be the most annoying guy throughout the whole tournament !!! chao si si !!!

Jake's Charbroil Steak on valentine's day

2009-02-15T14:39:00.006+08:00

Alright i know i haven't been updating the blog like months AGAIN ! just to prove to Miss PIG that i'm not a lazy bumb like her !! haha..

So just yesterday I went to Jake's Charbroil Steak located inside Starhill Gallery at the feast floor ! Well, if u ever been to Starhill Gallery before their floor is actually named with a name like feast, indulge, adorn, explore, kiwi and many others lak. That's why we nearly get lost there. haha..

Back to Jake's.. How i find tat place ? well, the night before valentine's day i was searching for a place for dining and at yahoo search page i found out few nice place and also asked edmond on some advices as well. Well Edmond suggested me to go The Ship, Victoria's place or Macd if i'm not going with some1 special. hahha.. But no matter wat the person really some1 matters to me !!! Get wat i mean ?

At Jake's place.. the surrounding is really good for dining and services was fine as well. As for the food, there were nice as well.. hehe..

the course serve with :

1 glass of red wine.

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starter:

Large green mussels in roasted bell peppers
& black olive vinaigrette

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Carefully passed fresh fennel crème soup
with celery crunch

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Main course:

Beef tenderloin chargrilled to your liking
with a beef bacon cheese mushroom sauce,
mashed potatoes & cooked vegetable

Poached cod on bed of sautéed spinach,
romesco sauce , barreled potatoes & grilled tomato

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Dessert:

Haagen Dazs Strawberry ice cream
with fresh strawberries

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coffee or tea ? <-- something i don understand why ! ahha..

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lady of the night ?

man of the day ! haha..

* some photo are take from http://www.jakes.com.my/SH-V'tine%2009.htm *

well... after dinner we went pavilion and bump up with few friends and also my mum's friend ! one couple i tried to avoid is actually Edmond cos he said he is in pavilion as well !! chill bro !!! haha.. there few more places we went.. wat a night ya ~

btw ppl.. as for one of my course EHM 3066 Engineer and Society it required to write blog as well. if free just go have a look ya ! hehe..

http://fetbeta.mmu.edu.my/blog/1051106132/2009/02/15/sim-wen-how-1051106132-em-306f.html#comments

on holiday...

2009-01-20T14:44:00.003+08:00

holiday finally begin.. well for me it just started lak cos i been doing nothing when i get back to kuching.. hahha.. wat to do ? friends are still back in their uni or i don really know who is still in kuching o back in kuching ... hmpff..

home in kuching got almost everything i need to survive like food, oxygen, water, washine machine, bed, tv, astro, dvd and bla bla bla... EXCEPT INTERNET !!! guess wat.. i'm now online at KFC near my house !! hahha..

btw.. 3rd day of chinese new year which is 28th of jan 2009 will be my open house.. hehe..

below is the way to my house lak..

sorry i know it's small.. take note tat all road tat been drawn is not according to the actual scales ya.. might be some turning or lorong i dint drew out !!! just give me a call lak k !!! hehe..

finally updated !!

2009-01-13T15:21:00.005+08:00

it's been quite awhile for me to abondan my blog di... sorry " my blog "... ok.. promise to update it as often as i can.. hehe..

ok.. here come to the end of semester 2 ! wat else can i do ? as usual dint do well in exam although only got one paper for me this semester !!! haihz.. hopefully will pass lak.. *winks*

holiday started and for me.. i went few places after my papers.. hahha...

on the 6th of jan when i just finish up my COA paper.. straight away i back home and hide inder my blanket.. ya i know it's hot tat day but i feel cold inside wor... em. don think too much ya.. it because i feel like i dint study well enough..* so hide under the blanket and cry ? * just kiddingg.. hehhe... dint do much outing tat night cos every1 seem to be busy-ing STUDY !!

the next day, my kl trip began !!! was staying alone at Tune Hotel or most commanly ppl named it as The Air Asia hotel !! hahha... well.. it's rather a small hotel but the rate isn't really cheap.. but it's ok.. i'm quite impress with the crew services and the location is sort of strategy as well.. hehhe.. 1st day, i dint do much thing also cos some friend ffk me for meeting up in sunway so i come out with some other thing to do.. wat i do is, 1st thing.. i online.. *gosh* it cost me rm 12 for the WiFi sold in Tune Hotel*

after that, i went cheras for some contract thingy cos appointment at 2pm.. since i'm near cheras, i contact a friend who is nearby there in cheras to meet up... don dare to call her cos scared might be disturbing lor.. so i sms-ed.. by the time waiting, i shoppe alone at leisure mall lor.. walk n walk n walk.. it's almost 430pm... donwan wait anymore so i went to imu to find kah yee and jocelyn.. hehe.. thanks to both of them, i watched a movie and dinner at The Gardens.. btw.. the japanese cruises there was nice !! can have a try there k if u ppl hang around there.. hehe...

the next dinner !!!! it something i been looking forward o planned to eat actually ! TGI's Friday... hahha.. well.. at 1st was planning to eat with edmond and anne and hubert one.. but then it's sat night which means i won't be around in kl also.. so i suggest to go TGI at Pavillion.. hehe.. pity jocelyn and hubert cos need to acc me eat tat HEAVY meal !!! hahha..

let see wat we order.. hmm..

hehe...

jocelyn...

hubert...

boneless wings

Mac with cheese..

Chicken and shrimp with special Jack Daniel's sauce...

Friday's Burger ? forgot the name.. haha...

Szilling chicken with cheese and onion...

dessert no1

ice cream with the cookie.. *nice*

basically like tat lor.. the day after TGI we are busy-ing shopping around.. where we lay our foot step and smell behind ? em.. mid valley, sg wang, lot ten, The Gardens, pavillion, ue3 plaza, lowyat, time square.. where elese ? forgot jor.. haha...

then sunday, we decide to go to seremban.. so i followed teapot's car while yen chee them reached there in the morning.. hehe.. 1st we dropped by at Jusco cos we meeting up with others at green box.. as i said.. everytime i go no matter green box o dream box, if i come late.. then sure the person will upgrade us to a bigger room one.. well, expected.. we been upgrade to a BIG BIG room !!! hahha.. seriously.. will upload some photo when i got it from teapot.. hehe..

after i bored of sing K then i go walk around and found leena.. and saw liang hoe too.. hehe... such a small world ya !! :P when we out from green box, we drove all the way to Port Dickson just to have some Bak Kut Teh and walk along the beach.. haha.. well the Bak Kut Teh was fine actually.. hehe..

after tat, our 2nd round of dinner is in seremban.. so we drove back again to seremban town.. to have our 2nd dinner..

ta daaaa... Ketam Bakar or Baked Crabs... hehe...

teapot and qin yee.. pity qin yee can't eat crab ya.. haha..

we stayed over at teapot's house for the night.. heheh.. had some cards game called 24.. hehe.. and supper at terming ? forgot how to spell, some1 correct me !! hehe..

below is our breakfast lak.. nice.. the shop sound interesting " mei da mei xiao " o no big no small ? hahha...

then i drove back with ah seng..

and now !! i'm using my new laptop.. DELL XPS M 1530 Red ( Product ). yeahhhh !!!

Table Tennis Club Fund Raising...

2008-12-04T17:47:00.002+08:00

well... for the pass 4 days ( including today ) the table tennis club had organized a fund raising for the coming MMU Open.. why need to raise fund ? of course no money lor.. haha.. well.. to all players out there.. soon we will have our MMU Open which is end of Feb 2009... pls do pass it around ya !! hehhe...

for the pass 4 days.. i been so exhausted !! why ?
- wake up at 8 wash up
- went campus to take car from yan chee
- go town take donuts....
- go another place to take mile criepe layer cake...
- come back campus!!!
- sell donutss...
- buy food.. actually spent quite alot in this event.. @@
- sell hot dogs.. * i think i'm potential to sell hot dogs some day !!! * but wtf, engineer sell hot
dogs ?? hahha..

alright.. i got NO COMMENTS on the other ppl.. ya NO COMMENT !! it will either 2 way.. 1st is too good till nothing to comment.. 2nd will be too SHITY till i donwan to comment.. but usually u know lak which one i mean !! hahha...

anyway... we sold wafffer, big apple donuts, tart tart's egg tart( most famous in malacca), nadeje's japanese layer cake, curry fish ball, herbal eggs, drink,jelly, hot dogs and lastly girls stuff.. well... basically it's kinda a sucess fund raising cos nothing much happened..

ok lak. so tired now.. ciaozz.. sleepy.. hahha.. and now is only 6pm !!! OMG !!!

happy birthday, caryn

2008-11-24T12:39:00.003+08:00

caryn, it's ur birthday today...

hope u got a wonderful day today..

although we are few hundred o thousand miles apart with 12 hours different of day n nights... but caryn, i wish u have a wonderful 21st birthday

*the only nice photo we took together... muakss.. miss ya.. *

kl clubbing ?

2008-11-24T11:36:00.004+08:00

it was a very happening night for me.. why ? cos i went kl clubbing.. u all must be wondering "wat so surprise and excited ?? it's only clubbing at kl ? " hahha... well.. wat i mean happening here is there actually something happened in between like changing of plans and bla bla bla... hahha..

at 1st we are suppose to be going to supper club cos it's the grand opening for the club.. all liquor and foods are free (while stocks last) can u notice those words ? hahha.. anyway.. i can see it's a nice club but tat night really very crowded and my 1st step up the stair i kena some sauce already !! so get some idea tat how crowded it is ? hmm...

it's ok.. we decided to go MOS which located in Sunway... but but but but but... some friend of friend of mine... em.. complicated right ? nah.. it's ok.. they think it's too expensive so decided to change lor..

finally.. we decided to go to Barcelona... where ? me n phoebe parked our car at Sunway Hotel's car park cos we tot we going to MOS.. it's ok.. we are walking about 1.5km to reach barcelona.. exercise before we going to have some liquor ? swt lak.. hahha..

alright.. when reach barcelona.. they are discussing which drink to take.. well u know me anything.. haha.. so we waiting for about 20 minutes and yeah phoebe was giving me a " bu shuang " face.. while shu ying is blur blur face.. and green shirt is giving an innocent face.. and teapot is giving a busy face.. haha.. while me.. smiling ! @@ hahha...

in the club... not so special when u 1st step in... i'm not surprised by tat either.. haha.. anyway my 1st time there.. as usual we find a place n sit down then take a drink go toilet and bla bla bla.. n ya 1st time left behind alone in club, thanks to phoebe lor.. influence pRinceSs.. haihz..

took in the toilet.. and ya.. the whole toilet is full with mirror.. so i asked some1 " was it fun to watch who u pee ? " OMG i tot i was drunk tat's why i asked tat question but i dint even took any liquor yet.. so i guess i was a bit excited to see tat person.. ahemm.. hahha..

anyway.. the stripper was dancing on the bar counter.. hot body line but then not really nice in looking lor.. but still few " ma lat lou " standing down.. view from below wat can u see ? u know i know lak.. haha...

phoebe and pRinceSs.. OMG pRinceSs.. don u notice tat u are a bit RED and pink ? hahha.. face and shirt.. em.. tat's kinda suit ya.. haha..

finally me n phoebe.. as hot as red.. of course not me but her lak.. *winks*

anyway.. when i was in the toilet.. i met a guy named alex... n ya wat so funny i met a guy ? well.. we are waiting outside actually but then there are many ppl waiting outside n some1 is jumping up the door to see wat happened inside.. guess wat.. some1 is f*cking inside.. hahha... nah.. just forget it.. :) n tat's how i met this guy alex !! oh ya.. the bouncer, zul as well.. he was there taking care of the liquor for me when i was alone there.. hehe.. he said don worry there are cctv all around.. hehe... there are 2 more girls i met.. christine and cindy.. wat so special ? nah.. i keep it for my own ya.. *wakakkakka*

then.. i was lost with teapot them... cos they was on their own.. oh ya.. teapot was drunk... and green shirt was the one driving back... on the way back we nearly caught in an accident but then it was alright !! haha... while princess shu ying was sleeping and the face was still whole red !!! hahha...

at last, reached home about 450am... bathe n sleep...

sibaraku Rm 1.30

2008-11-24T11:17:00.004+08:00

one evening, i was with hubert and kiah kien at sibaraku for dinner.. why dinner there ? cos we are attracted with the RM 1.30.. the photo seem to be very nice and the food seem to very delicious.. ehhemmm.. hahha...

notice tat it's actually 2 different menu.. front and back.. most important thing is tat RM 1.30 !! haha..

right after we sit down, we order each item on the menu for 3 sets.. we tot we will get super and duper full after tat... but who knows... haihz.. u think u get wat i mean lak.. although the food was ok but it seem to be a bit too soury due to the vinegar.. but after all the food are still ok.. so i give 3 stars out of 5 !!! hehe...

who curi makan huh ? haha.. me lak !! :D

soft shell crabs temaki..

green beans ? haha..

yum yum~~

one missing.. where ??

temaki and uniagi..

one night in jonker...

2008-11-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

well... since hubert isn't getting these photo from me so i will be blogging on this cafe lak... hahhaz..

last friday, we went jonker to find sponsor or i also dono.. haha... end up have some card games and a nice glass of drink and ya, !!! we found almost nothing.. hahha.. spent almost 2 hours here in calanthe art cafe...

drink we had tat nice... we got Very Cool, Cucumber Blenz, and... i forgot the name di.. hahha... but all drinks are kinda special.. n quite nice... hahha...

drink we got for the night... haha...

michelle... on the way back.. haha..

only manage to capture her photo cos she sit beside me.. haha.. took ghee oon's photo as well but then i think i will scream when i saw it at night.. haha.. so.. i deleted it.. :D

btw.. tat night member included me, michelle, hubert, siew lee, yen chee, n ghee oon...

