holiday here...

now is mmu 2nd trimester holiday.. every1 seem to be back to their own hometown but only left few ppl here... my house there are 3 ppl already.. me, ah leong and also jia hao.. why we stay back ?

jia hao have to go for work cos still on industrial training... ah leong need to back for study cos got 2 supp paper... and me ? i also dono why.. maybe i wan to start training for intervarsity de lor.. hahha.. or because i went kl and penang!? hmmm... u know i know lak..

coming friday to sunday i got camp at Port Dickson.. have to drive there but i dono where is the resort.. haihz.. scared i bored.. :-S u know me dono how to SOCIALISE de mar.. hahhahz.. o i should said I'M LAZY.. hahha..

n sick since yesterday.. ouch.. sore throat and fever a bit.. flu and cough badly.. haihz.. anyway ppl.. do take care and drink more water as for some finals is approaching and most important one is chinese new year is just around the corner.. hahahah...

penang trip...

hmm.. last wednesday to sunday i was in penang.. hmm.. nothing much happened also.. nothing special happened as well.. hmm.. the most happening is i spend alot !! oh gosh... in term of cash and also in term of credit card.. haihz.. gotta eat bread for the coming few weeks de.. hahha...

this penang trip i remember nothing but spent alot of money and also alone !! haihz.. i tot some1 will come find me more often but who knowss... but need to thanks to zhi yong !!! cos bring me around ya.. hahha.. thanks for all the treat in bkt mertajam !! hahah.. ghee oon and hoong as well !!! hehhe... food really nice and thanks for the treat ya !! hahah..

wat else ? got met up with hedy, ai li and friends friends.. hahha.. all kch friend who studying at uum.. soon wan exam liaw still come penang play n shopping wor.. hmpff...

suprisingly no photo had been taken.. hmm.. not in the mood to take photo de lor... sien lor.. hahha..

n in penang, thanks for bring me to makan "roti tisu @ roti helicopter" !!! althou it's normall but it really nice k ? muaks..

hmm....

hmm.. from monday which is the 7th of jan.. i traveled around with a back pack n with my laptop inside to kl..

in kl, i'm not alone.. i felt very happy and warm instead.. i dono how to describe and i dono how to explain how i felt.. hmm.. it's quite confuse sometime because i never tot i can actually... hmm.. sound more mysterious right ? hmm.. well i will never say wat it's actually happened.. but this is the most happiest kl trip i ever been... these 2 days, i feel like i actually own everything and that thing is money can't buy.. no matter how much money u spend n buy stuff u can't buy that thing.. which is happiness and joy and most important is " love ".. ahem~~ who ah u must be thinking.. if u wan to know u can ask me.. hmmm... but pls.. don think too much cos it's just very simple answer..

n now.. i'm in penang.. in penang and somewhere in between " ping hua secondary school " and " gurney plaza.. must be thinking why i'm online now and doing nothing ? hmm.. cos i'm alone.. i'm alone in penang n i dono wat to do but online at a starbucks cafe... hiahz.. so pity i am.. hmm.. during these time i hope u are here for me.. i know u are not far but not near from me.. cos physically u are not really i think but when it come to soul i think u are far from me.. hmm.. i dono.. hmm... arghh !! sienz... suppose to be holiday-ing but why am i so emo ? sigh..

if some1 ever asked u " why u like me ? " wat will u answer him or her ? hmm.. for me.. like some1 there are alot of way.. like some1 because he or she is a friend ? i would said if him/her don make me feel irritated then i would like that person but only as a friend.. like some1 because he or she is useful to u ? i would said he/she is useful to me but him/her are not my friend at all.. i would said there's no reason for me if i like some1 whom i think she will be my some1 special or even more.. hmm.. there is no reason for me to like u or even now i would said i love u cos.... hmm... too many to explain n said de lak.. hm..

ok penang !!! i wan to explore penang and butterworth.. hmm.. any1 ?


*ps* i suppose to post this on wednesday but.. haha.. dono eh..

melted~~

finals finally over.. hmmm.. but battles is just about to begin... alot of task i need to acomplish this coming holiday and alot of things i need to bear as well.. hmm..

just this morning, 1st time that i felt my heart is melting... i dono how to describe the feeling but the feeling isn't good at all... it melts because u cried and i feel bad cos i really dono wat to say to comfort u and i dono wat to do to make u feel better.. hmmm... i'm worried and i'm scared cos i really dono how and wat to do next.. and during exam time, i was thinking is there anything happened ? and was thinking how to cheer u up after that... hmm...

当你生病的时侯, 我希望在你身边的会是我
当你伤心的时侯, 我希望在你身边的会是我
当你密路了, 我就会是你的指南针
当你哭了, 我会陪伴你
你生病不是你的错, 是因为我没好好的照顾你
对不起...

hmmm.. don worry k ? cos got me here for u...

happy new year 2008

happy new year ppl... it's 2008.. in chinese point of view, 8 shown a very good sign.. it's 8 means " fa " means get rich.. hahah... hopefully every1 get richer and everything go smooth this year.. hmm..

well.. wat i did for my new year eve ? nothing much but study... hmm.. n online lor.. wat else can i do right ? i'm alone n lonely here... hmpff... so sad.. n now it's 0005 01/01/2008 and i'm online blogging.. this isn't me i think... but really i'm online n blogging... althou i really wanna go out but i dono where to go n dono who to go with... haihz.. sad sad sad... sob sob sob...

well... i really dono wat to do lak... just enjoy my baskin robin n online blogging and watch movies lak... hmm...

lastly... happy 2008 !!!!! hugss... all the best ppl...

i'm tired

i'm tired not because of exercising nor work non stop.. i'm tired cos for this period of time i keep on studying and waiting.. waiting for wat ? waiting for time to pass and waiting for exam and waiting for u... sigh... it isn't fun to wait althou it's a give for me that i'm can actually be very patient.. hmpff...

sometimes thing work better when both thing gave 1:1 ratio. like study.. notes and books give u 100% while u only give the book n notes 50 %.. means 1:2 so not efficient at all.. hmm... n work ! for my event i know i'm not the highest person n i know sometimes i do be lazy but at least i done my part so i give myself 75% but u.. uuuuuuu n uuuuuuu... u know who lak... u only give me 50%.. so can u tell me can we make it sucess ?? hmm... then u ( some1 else ) i give u 100% but u.. i dono how many ? many only 20%? o less.. sigh.. can we make it happen ? hmmm... i wonder.................................

arghh... i'm totally tired of this life.. why can't we give 1:1 system ? isn't not fair to those who contribute alot to something and to some1 ? hmm.. i wonder..... siggghhhhhh......

finalssssss.......

hmm... as finals approaching.. i get more n more lazy.. arghhhhhh.... wat the heck am i doing ? hmm.. i wonder.. i keep on thinking of some other things than studies.. hmm... somebody pls knock my head !!!

suppose now i need to read on bioinformatics stuff but then.. i'm blogging now.. aikssss... hahha...

hopefully enjoy my previous post lak.. cyah ppl.. good luck in finalss..