I'll wait..

I'll Wait


I’ll wait
My mind is lost and so confused
What should I do?
Oh God, what should I do?
I find myself so missing you
Just whether or not I should?
Hopefully one day
It will come
A time
We will know each other’s mind….


Face to face
It will bring an ending to the mime
I’ll wait and wait
And wait until my waiting days are over.. oOhHh…

I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For days I’ll wait, for years I’ll wait, and I tell you that my waiting ends
I pray that my waiting will end
And it end
On the day you say ‘I do’
And that someone will be me


If that someone who’s not me
There’s nothing I can do
But to leave you
And leave here
In silent


I know now it happened to have someone
In between both of us
I got nothing to say but to accept it
Even thought I truly unhappy with it
But I’ll wait and wait and wait
Hopefully one day you’ll be mine
Completely mine


truly believe it
That’s the reason I waited for years
One day…
And that day
Where is my waiting ends


Love is patient, love is kind, and love never lies
Love is willingness to die for another’s life
Love is trust built over time, with hope and faith combined
True love will stand the storms of the test to the very end of time.


I’ll wait and wait and wait until my waiting days are over
I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For years I’ll wait, for ages wait,
But there will be an ending point
The point I end my waiting days
Hopefully,
On the day you say ‘I do’
And it’s to me

christmas~~

hmm.. wat is all about christmas ?? some ppl think that christmas is all about holiday.. some ppl think that it's a gathering among friends and families... but wat actually is christmas ? hahha.. in a religion view.. it's the born of Jesus Christ.. hahha..

oh well.. wat did i do then ? on 24th, TTC family gather at my place.. we gather and we have fun.. Bbq here, talking crapzz, " suan siao " one another, sharing each others " cold " jokes, drink some wine and bla bla bla.. hahha.. oh ya i even learn how to ride a bike.. thanks to ghee oon and hoong.. hahha... well that night in my house got who ya ? hmm.. me, hubert, ah leong, anne, edmond, yee fan, wan xin, siew lee, zhi yong, ghee oon, hoong, steven, jocelyn, ck, pei pei, pei pei's friend, yen chee, and who else ya.. i also can't remember all.. hahha...

then next day, we went table tennis at 9am.. haha.. after that back home rest and sleep until quite late.. hahha.. then we go eat pizza and after that watch movie... till today the 26th.. went sibaraku for appreciation lunch for the lost camp.. haha... so chun we got ah lai ge cook for us.. hahha... thanks ya cos make us full till diaphargm there.. :P

hmm.. after all the enjoyment i had these few days.. i feel so guilty.. 1st because i spend alot.. 2nd because i dint study.. 3rd because i know i will gain weight de :( hahha...

finals is here.. so every1 jia you and gambateh !!!

sooner o later i'm going nuts~

i feel so much tension and stress these days... just last night !!! i really lost my mind.. driving lancer out and turn all the road i know in malacca just to find u... i can't believe i actually did that... i dono why... i dono wat happened.. i dono wat is going wrong.. i dono... i seriously don get it...

wearing formal after changed last night and in a lancer and police tot that i'm a fellow member of gangster ! oh pls police.. do i look like one ? just that i dint put on any smile last night u think i'm one of them ? u just couldn't understand wat is my feeling that time.. worried and scared.. scared of wat will happened next and worried wat will happened to u.. sigh..

presentation this morning was screw up.. no sleep whole night and went to place i don even know where.. i donooo... i can't be reliable on ? am i that bad ? sigh.. wat should i do ? any1 can tell me ? wat i feel now is to leave.. i really feel so hopeless... sigh...

hmm...

hmmm.. being emotional again these days.. arghhh... i dono why.. hahha.. i going nuts and crazy de.. hmm...

promises..

is promises mean to be break ?? the answer is yes !!!!! disappointment !!! important ?? i really don get it lak... sigh... just compare the importances ? then i'm not important at all !!! sigh...

christmas week......

6 more days to actually come to christmas.. and wat i know ppl around me are heading back to hometown.. hmm... back to sarawak one back.. back to serembam one also back.. back to kl one also back.. back to penanggg one also backk.. haihz..

coming 6 days.. wat should i do ? hmmm i really dono eh ! haihz... but tonight there will be a musical show perform by my fellow buddies and coursemate and classmate... they are .. too many lak, lazy to type their names de.. hahha.. but there mostly from CF.. anyway.. remember to go watch if u read this...

VENUE : MAIN HALL, MMU MALACCA CAMPUS
TIME : 730PM
FREE !!!! GOT DOOR GIFT !!! AND HANDMADE BOOKMARKS !!!!

thursday.. hmm will be my private time.. so P&C

friday.. also my private time but morning will be presentation.. haihz...

saturday... i forgot wat i need to do already but mostly will be go practising table tennis and some other stuff.. hmmm

sunday.. ranking tournament... but this time sure will fall from the 1st to dono which positions de lak.. huhuhhuhu.....

monday.. dono wat to do.. stay at home sleep..

tuesday... lagi dono wat to do... hmmm...

seeeeeee... my WONDERFUL and interesting christmas week !!! so SAD !!! haiz...

finally wake up...

this week suppose to be free but who knows everything seem to be like so busy.. haihz.. my schedules is pack from monday to friday.. hahha...

hmm.. replying my last blog.. i think i finally know wat is the feeling of love..

love is sometimes sweet when some1 treated u nice.. love sometimes bitter when some1 treated u cool and mean sometimes.. hmpff.. i just don understand why this happened...

love is good and love is bad..

love is to u and only but it's selfish in other ppl views...

love can mean to break but it doesn't apply to me.. hmmm... u know lak.. :P

althought ppl called me AMK, but i can only tell u that u really don understand me.. hmmmm...

love is short but i pray hard our love will last long..

when u are in love.. life is very unorganized, mysterous, excited, feeling nice, interesting, expectation, weird, funnny and everything that can colour ur day and life..

these day i may sound like very weird and confuse and insecure.. because i just feel very pack in my mind cos i can't recognise and can't believe tat it's all true.. but now.. i finally wake up from wat i think is wrong.. i believe that it's true and knowing that will be the right one.. just pray hard for everything.. hope u get wat i mean.. hmm... cos i know some1 is reading it.. :P