Ooi Ghee Oon !!! u FFK me just now !!!!! remember !!! hahha..

wat is the meaning of backup?

2008-11-18T15:48:00.002+08:00

today during lecture class, my lecturer was mentioning and craping for about 1 hour... haihz.. n i was there reading my own notes and listen to him once awhile... something caught my attention at last.. a word i used to say and talk about.. " backup "

so wat is meaning of backup ?

according to oxford dictionary, back-up means extra help or support that you get if necessary or a copy of a file, etc that can be used if the priginal is lost or damaged.

it's a word i used to mention it.. but why ? last time i used to be saying tat i need to reformat my laptop but end up 4 years i dint reformat it.. why ? cos tat time i don have any hard disk to " back - up " my files and everything.. but now i got a external hard disk but yet i still dint ' back - up' my files cos i think i don really need it !!!

there are few more " back-up " tat ppl told me.. "i donwn u to b my back- up" but at last me also the back up lak !!!

lesson of the day !!! always have a back up even thou u think u are at a safe position no matter in wat kind of things.. even in competition we need a back up players.. why not in real life right ? but this doesn't apply in some situation of course.. not every1 need a back-up cos u don need it at all !!! hahah...

just update only...

2008-11-17T01:18:00.003+08:00

2nd semester of delta...

everyday, i will be thinking of wat to do and wat to next and wat to do tomorrow... it's like damn boring n lonely.. no one besides, no one to care about, no one to talk, no friends could go out, no ppl to play with, no n no everything... sigh...

everyday, we been thinking of playing mahjong n mahjong n mahjong... n ya.. these days really learn quite alot of the term and skills and tactics on how to play mahjong.. not like last time, just know how to eat eat eat or pong pong pong or gang gang gang or others without any knowledge on why or must do it.. hahha.. now at least i know why and how.. :D well.. just last night when we gather at teapot's house for mahjong.. there are 9 of us so one of us are backup and yah, me dint even leave the table for once.. haha.. somemore, i feel tat i got luck today cos the last match, there is only left one piece of " card" and tat's the card 3 of us wan !!! hahha.. the final winner is me.. wakakkaka... kk stop the mahjong thingy...

well.. i just burn rm 300 on table tennis stuff again.. this time i bought 3 times world champion rubber which named " hurriance 3 " with blue colour sponge.. and ya, i just played for 2 hours and it's gone.. why gone ? cos i spoilt it. sien........... another rubber named " magna " a very nice rubber.. those who are interested in table tennis, feel free to try cos " magna " consist of spin, speed and control... all there... :D

anyway.. table tennis again.. those who are interested in Malacca Invite feel free to contact me.. the match will be at politechnic merlimau, malacca on the 29th of nov... 2nd competition is on the 9th of december at tangkak and 3rd but not last is on 20th of december in banting... all competition will be prizes if u got the top 3 lak.. hahha..

these days spend more like wasting water... few hundred n few hundred just gone out of nowhere.. i also dono where i spend.. sigh.. somemore ATM card still haven't fix it yet.. sigh..
any1 can fetch me to the nearest maybank ??? hehe...

hopeless~~~~~~~~~

2008-11-12T23:11:00.005+08:00

once again, it's an emo post... this time i felt hopeless... why ? something i couldn't solve it.. cos it's doesn't only depends on my side.. but i really dono wat is the problems of me.. ppl keep give some excuse and reason.. is it my problems ? why should i suffer all this kind of thingy ? all this while i behave well, try make it perfect and smooth...

but...

in the end, nothing seem to be right for me... all ppl did just give me and sms telling " sorry " ? what the fuck !!! if u really can't make it then u shouldn't have started it.. i tot u said u can "forsee" something ? nahhhh...

now relationship question... is it age really matter tat much ? will u felt the different even if it just only few months different ? hmmm.. ops.. if i hmm i will have owe somebody a present... but i still wanna to " hmmm... "

next.... if pay for somebody, and tat person said he/she will pay u back.. but in the end, tat person also never do tat o even totally forgot about it.. so will u ask tat person to pay u ? em... if me, i will see me n tat person is wat kind of relationship lor.. wat about u ?

again.. next.. if ur gf owe some1 an big amount of money.. will u pay for her ? if me, i will even if i will be broke o even borrow money from others... u ?

next next next... why is it there isn't any1 be there for u when u feel hopeless ? but why is it there always somebody come to find u when they are facing something ?

sigh... hopefully there is some ppl can answer me... ciaoz...

holiday ends

2008-11-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

it's the end of holidays... n here come 2nd sem of delta year of mine.. is it a good thing ? hmmm... next sem only one subject... wat else ?

btw.. result is out.. wasn't a good one too.. and there are some ppl keep on complaining wat this n wat tat got B... OMG i got one C lak !!!! sigh... wth !!!!

just now read an article... this is the main point of the article... btw.. it's about surname.. we can see tat there are little numbers of ppl who have the same surname get together.. why ? because maybe from their far far far far far grand parents might be the same... em.. i wonder why they said tat.. maybe the baby they born will be down syndrome ? hmm.. i dono.. any1 can tell me ? but for me a bit different.. my surname is " Sim " but i can marry a " Sim " as well.. hahha... but i couldn't marry a " Sun .. hahha....

btw... 2nd sem start again.. i got a phase in mind.. " we come so far and now change has comes !!" ya... u remember wat i said lak k !!!!

back in kch...

2008-10-29T10:35:00.002+08:00

well.. i'm back in kch for about 3 days.. but i still got nothing much to do.. hahha...

yesterday went lunch or tea break with my bro, alex kho.. he is leaving soon to MIRI to " grab " so money.. hahha... hope it's a bright future for u there.. :D

life here is really very " enjoyable ".. ya... i'm very the " enjoy " !! haha... i think i gain some weight already cos everyday i just eat, sleep, watch tv, do some laundry, housework and if not just go out have a drive... hahha...

this break i spend almost all my time with family.. think back i think i got almost 1 year ++ dint really spend my time with them already.... looked back.. my mum gain much more than i expected.. brother grow taller than i expected too.. not to forget he got fatter... hahha...

as usual, i'm at starbucks now.. cos no connection at home and i have to go out hunt for free WiFi.. hahha... n why starbucks this time but not coffee beans ? cos coffee beans at s'wak plaza is under renovation ? or is it closed ?? hmmm...

n ya.. today is Amanda Chin's birthday !!! happy birthday girl !!! hehe...

will update and upload some photo where i go during this holiday.. ciaozzz....

*those who in kch, if free, can always text me out for yam cha o anything lak.. hahha.. *

delta 1st trimester

2008-10-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

finally.. the delta 1st sem is over.. hopefully this sem won't be getting any supp paper.. * choi touch wood !!!* pray hard for no supp paper man !! hahah...

btw... never got the finish exam punya feel this sem.. hmm.. is it a bad sign ? em... but it's ok.. holiday coming soon.. this sem break not going anywhere for holiday but i'm going back kch !!! haha.. yeah... miss mum, miss food !!! guess will be put up some more weight by then.. @@

tired.. will be update blog very soon.. just back from sing K.. hahha.. ciaozz..

just now...

2008-10-13T02:26:00.002+08:00

just now..when i walked back from library.. i looked up into the sky.. there isn't any star.. moon have been covered by clouds.. lighting " roar " and the sky become bright.. the distance seem to be long tonight.. my heart is beating in a constant rate... my eyes look straight to the road... my foot steps are slow and i don seem to walk in a proper way.. why ?

sky describe my feeling tonight.. i'm cover with disappointment, sadness, and some feeling tat can't be describle.. i dono why.. lighting is like my feeling.. i feel like shout it out and let me feels better.. and my world will be bright for a seconds.. but it turn back dark again..

distance from campus to my house just 10 to 15 minutes walk.. but why today i took 20 minutes ? hmm.. so near but yet it's very far...

my footstep is slow.. my footsteps are improper.. i feel lost.. i feel sad... i really don feel tat i'm in it.. can i go back to my proper paces ? i wonder... why am i feel lost all the time ? why i just can't know wat is happening ?

all the best my friend !!!

2008-10-10T20:11:00.006+08:00

Bro.. wish u will do well in Philippine ya.. remember our deal.. 4 years later meet at London, Olympic.. hehe.. all of my memories with u are in table tennis.. thanks for all the things u told me, help me, guide me, fetch me, and everything..

share some photo of us..

during ur birthday 2008...

1st cyber close we went together... officially double specialist team 1..

km n u during the intervarsity we participate together... march 2008.. double specialist team 3

our double champion.. double specialist team 1...

bronze is wat we got... but it's ok..

MMU 3 ACE.. now no more..

we lose badly there.. but thanks for bringing me there...

we are the champion.. UCSI merdeka open..

we are MMU team.. won't champion n 1st runner up.. 1st gone is liang hoe then u.. then coming is weng siong and steven.. left 4 of us.. it's ok i will continue ur road..

che yong.. all the best.. keep in touch ya..

remember our next meet, we will be different..

MMU 1st double specialist always there..

MMU 3 ACE always there...

where ? always in my heart !!!

am i alright ?

2008-10-07T17:53:00.002+08:00

am i alright ? hmm.. i also dono..

usually i'm the person got wat then say wat one.. but then ah.. recently i tend to keep it and store it.. like wat in the Telemedicine notes " store " for further use n " forward " when required.. hmm.. i wonder if i store it and when get overflow then it will forward huh ? i really hate being like this.. actually i really not happy with it but i have to bear with it.. wat can i do ? i wonder am i making the right choice ? o i just tend to tortuor myself in another way ?

or is it finals making me so stress out ? because of the crazy insane EMG ? o even DSP ? wat the h*ll.. sigh... why we must have exams ? why everytime finals just not my days ? no matter studies, during tests, life, relationship apa apa also go against me !!!!! u know i don like but why ? sigh...

sigh... alright some1 will be commenting " why like sigh so much ? get old faster eh ! " nah.. it's alright... ppl say older man more valuable mar.. em.. is it true ? valuable as in wat sense huh ? money ? or something else ? * ps.. don think of dirty stuff *

ok lak.. jia you in ur finals ppl !!! n wish me good luck !!!

你知道“对不起”的意思吗？

2008-10-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

你知道“对不起”的意思吗？
是一种道歉的方法
是一种礼貌
是当你做错了才用的...

不过..
每天对不起
真的有用吗?

你的对不起,
让我感觉...
很陌生..
太客气了..
它的意义对我来说已经也不见了
因为你每天都在对我说...

朋友嘛..
不用这么客气的
因为感觉怪怪的

ps n ps
请不要乱用"对不起"...

求你不要再增加我的烦恼了!!!

2008-09-24T07:01:00.000+08:00

!!!求你不要再增加我的烦恼了!!!

wan me to beg u not to increase my burden till so serious now !!!! i already got EMG tat almost will lead to fail !!! why u still wan always make me so worried ?? sigh... everytime i'm not in the condition then u give me a " bomb " like this..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!求你不要再增加我的烦恼了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i donwan 24 hours on call anymore de !!! i'm tired of it already... sigh.......

TTC Committee's Gathering: Moon Cake Festival

2008-09-24T05:53:00.005+08:00

i also forget when is the BBQ di... but i was quite fun.. tat day i can see tat there are old ppl in the board and also new faces of the board as well.. hmmm.. anyway photo below.. enjoy ya..

oii.. chicken on fire di !!!!.. zhi yong's mata julin.. hahha...

siew lee, siew jing, pey wen..

" huan chu "... hahha...

girls don just sit there n wait for the food lak.. tolong BBQ a bit !!

i " catch "... yee fan " siam pi pi " don act cute..

yum yum...

eat eat eat !! hahha... :P

chef of the " night before BBQ " !!!

zzZZZzzz...

group photo..

wat's wrong with the chicken ?? hahha...

chicken only !? nvm... I cook...

wanna fight huh ??

banyak orang !!!

rest in peace my friend...

2008-09-14T05:45:00.003+08:00

Boo Jay Win

rest in peace my friend..

know u for about 3 years already.. a friend who i met in basketball court years ago then get in touch more when u started to go gym..

today i lose a friend.. a friendship.. will be missing those days u always come in to table tennis training ground and we talk nonsense with uncle...

朋友...一路好走~ 你永远会在我的心里... 也请你安息吧!!

hmmm...

2008-09-14T05:33:00.003+08:00

why i will feel this way ? or is it i really get jeolous easily ? hmmm.. maybe.. i get jeolous with alot of stuff.. especially things ppl got but i don have...

recently... i always saw ppl getting together.. why they can be so sweet? why they can be like tat ? why this n tat.. everything i saw them i will ask myself this question.. maybe that is wat i wan all this while.. u can said me desperate i don mind... cos for me tat expectation or maybe HOPES tat i wish it will happened... n why i don have ? haihzz...

i very mind about wat ppl thinks about me.. why it always me to talk about ? why some ppl just like to tell others about my stuff ? tat's my privacy k !? and do u really know me ??? stop f*cking around about my personal stuff k ?

pieces of me...

