i'm tired

i'm tired not because of exercising nor work non stop.. i'm tired cos for this period of time i keep on studying and waiting.. waiting for wat ? waiting for time to pass and waiting for exam and waiting for u... sigh... it isn't fun to wait althou it's a give for me that i'm can actually be very patient.. hmpff...

sometimes thing work better when both thing gave 1:1 ratio. like study.. notes and books give u 100% while u only give the book n notes 50 %.. means 1:2 so not efficient at all.. hmm... n work ! for my event i know i'm not the highest person n i know sometimes i do be lazy but at least i done my part so i give myself 75% but u.. uuuuuuu n uuuuuuu... u know who lak... u only give me 50%.. so can u tell me can we make it sucess ?? hmm... then u ( some1 else ) i give u 100% but u.. i dono how many ? many only 20%? o less.. sigh.. can we make it happen ? hmmm... i wonder.................................

arghh... i'm totally tired of this life.. why can't we give 1:1 system ? isn't not fair to those who contribute alot to something and to some1 ? hmm.. i wonder..... siggghhhhhh......

finalssssss.......

hmm... as finals approaching.. i get more n more lazy.. arghhhhhh.... wat the heck am i doing ? hmm.. i wonder.. i keep on thinking of some other things than studies.. hmm... somebody pls knock my head !!!

suppose now i need to read on bioinformatics stuff but then.. i'm blogging now.. aikssss... hahha...

hopefully enjoy my previous post lak.. cyah ppl.. good luck in finalss..

I'll wait..

I'll Wait


I’ll wait
My mind is lost and so confused
What should I do?
Oh God, what should I do?
I find myself so missing you
Just whether or not I should?
Hopefully one day
It will come
A time
We will know each other’s mind….


Face to face
It will bring an ending to the mime
I’ll wait and wait
And wait until my waiting days are over.. oOhHh…

I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For days I’ll wait, for years I’ll wait, and I tell you that my waiting ends
I pray that my waiting will end
And it end
On the day you say ‘I do’
And that someone will be me


If that someone who’s not me
There’s nothing I can do
But to leave you
And leave here
In silent


I know now it happened to have someone
In between both of us
I got nothing to say but to accept it
Even thought I truly unhappy with it
But I’ll wait and wait and wait
Hopefully one day you’ll be mine
Completely mine


truly believe it
That’s the reason I waited for years
One day…
And that day
Where is my waiting ends


Love is patient, love is kind, and love never lies
Love is willingness to die for another’s life
Love is trust built over time, with hope and faith combined
True love will stand the storms of the test to the very end of time.


I’ll wait and wait and wait until my waiting days are over
I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For years I’ll wait, for ages wait,
But there will be an ending point
The point I end my waiting days
Hopefully,
On the day you say ‘I do’
And it’s to me

christmas~~

hmm.. wat is all about christmas ?? some ppl think that christmas is all about holiday.. some ppl think that it's a gathering among friends and families... but wat actually is christmas ? hahha.. in a religion view.. it's the born of Jesus Christ.. hahha..

oh well.. wat did i do then ? on 24th, TTC family gather at my place.. we gather and we have fun.. Bbq here, talking crapzz, " suan siao " one another, sharing each others " cold " jokes, drink some wine and bla bla bla.. hahha.. oh ya i even learn how to ride a bike.. thanks to ghee oon and hoong.. hahha... well that night in my house got who ya ? hmm.. me, hubert, ah leong, anne, edmond, yee fan, wan xin, siew lee, zhi yong, ghee oon, hoong, steven, jocelyn, ck, pei pei, pei pei's friend, yen chee, and who else ya.. i also can't remember all.. hahha...

then next day, we went table tennis at 9am.. haha.. after that back home rest and sleep until quite late.. hahha.. then we go eat pizza and after that watch movie... till today the 26th.. went sibaraku for appreciation lunch for the lost camp.. haha... so chun we got ah lai ge cook for us.. hahha... thanks ya cos make us full till diaphargm there.. :P

hmm.. after all the enjoyment i had these few days.. i feel so guilty.. 1st because i spend alot.. 2nd because i dint study.. 3rd because i know i will gain weight de :( hahha...

finals is here.. so every1 jia you and gambateh !!!

sooner o later i'm going nuts~

i feel so much tension and stress these days... just last night !!! i really lost my mind.. driving lancer out and turn all the road i know in malacca just to find u... i can't believe i actually did that... i dono why... i dono wat happened.. i dono wat is going wrong.. i dono... i seriously don get it...

wearing formal after changed last night and in a lancer and police tot that i'm a fellow member of gangster ! oh pls police.. do i look like one ? just that i dint put on any smile last night u think i'm one of them ? u just couldn't understand wat is my feeling that time.. worried and scared.. scared of wat will happened next and worried wat will happened to u.. sigh..

presentation this morning was screw up.. no sleep whole night and went to place i don even know where.. i donooo... i can't be reliable on ? am i that bad ? sigh.. wat should i do ? any1 can tell me ? wat i feel now is to leave.. i really feel so hopeless... sigh...

hmm...

hmmm.. being emotional again these days.. arghhh... i dono why.. hahha.. i going nuts and crazy de.. hmm...

promises..

is promises mean to be break ?? the answer is yes !!!!! disappointment !!! important ?? i really don get it lak... sigh... just compare the importances ? then i'm not important at all !!! sigh...