just another emo post...

again new semester started again.. n now i'm in delta and tat officially make me seniors to others.. haha... i feel so speechless and not expressive enough these days.. dono why mayb because of alot of things happened tat starting now on i would only keep my mouth shut ! stop asking and accept the facts !!! is tat wat i really wan ? i dono... sigh..

life is again so misearable to me ! i wanted something/someone so much but yet she is so near but yet so far from me.. one thing i really regret is tat i let her go once o mayb not just once... i really wan to hold her tight n never let go again.. but how ? can just tell me how or some1 can just give me some advice ?? but then those are the most memorable memories i had all these while after i left my hometown to here..

although there are alot of good memories with friends and my ttc family but then i reallly feel tat i'm being left out.. is it whether i think too much o is it really wat it is happening ?? i dono.. can some1 tell me ?? hmm...

through this whole week, i been spending most of my evening at training ground and gym.. why ? keep fit ? i think i should but then actually i just don feel like being alone.. i wish i could spend more time with u and know u more but then why u just can't ? i don have much time as we can be together for another one year.. hmmm... i tried not to ask tat much and accept wat is the fact but i really don think i can... wat is the world happening ? GOD said HE give every1 the same thing but then i don think it's true.. this world is really unfair and ppl never treat u back like how u treated them.. hmm...

well.. this is just another emo post... sigh...