2008-09-09T13:26:00.002+08:00

for 21 years i life in this world.. i found several pieces of myself..

before tat wat do u know about "pieces of me" ? some ppl say it memories.. some ppl say it just nothing.. some ppl say it feeling.. and bla bla bla bla bla... for me.. pieces of me is my life, ppl around me, ppl i love, ppl i care and things i done and go through..

my life
my life is sort of like " black n white " and nothing much special.. things seem to be very smooth and normal.. i hope tat too.. but, things isn't like wat i think.. simple !? but it's complicated.. but glad tat i got less thing to worry cos time will make things clear..

ppl around me !?
i found myself different from other.. ppl tried to make things different by trying to think something differently and tried to make changes.. i think differently cos i make thing different by trying not to think differently and tried not to make changes.. why ? i treasured everything i had now.. unless something gone or somebody leave me if not i won't let go anything or anyone..

ppl i love...
ppl i love.. my family.. my some1 special.. they make my life picture most of the piece in my life.. all sours memories and sweet memories fullness my heart and my soul... everyday things about them and wat happened on them and pray for their happiness are part of the treat for me to continue leaving.. i love u all !!

things i gone through..
everyday i encounter different ppl.. different situationss.. different thingss.. tat's make my life meaningful.. but it was years before.. life now, is way too peaceful.. i wish i couldn't have more things to worried and i wish some1 will be there for me!!! mayb i felt lonely and always alone.. hmm..

every piece of me come from each of everyone of u.. thanks alot my friendss, my family and my love ones!

kl trip...

2008-09-03T02:36:00.002+08:00

kl trip.. last minute decide n last minute cancel and last minute wanna go... hmm.. just imagine 2 " sa ren" or " 傻人".. cos both donwan be at home...

so wat we did in kl ?

alright start our car at 6 something then reached kl around 740pm like tat lor.. in between there are heavy rain and also traffic jam.. all car drove slowly cos really hardly to see the road in front.. haihz...

then reach kl pula no rain... tat's good cos we can walk around.. but actually dint walk alot also.. hahaa.. then we went al aiskhan.. <-- i dono spell correctly o not :S alright forget about the spell.. so tat there 傻人no1 bought a Nike Shoe.. very nice cos i choose de.. wakakkak.. then we went walk walk around until the shop are all close.. haha...

back in hotel.. we watched tv n movie then sleep until the next morning we woke up and went got " Bak Kut Teh ".. was a very famous stall cos heard tat got alot of famous guy went there eat de.. hahha.. taste still okok lo.. notice tat the soup was sweet when it's cold and bitter when it's hot !!! weird right.. hmm..

ok after the brunch, we went UE3 plaza.. so amazing i actually can drive in kl.. hahha..then at there i bought a pair of shoe and also 2 shirt n some ballsss..

basically tat the kl trip this time.. hiahz...

present for 21st...

2008-09-03T02:26:00.002+08:00

thanks to all my friend who gave me tat BIG surpise... !!!!! it's really a bit surprise tat i got it for my 21st... a LeRun bicycle... now really can form MMUCCB already... hahha...
LeRun bicycle .. rank 4.5 stars...

then another very valuable present.. a card.. a hand made card.. thanks alot and i really love it.. now it's clip on the clip u gave me.. rank; 4.5 stars

another thanks to teapot n green shirt.. thanks for the " Poker Card " boxer... haha.. haven't start to wear but will soon.. haha.. rank: 4.5 stars..

then thanks to ghee oon for the butterfly ball with " friend forever " on it.. thanks alot !!! rank : 4.5 stars...

thanks to my sister @ cousin for the angpao.. rank : 4.5 stars.. hahha...

thanks to mum cos without u i won't be here.. rank : 5 starssss !!!! :P

21st birthday...

2008-08-31T00:53:00.002+08:00

this year i promise myself to be......

promise not to be so emo.. but then i will have less emo post then @@
promise to maintain a healthy life style !!! hahha...
promise myself to TRY to be nice to more ppl.. ^^
promise to have a good temper..
promise to be more friendly to others...
promise myself to pay more hard work in studies and score a better result !!!
promise to better guy...
promise to TRY not to make my parents worry...
promise not to make ppl who i care sad...
promise not to be so mean...
promise to make things more simple and less complicated !!!!
promise to to improve myself.. :D
promise to be in time...
promise to go back hometown more often but this is kinda impossible.. haha...
promise to be a top player...
promise to save more money for myself but not spent on some others..
promise to eat all my mealsssss...
promise to let u feel secure
promise to let u trust me !!!
promise to do watever i promise !!!
promise to a good man !!

28th of August 2008

2008-08-31T00:27:00.006+08:00

28th night after law test, we went friend's cafe.. thanks to all who attend cos really happy cos u all came..hmm..

playing heart attack...

punishment for heart attck.. :D

" chui sui "

continue " chui sui "

making wish...

i'm 21 now !!!

group photo.. :D

i kena bully ~~

jasmine and dennis..

don lak gay teapot.. later "green shirt" angry oo !!

me, michelle, yan bin and siew lee..

bio coursemate..

ttc...

thanks for the cake.. :D

sorry about the food.. know it isn't nice.. haha...

aiyoo.. pose banyak~~ haha..

bro teaport and " green shirt "

God Like^^

me n dennis.. 1st time makan together ya.. hahha...

birthday ?

2008-08-28T05:53:00.002+08:00

wat do u mean by birthday ? isn't it suppose to be a day that full of joy and fun and all the wishes ppl wishes u " happy birthday" and bla bla bla bla bla... "happy" birthday ? hmm i wonder it's really a happy happy birthday..

every year.. there is a mid term for my birthday.. wat to do ? lecturer really LOVE me alot !!! but this year a bit different.. is it things got better ? oh well.. things getting worsts !!! know why ? i got a dsp lab report need to do and submit today and Law for Enginners mid term tonight 8-9pm and tomorrow need to hand in EMG assignment !!! shit.. i haven't done my EMG !!! or should i say i haven't even do finish a question ?? sigh... ANY1 can BORROW to COPY or in another word REFER !! hahha...

sometimes i really hate my birthday.. sigh..

but glad to have birthday also.. cos friends who long long no contact also will send a sms and said " happy birthday !" or friendster's comments or even nowadays facebooks.. hahha.. thanks alot...

list of top 3 this year...

1st. ah hui

2nd. siew jing

3rd. jasmine

this year...(updated)

2008-08-26T21:25:00.005+08:00

this year might be a little bit different... why ? cos i don feel like having something big.. hahha.. why ? can save money ? yeah 100% right !!! why again ? no time !!! cos exam !!!! hmmm.. i also dono why.. not in an excited mood to have something big this year.. for those who expecting something from me.. i would like to said sorry dude or girls..

btw... if u free.. u are welcomed to :

Friends' cafe, Malacca Raya

after 930pm

28 of August 2008

*pls take notes that the venue had been changed*

why wings ? cos can listen to music... why after 930 cos exam finish at 9pm.. no more why plss... hahha.. see ya....

李玖哲-不完美

2008-08-25T19:26:00.001+08:00

听了这首歌,忽然有想哭的感觉.. 好像有在那里听过一样... hmmm...

suddenly feel like crying after listen to this song.. sound familiar like i heard it somewhere else.. hmmm..

不过,大家好好的欣赏这首动人心弦的歌吧...
btw.. nice songs.. enjoy ppl...

olympic @ table tennis event

2008-08-24T03:51:00.006+08:00

finally it's china world to dominate the table tennis olympic games. Ma Lin won over Wang Li Qin at semi finals and met with Wang Hao in the finals.. haihz.. so sayang i missed it.. hmmm.. some1 can find any torrents o source for me ? hahha...

from left : Wang Hao (Silver), Ma Lin (Gold), Wang Li Qin ( Bronze )

Wang Li Qin.. U are my Hero all the time.. how i wish u could be the champion for this Olympic Bejing.. hmm...

Persson i respect u !! 42 years old de still can play like 20 years old !!! Good Match Persson !!!

Don u think me n him look a bit alike ? wakakka...

Here come the Champion, Ma Lin... beating Wang Hao in final at 11-9, 11-9, 6-11, 11-7, 11-9

Wang Hao serving...

ushhaaa... VS urrrhhhaa... *seem like longer shout can make u win* >.>

on the other side.. 3 china flag rised in the Peking Gymnasium again... here comes the women's players from China...

from left : Wang Nan(silver), Zhang Yi Ning( Gold), Guo Yue ( Bronze )

*cute cute cute*

serving... she looked blur.. @@

intersting Semi Final Match..

left :Wang Nan return serve with a perfert backhand...

right: Guo Yue serve... * concentrate concentrate *

uuahhh... i "smash" !!! both looked abit weird weird de.. need to hit tat hard mer ?? hmm..

after winning.. thanks ppl..

The Champion !!! yeah... ^^

how can i forget Fukuhara Ai ?? hahha... most bising one in the court.. *cute cute* @@ .. ^^

alright i know some of u must be thinking "why so sien one??" "why always table tennis?? " " i don even know them !!" hahha.. it's ok.. this is just one syok sendiri post.. hahha..

*btw.. all photo taken from http://results.beijing2008.cn/WRM/ENG/Schedule/TT.shtml *

Are you prepared for things to go to the next level?

2008-08-23T11:37:00.003+08:00

Are you prepared for things to go to the next level?

if u do, Your life is going to get deep.

Are you prepared for things to go to the next level?

Whether it's a new relationship, a work responsibility, or just your own journey to self-awareness, things are going to get deep...

Any conversation can turn into something that changes your life, you just have to hear those cues when they are given.

Be a bit bolder, and you'll step right into a fantastic new opportunity.

Every single words might change a thing. No matter wat.. it'll just change n turn things.. especially feeling..

Are u ready ? Are u prepared for things to change ? or to go for the next level ?

hair cut

2008-08-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

just got my hair cut few days before.. many comments from others n none of them sound good o compliment... hmpfff...

1st. why so short ?
2nd. why so weird one ?
3rd. why so " sei kia " ? * sei kia = kids *
4th. no comments lak.. ahhaha.. <-- this is very annoying.. :S
5th. wat happened to u ?
6th. who cut ur hair ? hahha...
7th. walao eh !!!
8th. i can't believe it u cut ur hair.. hahhhaha..
9th. are u ok ?
10th. go botak ur head lak.. wakakka...

and many many more... so sad... but then i feel ok wor..hmm... anything...

have u felt amazing before ?

2008-08-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

alright.. have u felt amazing about urself before ? hmm.. let me think.. i think i never felt so amazing before..

but but but... this time i felt a little bit amazing of myself cos i cycle to ayer keroh Mac'D.. for those who are MMU student u will know the distance from tmn bkt melaka to ayer keroh Mac'D.. it's like 5km to 7 km one way.. remember is one way ride !! hahah...

well.. we took off around 1040pm like tat.. by the time edmond sms me it like 1015pm and i straight away called ah wee for his bicycle.. haha.. thanks to ah wee cos ur bike really "amazing"!!! oh gosh why i like to use this word.. ok one more time.. " AMAZING !!!" bluekss..

then meet up with small zhi yong at i relax.. oh ya... the ride consists of 4 people.. me, hubert, edmond and small zhi yong... why small zhi yong we called him ? cos.... haihz.. long story.. hahha...

ok let continue..

1st traffic light... we kena " hon " by a Gen-2 with the car plat JJL 8***... it's ok.. i will remember.. hmmm... don make me see ur car again ya !!! then we pass by the long long straight road and in between we pass by bestari then bomba then mosque and finally come to the darkest road...

me, edmond and small zhi yong was lag behind hubert.. cannot said anything cos ppl bike cost rm 500.. wahh.. hahha... then before the 2nd traffic light, hubert speed and left 3 of us behind the traffic light.. pheww... tired man !!! but the ride isn't end here ppl !!

come to the most challenging part..hilllllll.... it's not very " senget " up but then i really use many energy to " climb " up that " slope " hahha... i think from there we can burn at least 1000kCal.. hahha..

and now.. finally we reached Mac'D... took us around 20++ minutes to cycle there.. while if u drive need 10 ++ minutes also.. hahah.. why don we just cycle and save fuels and safe the world ? hahha.. jk only cos it's really tiring... :S

1st photo of the night.. zhi yong, hubert n me.. eating ice cream.. hahahh...

edmond only one small coke...

zhi yong never order o buy soft drinks.. use bottle to curi coke... n we said him so cheap.. hahha...

my drinks...

wohoo... got free fries.. hahha... thx edmond !! :D

our " bike " er.. 3 of them got their own bike but i borrowed bike from ah wee.. haha...

prove tat we are ride bicycle to Mac'D !!!!

ussah!!! hahha..

btw.. we are forming a new club in mmu... new name for this club will be ..........

why MMUCCB ??? >.> don ask me.. better ask hubert to explain.. wakkaka...

finally..........

2008-08-16T02:23:00.002+08:00

a week full of exam is finally over.. so relax now and feel sad too.. cos almost all mid term being screw up !!! aihz.. wat am i doing during holiday ? haihz.. well i'm not good in last minutes study one.. cos i need to study few times and do alot of time and my brain need to to digest n abosrb !! aiya.. i know now say anything also no use de lak.. haihzz...

soo.. coming 25 and 28th got mid term again.. hopefully can score better.. haha... hopefully only lak.. well.. mid term on 28th of aug again !??? 2 years on the same day and last year i score quite bad for my Basic Economic, Management and Accounting... so hopefully this year won't be like tat de lak...

alright wat actually happened to me these days.. err... i also dono.. i always sing this song to yen chee.. " shen ah.. jiu jiu wo ba... " and friends said i'm very high and crazy and acting very unusual.. hmm.. am i ? haihz..hmm.. tomorrow is saturday and i got class from 9 to 1 pm !! shit lak... haihz.. wat to do ? mini projects must attend and lab replacement for dsp... haihz.. but thanks to lecturers cos so rajin have class on saturday if not also nothing to do.. hmmm....

kk.. ciaoz.. late di wanna sleep di..

new collection @ new "family" member

2008-08-13T02:02:00.005+08:00

well... recently got a new blade.. it's free !!! i can't say out who gave it although i really wanted to shout out who bought this for me !! hahha... thank you tat all i could say !!! hehhe...

don question ur eye.. ya it's mizuno !! ya mizuno.. wonder if mizuno got table tennis blade huh ? ya mizuno really got table tennis blade.. n it's quite new and will launch in M'sia end of this year.. hehe... so happy to have it ppl.. estimate once launch this blade will cost RM 230- RM 270 !!!! n ya i wanted to say again i got it for FREE !!!

Mizuno's WingLine + Double Happiness' Hurricane 3 + Butterfly' Byrce Speed = perfection

good in controlling, speed, counter.. and most important thing is both forehand n backhand top spin.. 4 out of 5 star !!!!

but i can say there isn't any perfection in this world.. ppl changed to be better and to be different.. table tennis blade too.. new technology, new ppl, and new everything... hmmm...

i think ppl won't look into this blade one lak.. and i really hope i wont see ANY SAME BLADE in campus !!! haha...

oh ya... one big news wor.. got rumour that one "uncle" won't be joining coming MMU Close cos he " bu shuang " us !? is it rumours ? i think it's fact lak !! hahah... anything lak.. he happy enough lak.. we play to improve and exercise.. of course winning is very important too lak.. but then mostly is happy to meet n play !!! :D

wrong path or new chapter of life ?

2008-08-10T20:28:00.003+08:00

ever think of it is the right choice u made ? or doubt ur choice ? or even regreted ? n wat will u do ?

for me ? i will make things goes right again... wat is wrong then let it be but i will make things become it sound right n be " right " n " correct " !!!! well.. i think better don just hang there and don accept the fact tat u actually done something wrong... or ppl around u had told u something but u can't accept it ? plssss wake up n accept the fact tat is like tat.. well... i'm tat kind of person.. i couldn't accept n couldn't give up o let go wat i had put effort in it n done... always too over confident in myself and always disappointed myself... haihz...

-alright tips of the post-
never too over estimated urself, in order not to disappointed urself in future...
accept the factsss when u know the truths...

let continue..

for me, even i'm very sure about my choice i also will doubt on my choice sometimes.. well.. maybe tat's make us human.. i tend to look at others choice and think tat their choices are actually much more better than wat i had now.. hmpff.. wat the h****... well.. i also dono how to explained tat.. maybe every choices we made are the most suitable for us.. is it like tat huh ? dono wor.. hopefully lorrr... hmpfffff.....

but wat if we made the right choice ? does it mean we will have a new chapter in our life ? maybe it's the right choice for us to have something we wish for.. but usually things won't just go as smooth as we wanted it to be... hmm... wat comes there must be something should go but this only applied to some of us or maybe just ME...

n maybe tat's why i always think tat GOD isn't fair to me... o is it tat i always couldn't accept GOD till now ? for some ppl, pls don nag me for tat... i need time to digest lak.. blueksss...

btw.. know why i said tat ? cos everytime once i got wat i wan.. or when my life go on so peaceful or too smooth.. something will definately pop up ! or is tat called life ? my like is like a sine graph up n down and up n down... haihz...

soorry ppl.. i just like to complain about my life !! wakakkaaa.... but ever think of wat is ur life about ? is it like how u wan it to me ? or u wan it to be like how ppl wan u to be ? if u made a choice is it wat u really wan ? is it a good n right choice ?

hmm.... ppl.. jia you ya !!! btw.. got a new mizuno table tennis blade for free.. about rm 200++.. thanks to somebody !!! hahha...

kuching trip part 2

2008-08-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

i'm so so so so lazy to upload photo di... hahha... too many as ah zhong took about 700 photo.. OMG !!! haha...

caryn n i...

at santubong...

kubah.. tian yih, me, kk, ah zhong and ah peng

fan tuan... haha... it look simple but it's nicee.. n it's not cheap too.. hmmm..

ok lak.. will update soon...

kuching trip part 1

2008-08-09T13:19:00.008+08:00

hmm.. it shouldn't be kch trip for me... well.. actually few friends came to kch.. they are kia kiet, ah peng, yin zhong, zhen sheng and tian yih... so hubert, sheng chiong n me become the tour guide for them.. hehe... well during the trip, wan xin, joanna and also ah chien joined us as well.. hehe.... below are some photo...

view from civic center.. sarawak club

friendship park or taman sahabat

friendship park.. ah chien, hubert and wan lin

mmu class photo..

the guys with wan lin... haha..

at mojo and she is drunk.. oppsss..

at kubah national park...

ah peng just won't miss the chances taking photo with the lady... hahha..

rising their underwear.. aiksss... guess whose butt are those ?? hehhe...

view...

view view...

view view view..

visitors from Australia...

they are pee-ing the Australian girl..

eating.. and wan lin u so " din teh" haha...

ah chien keep on playing sms and on phone... haihz...

group photo excluding me....

the water is coldd...

another waterfall.. :P

we are bored.. :S

i felt down twice and this is part of the injuries i got.. ouchh....

guys without their topss...

wat i got ???

butterfly byrce speed...

choc from the airport...

bills at kch...

i got it ! looked like me ?? hmm...

bills in kl...

new pendrive... hehe.. kingston 8gb

mid term break...

2008-08-02T10:49:00.002+08:00

this mid term break... hmmm.. the break i been waiting for since last sem.. hopefully it will be a nice n happy trip...

btw... i'm going back to kch with few friends following... where i gotta bring them ?? hahha...
1. makan
2. makan
3. makan again...

hahha.. really not much idea.. well will upload some photo IF i remember to take some ya.. :P

" KCH I'M COMING BACK NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!"

i wan laksa.. kolomee.. oh ya... KCH fest is out there.. :D wakakkaa... friends from west also back de...

yee fan's 22nd birthday party....

2008-08-01T19:34:00.007+08:00

yee fan's birthday party... this year he is 22 alraedy... last year birthday was suck i can say.. but this year it is much more better compare to last year.. hahah...

here are some of the photo ya.. enjoy...

yee fan's n his friendss..

me n "wan wan "

me n siew lee..

zhu jin , siew lee n wan wan..

sing k at GoGo after yee fan's birthday party...

grace, siew lee, yan bin, aik leng, yee fan, wee meng, tzer yuan, fu keong...

me, siew lee, zhi yong, wan wan n yee fan...

birthday boy with his 22 birthday cake...

thanks to "adment" for the wonderful germany choc cake...

bio gang group photo with yee fan..

grace, yan bin n siew lee...

wee meng, aik leng, tzer yuan n fu keong...

yee fan n zhu jin.. remember vote for her at starsearch.ypwow.com.. haha... her number is F4 !!!

we again...

mini " vege" roll's "cake"

arrival of the VVIP !! hahha.. i'm not the birthday boy lak.. :P

we reached before the birthday boy.. cannot tahan di.. fast fast we go take our dinner... in photo.. edmond, me n ah si's gf.. *ps dono ur name* :P

the food looks good but it doesn't taste like how it looked like.. :S

part timer at asian havana.... weii... i serve the drink almost know night lorrr....

me again.. but this time distribute the platesss...

SRC Election Result...

2008-08-01T10:58:00.002+08:00

"By today bulletin on Fri, 1st August 2008 Expired date : 06-Aug-2008For MMU campus: Melaka ~ Department: STADCategory : Announcement/Memo/Circular
SRC ELECTION 2008 RESULT - MELAKA CAMPUS

Names of the Successful Candidates for SRC General Election 2008 Multimedia University. Melaka Campus 31 jULY 2008

A. UNCONTESTED TERRITORIES ????????????????????

1. GENERAL TERRITORY (GM1) <----general somemore ?????? pheww...

Name : KANG WEN HAO Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1051103454
Name : MOHAMAD HAFIZ BIN OTHMAN Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1051102294
Name : DINESH THIAGARAJAH Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1061106779
Name : TAN SWAN KEN Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1061106091
Name : B. KAPILAN A/L BALAKRISHNAN Faculty : FIST I/D No. : 1061111862

2. FACULTY OF INFORMATION SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY (FM2)
Name : LIEW KEI FAI Faculty : FIST I/D No. : 1061104127
Name : TEE KAI JIA Faculty : FIST I/D No. : 1061105238

3. INTERNATIONAL TERRITORY(IM1)
Name : MAHER ABDULLAH MOHAMMED AL-MANIA Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1041110997
Name : OSAMA SADEQ MOHAMMED ALHAMDANI Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1041110790 B.

CONTESTED TERRITORIES
1. FACULTY OF BUSINESS AND LAW (FM1)
Name : WONG YI MIN (804 VOTES) Faculty : FBL I/D No. : 1061108045
Name : NURUL AIN BINTI MOHD GHAZALI (631 VOTES) Faculty : FBL I/D No. : 1051106916

2. FACULTY OF ENGINEERING AND TECHNOLOGY (FM3)
Name : KOAY SOO YI (563 VOTES) Faculty : FBL I/D No. : 1041111153
Name : FARES MOHAMMED QAID ALSHARGIE (404 VOTES) Faculty : FET I/D No. : 1041110928

3. FOSEE (FM4)
Name : GAVIN CLEMENT FERNANDO (469 VOTES) Faculty : FOSEE I/D No. : 1071119904 Name : LIM WEI JIE (469 VOTES) Faculty : FOSEE I/D No. : 1081105613

4. DIPLOMA (DM1)
Name : NOOR AZLEEN BINTI SAZALE (208 VOTES) Faculty : CADP I/D No. : 1081103625 Election Committee ( COSA ) Multimedia University. Date : 31/7/2008"
quote from www.online.mmu.edu.my

why always the GENERAL TERRITORIES not going for any election ?? " kiasu " is it ? understand ah ppl ?? hahah... no offence.. just wonder why so many ppl go for faculty instead of general !! haha...

一路走来

2008-08-01T10:12:00.000+08:00

一路上,
我孤独的走...
也不停的等..
一等...
就两年半..

我放弃了很多..
很多的机会...
我也得到也很多..
不过是很多...
很多的伤害...

一路走来..
你..
不停的对我说" 爱我"
不过这是真的吗?
还是我单方面的负出?

不停的等候..
是否会有结果?
是否值得?
是否真的爱过我..

我..
可以相信你吗?
我..
可以完完全全拥有你吗?
我..
可以继续爱护你吗?

你..
会对我真心吗?
你..
会是真的爱我吗?
你..
会不要放开我吗?

我不懂..
真的真的不懂..
我乱了..
真的真的乱了...
我累了..
不想再想了..

请你告诉我..
我究竟是你的谁..
我对你来说重要吗?
还是人家口里所说的...
二奶命 ???

Li Ann's Birthday...

2008-07-31T17:45:00.006+08:00

here are some photo on li ann's birthday party at pizza huts..

outside pizza huts, after birthday party...

me...

me act cute...

jasmine don follow me.. :P

siew lee n wee meng got " jalan " ?? haha...

Rapper @ fu keong and aik leng..

yan bin.. why smile till tat sweet huh ?

wee meng can u chop off ur leg ? u are too tall de.. hmm..

me n notty.. haha..

group photo... :D

birthday girl li ann with friendssss.....

li ann and saeed.. *ahem*

me, saeed, jj, muliana, n sal...

the girlss.. jas, siew lee n yan bin

fu keong become dinosaur.. o alien ??

why always i'm the only guy in the photo ?? tsk tsk..

with my malay friendss n coursemates..

jj in actionss...

fuyohhh... salar moon ?? btw.. i dono her wor.. haha...

SRC Election Day

2008-07-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

every year MMU will sure have their own SRC election day.. SRC election day ? wat is tat actually all about?? SRC = Student Representative Council...

i tot of take some photo about it one.. but then ahh... i forgot to take.. haihz... but i see many bannerssss and poster hang all around campus.. haihz... all poster with the cadidate's photo, their own manifesto, wat they will do ? haihz.. is it all will happened ?

since alpha i heard of all the manitesto and wat they will do. but now i'm delta di ! i still can't see any changes.. all i see things are getting worst.. last year i was totally dissapointed.. so i think this year i will have the same result as well lak !! sigh..

hopefully tomorrow the result will be wat i expected lak !!! yeah !! hopefully !! pray hard !!!!

alpha till now...

2008-07-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

during my alpha time.. i spent 30% study, 35 % playing table tennis, 10 % play basketball, 15 % missing somebody, 5 % with friends and coursemate and another 5 % being alone... like isn't so interesting after all.. but tat year.. my life change.. is it because i come to mmu n i learned something called " unfair " ?, " betray" ?, " lies"?, and etc n etc.. wat a shame cos all i learned here are negative stuff.. sigh... and ya.. it took me 1 year ++ to forget something or maybe some1.. swt.. >.>

it's ok.. when i'm in beta i started to treasured most of the friends around me and started to join some activities and get myself active and busy... but GOD stirke me again.. i was so called like promoted o something.. friends trusted me and i being appointed with some important tasks.. is it a good sign ? n i met some1.. again is it a good sign ? throughout whole beta year.. i went through hundred of different experiences.. 1st time clubbing in malacca also started here.. 1st time ask a girl for hp also.. and many more.. n all along this beta year i had been hurt alot... ya it's alot.. ouch.. when think back also feel sakit hati..

never mind.. when come to gamma.. i tot things will started to change and become better.. but who knows.. it become even worst.. but.. something good is here.. i finally got my own ttc gang.. but good things never last long.. our relationship started to goes downhill because of many arguement and " bu shuang ".. this year i spent 40% table tennis, 25% study, 20% being alone and 15% being friends... this year.. one of the biggest even i ever organized happened which is intervarsity tournament..

n now... i spent 20% table tennis, 30%s study, 40% being alone, 10% being with friends.. tat is till today..

what about u ?? is it u spent 49% being with friends, 39% being alone, 10% missing, 1.9 % for family and 0.1 % for some1 u called dear ?

think back... why i never spent anytime with some1 i called dear from alpha till now ? maybe it not even till 0.1 she spent her time with me.. ='(

bicycle ride...

2008-07-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

well... hubert bought a half K bicycle.. so... i took it for a ride tonight...

now
time : 130am
date : 27/07/08
location : my house

here it goes.. 1st thing i went pass tc spring.. then i went to tmn kerjasama.. i saw some1 car and before that i tot washing clothes using hands really need to take hours n hours... ok no doubt.. i trust my 1st feeling.. something isn't right.. i hate ppl lie to me.. dammit !!!

it's ok.. i continue cycling with my sucky feeling !!! the moment i almost reached petronas i saw 2 dogss ! wth dogs again ! i damn sensitive to this word " dog " !!! worst come to worst.. they chase me.. it's ok.. with the " LeRun" bike i can ride fast !! i left them behind.. continue i went pass al-rahmat.. super many ppl there.. too shy to go there have my own supper.. so i went 7-11 and help hubert buy a loaf of bread..

n ya now.. i'm here.. safely back home.. i'm still in one piece but my heart is in million and billions... hate that feeling..

is it really under control ??

2008-07-27T02:09:00.002+08:00

ever think of something or everything u do are under control ? or even anything u going into are under control ?? usually i always confidence with things tat i going for and things i'm working for... i believe in myself for everything i want it to be n even thou it is not as prefect as i wan it to be but at least there are 80% of my ideal results.. or something things might be better than i tot !? hmmm...

but... and but again.. triple buttt.... wat if things aren't under ur control but u always think u are manage to control the whole situation ??? have u ever experienced it before ?? or are u experiencing it now ??? must be wondering now huh ?

to be honest... i'm having this problems again n again... the things i always tot i already had it or even i already think i own it actually aren't belong to me at all... must be thinking of why i'm so careless and always miss count right ? i'm not stupid at all just that i'm blur and trust with those stupid and nonsense stories that made up by some ppl !!! i could said i gave u my trust but yet u think i'm barking... am i just a dog to u ? wth !!! i could just imagine if one day there isn't any1 be there for me if i keep on making out stories like tat.. so think careful before u saying something that irresponsible !!!

from my YM and MSN status u can see that i'm tired in both chinese and english... i'm really tired of this thingy.. maybe i should really make my moves and also let it be like how it should be like..

seem like there are really many n many things that couldn't be in control by me... but u ? u can change things in just a " donwan " o any reasons... super dissapointed.. and damn mad of u... tell me GOD ! why this world is so unfair ?? hiahz.. but no matter how loud i shout there isn't any answer for me but all doubt to come appear... i hate being like tat..

under control again.... once awhile i really think that i'm under control about a friendship... but this kind of thing isn't that u wan control then can control... this friend left me ( althou we are still friend ) but then we isn't as close as before anymore... yet because of some reason and problems that's why conflict occurs.. i really treasured u as my friend !! just hope it will be fine the next time we meet each others.. thanks for everything my friend...

btw... ever think of why things isn't under ur control ? i think of some..
1. cos u are too nice to some1 that make some1 don care about u
2. cos u are too nice to some1 that some1 dono how to repay u so some1 start to avoid u
3. cos u never know wat is happening
4. cos u are such a loser ( like me !!!!)
5. cos u are blinked with some stupid stories and reasons ??
6.
.
.....
.......
.........
there are hundred tat i listed out.. but wat for right ?? sometime something couldn't be change o mayb i really should be more determine in wat i wan and wat isn't FULL OWN by me i should have give it away...

again... and again and triple again !!!!! = (again * 2 )*2*2*2 = again x 16.. this is wat we called maths !!!!

before this post ends.. ask urself...

" is it all really under ur control ??? "

i'm not.. but i hope u all are...

Choong Wen's Table Tennis Open

2008-07-20T23:15:00.006+08:00

the only thing we got !!!!

Once again, me, che yong, kiang meng and yee fan are all in choong wen's open !!! but this year che yong is not in the same team with us.. how i wish he is there cos our mmu malacca's 3 sword and blow a "typhoon" there... hahha.. jk jk.. but it's ok.. my team this year consists of me, kiang meng, yee fan, yoke siang, ah ngoi and also another ah siang.. 6 of us and 5 of us playing for each match against our opponent..

well.. before we went old klang for the game, we went training ground to witness the junior draw.. hmmm... junior tournament huh !? every year i wasn't here for junior tournament but thie year is one of the best junior tournment ever ! congrats to the ttc and also the director Ms Ong Siew Lee.. :D

for junior tournament, it really funny and many unexpected will appear throughout the competition.. but thanks to my " bad " mouth.. shouldn't had said tat the so called champion can win.. sigh.. n ghee oon ah !! disappointed me lak !!! but ppl said u beat ah wee in 3 set straight tat makes me quite impress !!! hahha.. but anyway.. congrats to ghee oon and ah wee n also zhi yong but not to that champion :P haha...

we tooked about 2 hours to reach our Choong Wen Primary School.. believe me, their hall is 1000 times better than MMU's main hall !!! when we reached there, ppl we are unexpected to see was there.. MMU cyber teams with their names Passion of Love and also Yuk Chai.. hahha.. all of them played very well and finally i saw their new players.. both state players from Pahang and Ng Sembilan state.. not forget to mention my brother or twin brother kok full, seem to improved alot.. me no fight di lor.. :S hmmm..

ok.. 1st game.. we against Rana Raya.. a team fully consists of uncles.. don underestimate them pls !!! our 1st player lost his 1st game but he played his best already !!! haha..

our formation :

1st player : Lee Saik Seong ( lose )

2nd player : Sim Wen How ( won )

3rd player : Heng Kiang Meng( won )

4th player : Ngoi( won )

5th player : Chow Yee Fan ( won )

what can i say ? we won with 4-1 and very good starting.. hehhe.. and guess wat ! Cheng Guang Hua was there observing my game against tat uncle. hehhe.. so happy cos can shake hand with him.. wakakkaka...

2nd game.. against cheras team A.. a team consists of kids.. but they are not just an ordinary kids cos they are super good !!! we lose this match 1-4.. haihz... but impress tat we actually can know where is our weakness from them.. btw.. i won the 1st game against them but the following lose.. hmm...

1st game : Sim Wen How ( won )

2nd game : Tan Yoke Siang ( lose )

3rd game : Heng Kiang Meng ( lose )

4th game : Ngoi ( lose )

5th game : Saik Seong ( lose )

if u ever see kiang meng played then u will know he is a very good player in mmu o malacca area.. but do u ever see him kena " stomp " to the ground like katak ? hahha.. seriously if u are there u will know how good is tat GIRL ! ya.. u don get it wrongly.. is a GIRL who represent MSSM for SEA and Asia.. haha..

evening time after we back from dinner, we saw Mr Bean playing table tennis.. haha.. Passion of Love against Mr Bean's team but sad to say tat cyber team lose.. haihz..

so called Mr Bean

in knock our round, our 1st opponent is Wai Shin.. again all uncles !!! they are strong too.. we almost lose to them but finally have to thanks to yee fan for his magic show !! haha... a counter back match after his opponent leading him several points... hahha...

1st game : Tan Yoke Siang (lose)

2nd game : Sim Wen How ( won )

3rd game : Heng Kiang Meng ( won )

4th game : Ngoi ( lose)

5th game : Chow Yee Fan ( won )

this game finish at 11++ then we are wondering where we gotta stay tat night.. sien.. the we found a hotel called " olympic hotel ".. at 1st there isn't any air con then we changed a room.. the moment is about 1am already.. it's ok.. i tot hotel breakfast will be ok but who knows.. there is only nasi lemak and fried mee available.. wth !!! it's ok lak.. with tat kind of price it consider ok di... hiahz...

2nd day....

1st match is against team oyster.. don get cheated by their name cos they are the champion for this year Choong Wen's Open !!! we proud tat we lose to them than we lose to those team isn't champion.. ahhaha...

1st game : Ngoi ( lose )

2nd game : Sim wen How ( won )

3rd game : Heng Kiang Meng ( lose )

4th game : Chow Yee Fan ( lose )

we lose with 1-3.. good experience cos i learned alot in this game.. n advices from senior and uncles.. and yet know more ppl.. oh ya.. still remember the girl who acted in " xiao hai bu pen 2 " ? the girl who threated those ah long in the climax ? she actually played table tennis one ahh.. saw her there too :D hahha...

tat's all about Choong Wen's open..

but stories aren't end here......

i nearly dead when we driving back from kl.. yee fan, our driver fall asleep and we almost bang a lorry with the car speed 140km/h... wth.. i tot i'm dead tat moment.. so ppl, pls don drive if u are sleepy !!!! hmmm...

when we are back we went training ground to have friendly with batu pahat's ppl.. all straight winsss.. hahha...

ok lak i feel so " loso " or long winded... stop here.. :D

another random one..

2008-07-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

have u ever experience it before ?
the feeling of being in love...
hmm...
i wonder how it really feel like..
is the feeling only last for awhile ?
o is it last forever ?
is there really forever ?
o there isn't any forever ?
i wonder again...
sigh...

i love u
but do u really love me ?
do u ever think about me ?
or even care about me ?
or even worst do u would ever jeolous if i'm with some other girls ?

what is the feeling when u are in relationship ?
feeling great ?
o feeling even worst than before ?
a couple can't hold each others hands in public ?
is it because of shy-ness ?
or is it because of scared others to see ?

do u really need me ?
sometimes u do really need me..
but sometime u could just ignore me like u dono me..

who am i to u ?
just used me ?
just a toy ?
sigh...

clear my doubt plss...

.....

2008-07-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

nothing much happened recently tat's why i seldom update my blog.. happy happy everyday.. happy and go luck.. i felt like i back to the past.. kinda like tat feeling cos everything seem to go smooth n everything seem to be alright... wat things worried is money.. hahha..

but but but... * again*

this morning i got another stupid sms again... a sms i feel tat really drive me mad again.. i'm confuse and once again i declare i'm lost.. i dono who to trust and dono who i should listen and dono what i should believe.. but truth is truth !!

life never go smooth.. sure something will happen.. but why is it everytime the same thing keep on repeating ? why god give us a feeling called " insecure "? tat makes us so misearable !!! sigh..

MMU Olympic

2008-07-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

hmm.. MMU olympic ? do u know wat is it o not huh ?? but i think " Olympic " is quite familiar lak..

well.. actually mmu olympic is a game tat combine of varies of sports like table tennis, badminton, volleyball, tennis, and many many more lak.. and the concept or objective is actually to have different club joining different sports..

but but but... almost all club members joined back their own sports.. haihz.. just like us ! table tennis.. u can see all the familiar faces back to the table and compete the same opponents.. can't it be more new opponents out there in mmu tat can join the different sports ? haihz... why it always kiang meng, yee fan, yoke siang, dr gan n zhi yong.. not to mention me ! why ah ? but this year added another so called state player.. he clarifies tat " I WAT ALSO HAVE !! JUST SCARED TAT I GOT NO OPPONENTSSS !!!" wat the hell.. i think u wat also don have lor just got many opponent !! dude.. think twice before u said something.. cos u will "die like a frog being squeeze by a car" <<-- translate from mati katak " dude.. u not even can beat our ah wee and ghee oon !!!

ok stop tat... back to the mmu olympic ! something i really bu shuang is tat ! why badminton got bag along with medals but other sports game don have ?? arghh... so unfair even wilson is tennis sponsors also don have the bag !!! arghhhhhhhh................................................ why ah ???

ok.. now the closing ceremony.. it's a fairly good one i could say.. n thank to all the committee for the hard works.. hahha...

another kl trip

2008-06-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

well, i went kl AGAIN.. haha.. this time i went for IEM YES AGM meeting.. as ok with all the sharing and the annoucement for the new board of IEM YES... sad tat all the old faces had gone but very happy tat there are many new faces in the coming new board.. haha.. hopefully could have a good bonding with them this year.. :D and i suppose to attend the dinner with them last saturday but i dint turn up cos i got something on.. ya " something " on.. haha... seriously don't think too much.. :P

saturday night i was in sg wang and doing window shopping with few friends.. and was quite tiring cos we walk and walk andddd walk again... kinda lazy wanna upload photo cos ahh need to take times to load and load and loaddd... :P but anyway nothing much also.. oh ya.. we stayed at coronade hotel tat night.. hahah.. after sg wang, we drove to puduraya cos some of them need to buy their bus tickets back then we went to " chi cheong gai" after tat.. haha... i have been few year dint go there di and i miss those hokkien mee and ikan bakar.. but then ahh.. the mee seem not tat tasty anymore wor.. haha... but then still pass lak just hope u ppl dint blame me cos not nice.. :( it was quite late after we ate our so called dinner + supper.. or i should just say supper cos we actually ate japanese food around 6 like tat.. haha..

after a moment of walking, we went back.. i tot we will have a long night after tat but who knows ahh... they slept right after they had their bathe.. hahha.. while after watching half way of the show i went to sleep also... but just so called sleep lak but then my eyes wasn't close for whole night.. oh ya.. yvonne went out with her friend till 4 something o 5 only back.. she was kinda shock seeing me say hi to her.. haha... well she also very keng cos she dint sleep at all... "superwomen " lak ppl.. :P

i was freaking cold tat night.. no pilow and no blanket.. hahha.. pity right ? but then i got a pillow after awhile.. haha.. but have to share it with some1 else.. haha.. and no blanket so i use a towel to make use to be blanket.. btw.. i slept on floor ! haha... it's ok cos this is one of the happiest moment ! haha..

next morning, we drove again to sunway pyramid ! journey was smooth cos no traffic jam nor using the wrong way.. thanks to the road sign lak ! hahha... we reached there about 10++ to 11 like tat. after that, we actually divide ourselves to 2 groups... some of us went to nando's and some of us went to J'CO coffee and donuts.. well, i'm one of the 2 who went to JCO.. :D donuts was very nice and the choco mints taste great too.. haha.. if can try the choc banana donut cos it's really taste nice.. unfortunately i have to share half with my friends.. jkjk.. :P

then later on, they went sunway lagoon and i went shopping and leave sunway pyramid to puduraya to take bus back malacca.. met up with hubert and edmond them !! haha..

and here i am now !! tired but hyper.. simple trip and can make me feel so nice and good... wish there are another time and where we could hang out again... hahha.. althou we just knew for not more than 1 months :D btw.. just notice, jess's bf got the same beg with edmond !! hahha.. same design n model.. and sure same brand lak !! haha...

well.. class start again tomorrow.. gotta be busy and tiring again lor.. sien-nya.. :( cyah ppl around..

??? hubert again...

2008-06-21T15:46:00.002+08:00

why i said hubert again ? cos he come out with another interesting phase !! seriously, it's very interesting but then... u see how lak..

"miss kill, u pay for life... but find prostitue, wat u pay then wat u get "

friend.. better don learn k !???

just another emo post...

2008-06-21T15:32:00.003+08:00

again new semester started again.. n now i'm in delta and tat officially make me seniors to others.. haha... i feel so speechless and not expressive enough these days.. dono why mayb because of alot of things happened tat starting now on i would only keep my mouth shut ! stop asking and accept the facts !!! is tat wat i really wan ? i dono... sigh..

life is again so misearable to me ! i wanted something/someone so much but yet she is so near but yet so far from me.. one thing i really regret is tat i let her go once o mayb not just once... i really wan to hold her tight n never let go again.. but how ? can just tell me how or some1 can just give me some advice ?? but then those are the most memorable memories i had all these while after i left my hometown to here..

although there are alot of good memories with friends and my ttc family but then i reallly feel tat i'm being left out.. is it whether i think too much o is it really wat it is happening ?? i dono.. can some1 tell me ?? hmm...

through this whole week, i been spending most of my evening at training ground and gym.. why ? keep fit ? i think i should but then actually i just don feel like being alone.. i wish i could spend more time with u and know u more but then why u just can't ? i don have much time as we can be together for another one year.. hmmm... i tried not to ask tat much and accept wat is the fact but i really don think i can... wat is the world happening ? GOD said HE give every1 the same thing but then i don think it's true.. this world is really unfair and ppl never treat u back like how u treated them.. hmm...

well.. this is just another emo post... sigh...

难朋友完全版

2008-06-14T17:40:00.001+08:00

again.. another song tat got my feeling.. hiahz..

宋念宇小宇/ 終於說出口完整版

2008-06-14T17:32:00.001+08:00

hmm.. nice song ya !!! touches the deepest feeling in my heart!!! aiksss..

open !!!!

2008-06-14T12:03:00.002+08:00

after one month of closing, now it's time to reopen it again...

new semester and now i'm in delta / year 3 ! now really can consider seniors to all my mmu juniors.. hahha..

i been wondering around this whole holidays.. from malacca to kl, from kl to penang, from penang to taiping, from taiping to malacca, from malacca to muar, from muar to malacca, from malacca back to kch, from kch to kl, from kl to penang and finally from penang back to malacca !!! and no here i am... malacca.. my old room a place where i can hide from everything... hide from friends, parents, and also most important thing, sadness...

well.. below are those interesting points during my holidaysss...

drive to kl then to penang.. p/s 1st time drive tat long and tat far..
undefeated record during muar open and all good players.. surprisely !! haha...
got to taste my mum's cooking once again !!
got chance to cook for family again !! hahah...
choon chai ( ex m'sia table tennis champion ) said i improved alot ! but actually 3 months before i was 10 time better than now.. aikss...
get to meet up with old gang.. jon, shryang ren, may ying, xiang fook, ming shian, han ming, chin wee and others.. oh ya.. n also my kakak, connie n pui wen.. haha..
went to swak club dinner with uncles the night before leaving
and after swak club, met up with jon, shryang ren and may ying at scoops.. ate some fattening ice cream.. :D
went penang clubbing.. 1st time..

i think i missed out alot ! hahah.. sorry if i forgot some of the details and person !! but really i have a wonderful holidays and all this makes me forget alot of unhappy stuff last semester.. and finally i kinda clear with wat i wan and wat i should do !!!

and i learned something !

" never give up even where there isn't any hope.. cos no such thing called the end when we are not giving up !!"

" no matter how sad u are or how angry u are to a person tat doesn't care about u, it's useless cos he/she won't feel anything and won't care !!"

" never under estimate urself "

" i will never over estimate my importances"

haha... basically this is the 1st post after month of resting lak.. :D

....it's close...

2008-05-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

final fever ?

2008-05-15T04:29:00.003+08:00

maybe my final will be a bit different from others... during my final there is 99.9999% i will get fat.. another 99.9999% i will start getting blur... another 99.9999% i will start emo.. again another 99.99999% i will go crazy.. another 99.9999% i will miss u... another 99.99999% i will study till morning... 100% i will still be blogging and online.. hahhaa.. something to keep me awake...because this.

doesn't seem effective enough :S

neXxxxttt.....

both of my energy booster...

M&M and Nips.. sometime i ever pronouce it as nip*les.. sorry lak.. told u i'm a bit crazy by now.. haha...

this is my "mentos cool chews orange mint favour"... hehhe..

next my " baby " bottle...thanks to it i got to drink everyday if not.. haha.. won't be drinking :P

finally.. i got something tat i can 102% ensure of...after all this for most of the time in lib>>>

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm officially going to get diabetes ppl.. haihz.. so it's better to not always camp in library ya ppl... :P

wat to do ? enjoy ur life while u cann.. :D

blogging fever ?

2008-05-14T13:35:00.008+08:00

recently many ppl think of creating a blog.... many ppl start to read ppl's blog... few ppl just created a blog...some started to comments on ppl's posts.. and some wrote some very interesting post..

seem interesting huh ? well let me list down some lak..

like one of my friend's blog i usually read and recently he posted some funny posts.. well.. in his postsss he keep on burning papers and clean ashes and bla bla... hey bro.. later u burn ur house then u know ahh.. don do dangerous thing k ? i know it's final and very tension lak.. but burn thing will make u die faster wor.. example become

well.. keep going.. friend.. don eat too many macd already lak.. dint read my last few post ? it's on the macd calories stuff ? haihz.. one day u will become like this as fat

believe me.. i been there before.. being fat isn't a good thing at all.. haihzz. althou some might think that it's " man " lak.. swt lak..

some ppl just created a blog.. and ya it was 4am in the morning...and i waited for 3 hours just to view tat blog... i wonder who huh ? who?? :P well.. really change alot and i was kinda sad that u never show me all those photo before.. huhu.. but really a nice blog.. jia you lak dear..

- i scared to lose u again... i'm confidentless.. and ya.. after this long rocky road which strengthen our relationship and i finally i'm there next to u.. hope this will be the chance.. the chance we'll be together.. love you..-

final exam...

2008-05-13T12:17:00.001+08:00

Final Exam:

Knowledge system and neural computing ---> check

Analog and Digital Communication ---> check

Technical Communication ---> coming soon

Data Communication ---> coming soon too

Bio Material ---> will be coming

Control Theory ---> sooner o later

before finalss....

2008-05-10T17:58:00.004+08:00

bored of study before finals lak... and yet so many things bothering me.. haihz.. can i have a more peaceful like huh ? but peaceful like isn't interesting.. wat am i thinking now ?

but thanks to u.. ya u.. cos u teman me n talk to me for these few days.. really glad u are there for me.. thanks.. muakss.. and another friend who also listen to me " fa lao sao" hahha.. u know who u are.. thanks again.. :P

bored of studying in alot of places these few days.. one of the most happening and happy one is at clc.. hahha..

took some photo when i'm too bored of studying these days.. haha...

whose hand and whose highlighter ? + neural chapter 4 notes on the table.. hahha..

guess where are we now ? hahha..

see my face also know i bored and sleepy lak... :P

can guess where am i now ?? hahaa.. prize to be claim if u get it right.. :D

ECP 3126 Neural Knowledge and Networking's assignment

2008-05-10T11:52:00.003+08:00

spent a number of money for this assignment too.. but worth it lak.. cos every1 happy and every1 is " not so satisfied " but consider ok.. hahha...

below are some of the photo lak.. can have a look.. i know it's not really presentable << anne chin feei shien said one.. :P

well.. it's basically is a IR sensor robot can avoid obstacles.. intelligence but not intelligence at all.. small but big.. i also dono wat am i saying.. just a robot tat can move here n there lak and avoid obstacles but only programmed pathways lak...

circuit board...

side view 1

side view 2

front view

back view...

lastly thanks to Benjamin Kon and also Poh Yen Chee.. hehe...

Final soon ya.. o just 2 more days.. every1 good luck.. n take care ya..

@@

2008-05-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

sigh.. everytime comes to final sure got something will make me headache and also confuse !!! hmmm.. can u ppl just don kacau me for a moment n find me after finals ? if u wan ask me something about studies then it's ok.. but if u wan to clearify something in ur mind n need alot of memory n thinking n judging for me then pls leave aside...

if u don trust my ability or trust me then don find me ! sigh..

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 2/2)

2008-05-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

continue... part 2...

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 1/2)

2008-05-07T20:23:00.001+08:00

PART 1 很象我对那一样...

.. for u...

2008-05-05T12:35:00.002+08:00

i missing u like crazy
missing u like i lost my mind...

do u know that ?
do u know that i actually care for u..
ya and it's alot...

i have tried to give up..
tried to let go..
but i really can't stop thinking of u..
really donwan to lose u..

u really mean alot
and mean so much to me..
if my life,
there are more than just words i could describe
how much i love u..

u really hurt me sometimes..
or...
most of the time..
but sometimes u are too good to me..
till i dono whether it is true
or whether i should be happy of it o not...

u say u are afraid..
i'm afraid too...
i'm afraid there will be someone better than me..
someone u will love more than u love me...
i wish i could be the only one..
i really wish i will be ur only one..
i never want to hurt u..
cos i never want to be hurt anymore...

u really mean so much to me..
but do i mean something to u ?
hmm.. i wonder..

don tell me u are confuse..
don tell me u dono...
why can't just admit i'm ur somebody..
is it because i'm not qualifed ?
o is it because u really have someone else in heart ?

just love u dear..
really in love with u so much..

confession writen by jane

2008-05-04T04:34:00.003+08:00

Anyone whoever view my blog, just spend another 10 minutes on this link lak k ? it's a very nice song ppl !!!

http://www.archive.org/details/Confession

Confession
[Jane (c) 3rd Feb 2008 1:33 a.m][26th March 2008]

(verse1)

Sometimes

People tell a white lie to harden the heart

Avoid to fall in love again

Again

I have sinned again

A half lie is equally bad

(verse 2)

Sometimes people tell a white lie to cover the fears

Which generated tears that left the eyes

Once upon a time

A half lie is a bad disguise

(verse 3)

Sometimes people tell a white lie to hide all the scars

Left behind by love that failed

Half lies never help but made things complicated for us

I’m sorry

(bridge)

You cannot catch me telling you a lie

You believed in the lie that I should not have told

How can you catch me telling you a lie

Since you did not believe half the truth that I told

(Chor 1)

Do you actually believe there's someone else in my heart?! I am tired of pretending I don't care for you How had I survived so long by lying to ourselves ?! (so now) I Confess: I am helplessly in love-with you Nothing more Nothing less But the truth!

(Chor 2)

Do you actually believe there's someone else in my heart?! Won’t you learn to trust me more as I learn to trust in you?Hurting you is the very last Thing I would want to do!! Give me a chance, to share a dance with you, and let time prove, what I said isNothing more, Nothing less But the truth!

[Jane (c) 3rd Feb 2008 1:33 a.m][26th March 2008]

since when .......

2008-05-04T03:48:00.002+08:00

hmm...

since when is the last time u tell her " I Love U.. " ??

since when is the last time u tell her " I miss U .." ??

since when is the last time u hugged her ?

since when is the last time u kissed her ?

and since when is the last time u called her ?

and since when is the last time u sms her ?

hmm...

i just wanna tell u that u mean alot and almost everything to me... without u, i'm like not complete at all... cos there isn't any1 will concern about me more than u.. cos there isn't any1 will called me everyday even when u are busy with ur thingy... even we are not always together but i also can feel ur love..

i dono.. i dono about anything.. i dono wat to do now.. cos i miss u badly.. hmmm...

u know i need a friend.. that's why u be like my friend.. be by my side, listen to all my naggy and stupid n naive stories..

u know i always wanted a sister.. u can also act as a sister role...

u know i need a gf.. tat's why u always love me...

u know i need a mum.. tat's why u give me wat u can give me...

thanks mum ! i love u.. i miss u.. n u are the best !!! happy mother's day in advance... :D

blogging~

2008-05-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

it has been quite awhile since i post my blog again... hahah... kinda busy with alot alot alot of stuff these days...and lazy also.. hahah.. busy and lazy-ing till i got forget it's time to study for finals de..

"finalssssss again !?!?!?!?!??!"

yeah ppl finals is all just one more week from now !!!! are u ready ? are u prepare ? i'm not prepare and not ready at all !!! not even a single subject i finish study till now.. and yet i got 6 core subjects.. i counted my notes and it's like 30- 35 cm height when i put all together.. hahha... too bored and stress de lak.. so ignore my stupid action k ? hahha...

now busy with wat again ? ok let see my schedules....

sunday ? movie with friends --> iron man~~

monday ? presentation + zhen sheng's birthday~~

tuesday ? sum up my workss...

wednesday ? study lor..

thursday ? presentation!!!

friday ? study again...

saturday ? study hard n hard lor...

sunday ? cannot finish study !?? jump down from ixora again !! @@

arghh... damn stress now and not enough time study de lak !!! haihz.. can some1 help me ah ? o can any give me some tips or summary of important points for each n every sub-sub topic to sub topicsssss and to chaptersss and to subjectsss ?? arghhh...

oh well.. these days i dint blogging also got reasons one lak... i dono why also... but i told 2 or 3 friends about it and i bet all of them think i'm a bit not sot jor..~!!!!

hmm.. here goes..

me: i feel a bit not right these days lak !!

A o B o C : why ah ? anything happened ? come tell me...

me : hmmm.. the thing is nothing happened that's why i feel not right lak..

A o B o C : har ? u ok o not ?

me : ya lak.. ok lak.. cos i dint feel emo these days so i feel not right.. it's not me lak.. wat happened to me ?? hmmm..

A o B o C : *swt*

me : ....

A o B o C : *super swt*

* conversion are more or less something like that lak*

really lak.. i don feel emo till now... just one sms can actually spoil everything !!! sigh... donwan mention about it anymore.. i feel sick of it again.. i hate ppl lie to me... if u are not true o honest about wat is happening or wat is going on then u better don talk about it lak... think back u never being honest also lak o it's all u said o tell me are lies ?

ok finish the emo part... cos that was the part i got the sms that make me angry... lucky some1 will always listen to me " fa lao sao ".. thank you my friend.. u are the best !! :D

ok lak ppl... sama sama kita " gambateh " belajar and dapat keputusan yang baik !!! hahha..

- u are always the 1st place in my heart.. cos u are everything to me... love u and ya u know who u are...-

2000 kcalories per day !!!

2008-04-26T13:59:00.004+08:00

well.. i dono whether u ppl realise o not. for a healthy life style, everyday we one can consume 2000 kcalories.. hehe... maybe for some ppl who wan to gain weight then u can eat more than that lak..but for ppl like me who wan only to maintain this kind of weight and bla bla bla.. i can only eat less o equal to 2000 kcal.. heheh..

well... thanks to edmond ya cos if not i also won't realise MacD have such a HIGH cal consume.. haihz... below is the nutrition information on ur favorite choice in MacD... hahahha...

* click to enlarge it*

well ppl.. have a better understanding on MacD ya !! hahaa...

Intervarsity Appreciation Dinner

2008-04-26T04:06:00.005+08:00

finally this is wat we called happy ending for Intervasity Table Tennis Tournament 2008. hahha.. why ? cos appreciation dinner just done and every1 seem o look like so happy.. haha.. hopefully every1 enjoy lak.. n those who are not i really very very sorry ! hmmm... cos 40 of us memang make me hachache already... spent me around rm 1.3k haihz.. sendiri punya money + edmond !! hahah... *tsk tsk*

here goes:-
1st station-----> seoul garden buffet..
spent de rm 1.3k

li n von...

same, ty, chin han, jia jia...

who tummy is tat :?

why stevn u look so shock?

my work commssss..

yan che, michelle amd peng yih,,,

hubert, steven and wee meng

1st price for lucky draw ! won by steven ! aiyoo.. give me mar !!! i wan also..haha..

2nd station----> senyum pool centre + basketball machine.. haha...

spent rm 30

basketball machine score ----> highest :218 and lowest : 168 :(

3rd station ----> pure bar

spent rm 70

hubert and edmond.. for the 1st time make hubert go pure .. hahha..

edmond, xiao wei n anne~~

me, wee meng, ah goh and hubert

next station ----> dataran pahlawan MacD

spend rm 2.5

drink a coke and also eat an ice cream :)

Last station -----> home.. online and soon sleep.. heheh.. night world...

- i miss u like crazy.. how i wish i could hold u by my side.. what can i do now only to tell u i love u so much.. -

National Semiconductor Competition

2008-04-23T22:37:00.003+08:00

here are some photo on NS project and presentation. heheh...

*me, zi yang n ah sim... *

me, zi yang, ah sim and ah jane...

our "Enhanced Digital Clock"

finally~

hmmm...

sorry ah these days memang nothing much to update de... hahha...

alright another post for "emo"

2008-04-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

haihz... feeling emo ? i'm not lak now !! hahha.. just being random !! :p well every1 is leaving to kl this week and also going to genting or anyway lak.. haihz... should have go genting meet up with my cousin this weekend but lazy wanna take bus and transfer there n here lak.. hahahha.. so dint plan to go at all ! bluekzz.. feel like talking so much now but nobody here to talk with me !! hahha.. so blog a bit bit lor..

oh ya.. hubert status is extremely interesting !!! here goes...

"~the shortest way to a woman's heart is through a man's wallet.....the shortest way to a man's heart is through his pants.....~"

alright wat do he mean by that huh ? is it true that what he think huh ? o he is wrong huh ?

hmmm.. i wonder.. ok.. i think the 1st sentences is quite obvious lak right ? so it is true girls ?? hmm.. let us guys know lak k ? hehhe...

hmm.. 2nd sentences... through his pants ah ? i dono about other guys but for me.. it is not lak.. hhaha... but really lak a guy heart very hard to get one cos ahh we are shielded with very hard armor to prevent from getting hurt !! that's me lak.. but also always get hurt too :"( huhuh...

hey ppl.. come on give me some comments le.. hahha...

class trip @ study visit to putra hospital

2008-04-18T23:28:00.006+08:00

well today was a fully activities day ! early in the morning, i got NS presentation the in the afternoon Putra specialist Hospital trip with my gamma bio-instrumentation's coursemate !!! hahah.. it's our 1st class trip o 1st trip we all go together !! how i wish all seperate gang will unite together and all go for trip, outing or anything.. hmmm.. hope this will come turn before we graduate !! yah !! it will really come !!

ok here comes the PUTRA SPECIALIST HOSPITAL !!! hahha..

putra hospital and
also it's management flow chart !

-ana, sheera, jt
-me, sheera, ana, jt, su ee, li ann, kar hao

-ana and su ee
-sheera, me and ana

-jt, wee meng, me, ahmed, tzer yuan, fu keong chet hung n aik leng

-time to go back de !!!
-and in bus.. some1 is sleeping and chit chat-ing.. hmmm..

-don " curi tengok " sheera !! hahah...
-me and jt again !!

-ana and sheera perasaan-ing !! hahah... jk jk
-sheera acting cute :P and along with other
behind.. jasmine pls eat more n grow more cos
can't see u de.. hahha...

okay lak.. basically it's a nice trip and every1 have fun and learn alot of stuff.. MRI, CT scan, Ultra Sonic, Flurocopy, and bla bla bla... too many de.. i also don remember all those name.. oh ya.. if u wan to test whether u are in stress condition o not, might as well go try the " stress test " hahha.. seem cool right !! heheh..

tag team tournament..

2008-04-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

wat can i say about this ? fun ? of course.. interesting ? of course lak.. friendship ? of course lak but i reall "bu shuang" some1 from FAME team lor.. haihz.. wat else can i say ? i dint win.. so " sayang ah " :S

well.. my team got me, ah Wee, Chin Han, n ah Chee.. not a very strong team and not a very weak too.. at least we got number 4 lak.. haihz.. so sayang lak.. cos i put the wrong strategy !? shouldn't have done does mistake lak.. haihz... and after this match i finally think that i'm double type of players.. hahha.. wat can i say again kian meng ? " we are the double specialist " hahha...

oh ya.. whole body pain now.. n i'm voiceless.. :S shout n cheer too much,.. hahha... and also play too much n used to much strenght... whole body pain since friday de lor.. but today seem to get more serious hahihz...

super tired now.. but later might going out again.. haha.. ciaozz...

tired~~~

2008-04-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

today.. so damn tired... got class from 8 am till 9 pm again !!! in between got few hours break only and that make me so headache... haihz..

but today i'm kinda happy+ a little bit of hyper + a little bit of joy... what make me happy ? u know wat lak.. only u know i know.. secret :P what make me so hyper ? make because of too tired and reached the break down point de !! hahha.. weird right ? i memang like that de lor.. :P hahha.. what make me a little bit of joy ? make because it come from happy gua.. haha..

kinda happy cos now only know actually kk also read my blog.. hahha.. thanks bro !! heheh.. all the best to u too.. u are far better than wat u think k !? anything can just tell me !! :D brotherly love !? ahemm.. don worry i'm not gay.. wakakaka...

today mum called.. as usual lak.. heheh...

mum: "how.. today ok ma ?
me : ok ahh.. as usual lor.. today class from 8am till 10pm wor..
mum: aiyo.. got eat o not ? ( always ask that question :S )
me : got lak.. ( actually no )
mum : okay... aunty mary post u a big box of dono wat inside..
me : har ? * stop half way *
mum : actually now i help u open it de..
me : * swt* so wat is that ?
mum : aiyoo.. is those dry guava n mango she brought from phill wor.. and some choc from swiss....
me : mum ahh.. u keep the guava and mango lak.. i wan the choc only.. hahha..
mum : but ah, how.. i'm eating ur choc now wor.. hahhaha..
me : *swt*

that's the story... hahha.. my mum such a funny mum.. love u so much mum !! haha...

- 相片里,当年的模样记录那时的快乐时光..曾经在你我的心中许下的承诺是否遗忘?-

for u...

never say no..

2008-04-08T01:52:00.002+08:00

am i the person who " never say no" ? i think it's applied to only some ppl around me.. there are few person i never say no to them... not to mention name but think back i really never say know to u... will this be a good thing ? think back it isn't a good thing after all..

why ?

1. ppl will always left u behind..
2. ppl will never thing how u feel..
3. ppl will sure take u for granted...
4. ppl will surely use u...
5. ppl will surely hurt u all the time..

well.. ppl this is wat i'm facing now.. so don treat any1 that nice lak.. just this afternoon i got a sms saying" yea.. *@ #% * @& #^ @ % # * @ ^ @ (@ & @ @&@!@^@& " after the sms used me all this while... i got no other words in mind but wtf !? i don usually used this words beside it really make me mad..

life is better to be a bad person than a nice person ! know that person well enough before u give them ur trust and treat them nice !!! trust me.. it really works.. never see those bad ppl get caught so easily or get used so easily !! sigh...

yee fan cried d...

2008-04-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

last night at main hall, there was a competition called mircos song composing competition.. as usual, yee fan took part again this year.. this year again, he dint manage to get any prizes plus this year some heavy and " hurt-ful" words hurt him.. haihz.. i say the judges ah.. tak kan wanna say that in front of 300++ ppl mer ? u wan ppl how to face up again o ? haihz..

after the competition ends, we met up outside main hall and talk.. suddenly... yee fan cried de.. haihz.. oii guy le ! don give up.. don cry.. try again next year !! will be here for 2 more years lak so next year cannot then another year lor.. hmm.. anyway after that we got yam cha session.. haha... but so damn sad cos i got headache... mayb because i dint wear spec lak.. haihz...

ok... the competition got 12 songs.. all sang quite well except 1 or 2 a bit not satisfied lak.. i can't say anything o even comment lak cos ah if wan me sing i also cannot lak.. haha.. if i sing on stage i can imagine that i will be thrown with sliiper, egg, vege, meat?, cans or even security will carry me out of the main hall !!! hahha... so those who sing on stage actually is very good already lak.. hehhe.. jia you !!!

n today.. 7th of april.. i got no class.. hahha.. happy but i dono wat to do at home~~ haihz...

homesick~~

2008-04-06T10:04:00.004+08:00

suddenly feel so homesick.. hmpfff... miss my mum so so much.. aiksss...

mum !! miss u alot !!! hmmm...

cooking..

2008-04-06T09:59:00.002+08:00

recenlty got few ppl asked me whether i know how to cook o not.. ok here goes...

x : hey, u know how to do cooking o not ?
me: ya i know ah.. why ?
x : really ah ? nice one o not ? not maggie and fried egg all those stuff wor.. hahha..
me : aiyooo.. serious i know how to cook lak... don believe ah ?
x : ok lak believe a bit bit lak.. when u learn how to cook ??
me : i learn since i'm PRIMARY 4..
x : PRIMARY 4 ? fuyooohh.. why learn le ?
me : long story... hahha.. wanna try just come my open house during cny will stand a chance to try de lor.. :P

actually it's not the true content lak cos i forget how it go de lor.. but the meaning is there same.. important point is PRIMARY 4 !! haha...

my neck...

2008-04-06T09:47:00.003+08:00

haihz... my neck sprained.. why ah ? because i dint slept in a correct posture that night... stupid me... dono why will sleep in that posture from the moment i slept till the moment i woke up.. hahha..

recently nothing much happened.. things are as usually lak.. nothing much change also.. haha.. i feel like i keep on repeating the same sentence..:S

ok.. monday to wednesday there will be cyberP carnival at president square.. pls go support support.. althou i'm not selling but my housemate n friends selling lak ya.. haha...food is very cheap and many variety as well.. :D

hmm..

2008-04-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

我想我真的很爱你.. 不要放弃你...

.....

2008-04-01T02:31:00.004+08:00

just read phoebe's blog.. well wat can i say ? interesting all the times.. she always come out the right phrase at the right time.. hahah.. this time is

"-i'll be right by your side, to be alive, to be your guy-"

recently i feel like i'm a loser and completely a failure.. ya again i said that in my blog.. wat else and wat can i do when i feel that way ? hmm... can some1 just tell me how? hmpff.. must be a bit curious why i said that all the time right ?

ok let me tell u....

loser in table tennis, studies, love ones, friends and relationship.. why table tennis ? because i can't even beat any1 now.. i'm completely cacat now !!! studies why ? i'm just a slow learner and somemore stupid and lazy.. wat can i hope for ?? sigh... friends why again ? i feel like i'm just not important o exists at all... why huh ? i also dono why... love ones and relationship ? loser of course... i also dono wat to do and dono lak hmpff... all i know is " i dono lak " or " ..." n "don believe in me".. sigh... just tell only but i dono how to express everything out here..

see from the text above then make me equal to failure.. my mum will be very sad if she knows she got a lousy loser son... haihz.. so don be like me !!!!

just another day passed...

2008-03-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

today i wake up quite early then went table tennis.. haha.. like i said back to the field in previous post lor.. :P wasn't good as expected today.. but will try to come back to my top asap... :D

today went badminton Malaysia Book of Record's record breaking at Bestari.. was quite interesting cos get to see ah zhong play.. haha.. only when he is playing i will go support and see one.. hahha.. during semi he was super on form and when in finals he is a big lag of form di.. it's ok.. he n his partner @ BJSS @ Nicky managed to get 1st runner up for double for this MBR's match..

talking about MBR which is Malaysia Book of Record.. once table tennis club break that 52 hours non stop table tennis play 2 years ago.. ya it's really 2 years from now.. that time i was in alpha and sei boon n xiao tian and small anne is taking in charge of this event.. 52 hours and i had played for around 40++ hours.. i remember i played 1st day 9 to 4 non stop with kok full and 7 to 10 and continue i got mid night for 3 days and 2 nights shift from 12 to 6 am along with cheese, laksa n sohai gab !!! that was history already but proud to say that my photo is in the MBR's book.. so can go check out at any bookstore near u.. :D

ok.. later after MBR i went Mac'D with hubert, wee meng, oliver and also rachael.. crapz alot there and i went MUMOS night alone and met up with jasmine n dennis there.. hahha... managed to watch part of the wushu show, classical guitar performance and also fashion show.. n not to forget that i saw karen kong, m'sia newest artist.. kinda famous and also many ppl like her and support her.. haha.. but anyway, i saw her in kch once at Bing's cafe.. just sit behind me.. ya just right behind.. she got a very " high " frequency voice.. haha.. but kinda sweet her voice and she is short and cute.. hehe.. ok i went back earlier during MUMOS night and heard that got live band after i left.. :S

ok.. when i'm on my way back home, i saw my friend outside his house cutting something.. just only i know they are actually doing FYP project.. guess wat they did ? robot checkers and also attendance checking.. haha.. very interesting and they can actually come out with this thingy.. sound so intersting...

till now.. i'm sleepy already with a stack of job ahead...

back to the field

2008-03-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

finally after 1 months of resting, i back to table tennis training ground again.. now, i'm no longer the table tennis guy ppl called before.. i'm just a normal guy.. again if wanna train back i will have to spend alot of time there.. friend just told me yesterday that i'm really not like wat before.. hahha.. yeah right.. i'm really not.. just playing table tennis can make me feel relax and hyper.. haha..

miss inter varsity training and miss all the comments we got it from uncle and coach.. haihz.. it's all over already.. if got chance i will return to the battle field again but some conditions doesn't allow lak.. so have to be just retired for the moment..

anyway.. tag team will be coming soon.. it's on the 12nd of april 2008.. my team will be combination of Sim Wen How, Chong Chuan Wee ( Ah Wee ), Poh Yan Chee ( Chee ), Koay Chin Han.. hahha.. willl sure be a fun and crazy tournament...

lunch time.. ciaoz...

nose bleeding... hmpff~~

2008-03-29T13:04:00.002+08:00

nose bleeding again.. this time seem to be more serious than before.. this is part of the tissue with blood.. hmmm... well this time blood flow till my mouth.. can't be control.. huhuhuh...

weather too hot already.. haihz...

两年了~

2008-03-28T20:42:00.005+08:00

"不停的等候, 让我变的不再相信任何人... 无数的失望,令我变的不再有信心...

曾经无数次, 你对我说"再给我多一点时间,这过后我就不再忙了..." 真的不忙了不过我们之间的约定也没了...

曾经无数次, 你对我说"可以帮我吗?"有那一次我说"不" ? 真的现在不再需要了..

曾经无数次, 我为你担心害怕难过和伤心.. 你可知道吗?

每次你说不要,每次你做了决定,难到就不可以听听我所想要说的吗?

你对我说的是真的吗? 是真心的吗? 是因为想要在玩弄我吗? 现在我终算有了答案.. 我在牛角尖钻了2年.. 不停的等不停的想..

2年了,经历酸甜苦辣辛辛苦苦的走到这里..不过现在不像我们说那样..我的不哭可是你可知道我的心在痛?现在的我们不再需要每天见面不再需要再想对方了.. 不过,我还是有说我还是想念着你, 还是爱你...

我还是会不停的等..就希望还有那个明天..."

故事感动吗?哈哈... 我哭了....

finally~ hubert's birthday photo..

2008-03-27T02:16:00.006+08:00

finally hubert's birthday pic is available to be grab and view.. hehhe..

yan chee and hubert singing o !! hahha...

revenge time ~!!! hahha.. sorry ahh.. housemate n bro also like that de lak...

guy only lak !!!

pinch pinch pinch !!!

siew lee and anne... siew lee say " don be naughty ah !!" anne say " faster find a gf and marry ya !!" ahha.. kidding kidding~~

cake face or face cake ?? watever...

GoGo KTV tour... =P

yeah~~ so high ya...

ah wee and hubert

21st birthday cake !! 3 kg oiii !!! so big.. haha...

again on the sofa~~ hahah...

happpyy birthday hubert !! grow up di !! :P

sorry for the delay ya~!! haha... 20 days after birthday.. :S

postless...

2008-03-27T02:10:00.004+08:00

hmm.. ok lak.. i also dono wat photo to update also wor.. but just for ur information i got my hair cut again.. become short once again and the hair stylist told me u just make ur hair as messy as u like lak.. hahha... hmm.. comment bit bit lak ya~! hahaha...

maybe photo can't see so well lak.. but in real person u can actually see it's very messy~! =P ahha...

today is 26th of march 2008~~

2008-03-26T15:19:00.003+08:00

today is 26th of march 2008.. aiyo.. who dono wor.. ?? haha.. sorry lak i'm a bit hang and " short circuited" these days.. having restless day and night and insomnia~~ haihz... dono wat happened to me.. hmmm...

alright here goes...

today will be the last mid term test of the sem.. hopefully will be more free after this lakk.. haihz.. oppss.. i totally forgot.. i got bio material programming assignment for matlab, control theory assignment also mat lab and x2 !!!, follow by, data comm + analog n digital assignment, tech comms report + neural hardware project !! aikssss... mana ada masa ?? haihz...

ok... today got 3 friends birthday !!! here goes again.. =D

von,

21 years old already !! happy birthday ya... and also 21 doesn't mean u grow up ya.. see ur size !? hahah.. anyway... take care.. hugss..

lovelyn kueh,

also lak 21 years old di... hope u doing fine in russia k !? anything can just find me ya.. hugss.. miss ya alot.. muakz..

anne chew,

err.. one year older but it's ok.. u will always look like 21 k ? * donwan say 18 cos sound so fake and so many ppl use di.. * haha.. anyway.. be happy and jia you in tonight exam !! heheh...

ok lak.. time to revise for neural mid term test already.. just hope the lecturer will come out something i know and see before lakk.. haha... ciaoz..

holiday ends~

2008-03-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

one week holiday have come to the end.. hmm.. feel kinda guilty cos dint study much but played alot.. hanging out with friends alot for the pass one week.. went clubbing, sing k, and clubbing again and makan n makan.. no wonder i feel like i got fatter de.. :P

when holiday ends, it'll be examsss and assignmentssss.. haihz.. back to the studies life memang very boring lak.. @@ wat to do if we are still student right ? wat can we do now is "live and let live" haha.. read it somewhere but i forget where already.. hmmm...

n ya raining heavily now and couldn't go out from house... omg~ i still thinking of hanging out ? hahah.. should be studying now.. :P but end up also blogging and online n chatting with friends.. hahha... n yet some1 asked me out to pure bar tonight.. wondering should go o not.. but recently kinda addicted again to pure bar.. hmm..

time to cut hair de.. should i cut it short o keep it like this way huh ? hmm.. any suggestion ppl ??

finally~~ hahah..

2008-03-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

finally iem src camp's photo is available online to view by u all.. just click the link below and can see wat fun we all had during that 3 days.. heheh...

http://www.flickr. com/photos/ 22291624@ N03

http://www.flickr. com/photos/ 22291624@ N03/sets/ 7215760383460153 5/

enjoy ya~~

left = right ?? u-turn = reverse ?

2008-03-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

another satay celup night... hahha.. this time only me, hubert and siew lee.. haha... but quite fun also cos keep on gossip-ping.. haha.. we three kinda 3 8 one.. :P hahha... sorry lak no offences.. hehe...

after that we went mp and wanna find present one but ah.. can't find anything to buy also.. recently no feel on buy stuff lak.. haha.. then we went MBO to check out the movie tickets.. not actually check out but actually wanna watch one.. but o.. the tickets are all sold out.. hahha... sien lorr... we got no choice but leave MBO and go mori for a drink.. while having our drink we talk and play cards too... oh ya n also listen to ppl sing lor..

today i keep on saying the wrong things.. like suppose i know it's left but i said right pula... and actually wanna u-turn one but i said reverse.. i dono wat am i talking n doing also... :S sigh... and i wan to express something o explain something but i sound so bad also.. sorry...

n now back at home blogging and studying just hope i won't make any1 confused or sad de lak.. o offenced ppl...

lonesome night~

2008-03-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

haihz... feel so lonely n alone today.. maybe because i got nothing going on.. o maybe because i'm tired of study.. or maybe because house got nobody.. or maybe because of i dono who to find today... hmm...

feel like driving around but dono where to drive to.. and drive alone sometime very sien and will make me feel like sleeping.. dangerous lak.. haihz... sometime life mean to be alone and lonely de lak.. just hope there is something for me to do and i can spend my time on it and make an effort with it.. why ah ? maybe i should find some part time but i don really have the transport.. life is so misserable.. and what am i crapping now huh ? so sien lak !! hahha...

hamster not even wan to play with me also.. feed them makan also donwan come near me ? why ah ? i got virus huh ? blueksss.. maybe lor.. haihz...

just feel like talking so much... %#*@#$%^&#$%^

ok.. done...

17 march 2008

2008-03-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

today might be the most memorable day in my life.. haha.. guess wat is it !! hahha.. cos today i dint even step out of house !!! so memorable to me cos usually i will be very hyper one but today i'm lazy like a pig !! haha..

wat i did ? i also dono.. i watch movies, varity shows, online, chatting, studying and even eat in my room too.. haha... n now blogging... thanks to some1 for teman-ing me study and eat in room ya..

why i say some1 ? cos ahh these days really don really dare to say out ppl's name in my blog.. scare kena again.. those who know then know lak.. those dono then sorry.. hahha...

so sien ahh.. after 12 am i will go out makan supper !! haha... that'll make my histroy k!? hahhe...

Question Markss

my birthday..

months and months..

MMU Table Tennis Open 2009...

Jake's Charbroil Steak on valentine's day

on holiday...

finally updated !!

Table Tennis Club Fund Raising...

happy birthday, caryn

kl clubbing ?

sibaraku Rm 1.30

one night in jonker...

wat is the meaning of backup?

just update only...

hopeless~~~~~~~~~

holiday ends

back in kch...

delta 1st trimester

just now...

all the best my friend !!!

am i alright ?

你知道“对不起”的意思吗？

求你不要再增加我的烦恼了!!!

TTC Committee's Gathering: Moon Cake Festival

rest in peace my friend...

hmmm...

pieces of me...

kl trip...

present for 21st...

21st birthday...

28th of August 2008

birthday ?

this year...(updated)

李玖哲-不完美

olympic @ table tennis event

Are you prepared for things to go to the next level?

hair cut

have u felt amazing before ?

finally..........

new collection @ new "family" member

wrong path or new chapter of life ?

kuching trip part 2

kuching trip part 1

mid term break...

yee fan's 22nd birthday party....

SRC Election Result...

一路走来

Li Ann's Birthday...

SRC Election Day

alpha till now...

bicycle ride...

is it really under control ??

Choong Wen's Table Tennis Open

another random one..

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MMU Olympic

another kl trip

??? hubert again...

just another emo post...

难朋友 完全版

宋念宇 小宇/ 終於說出口完整版

open !!!!

....it's close...

final fever ?

blogging fever ?

final exam...

before finalss....

ECP 3126 Neural Knowledge and Networking's assignment

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古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 2/2)

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 1/2)

.. for u...

confession writen by jane

since when .......

blogging~

2000 kcalories per day !!!

Intervarsity Appreciation Dinner

National Semiconductor Competition

alright another post for "emo"

class trip @ study visit to putra hospital

难朋友完全版

宋念宇小宇/ 終於說出口完整版