another interesting phrase

just last night after playing table tennis with my committee we come out an interesting phrase..

" the more u study.. the more u forget "

isn't applied to me ? hahha...

hmm..

i read on phoebe's blog just now.. n said a very interesting " pharse " !!! hmmm... ok here goes...

" -you cut me open and i keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding love- "

sound so interesting.. maybe some1 can explain lak... sorry ya phoebe cos u no put " copyright " so i just grab it lak.. bluekss..

another one.. here comessss....

" strong or not doesn't come from physical but the strenght come from heart.. if u still think that isn't enough then i will be ur knight to cover u from in front... "

hmmm...

李玖哲 - 再见 MV

so touchy:'(

李玖哲 想太多 MV 完整版

these days really like this dude's song..
ya this song nice too.. especially the lyrics n the last sentence..hmm..

emo again~

hmm... i dono why i being such emo these days... is it because of like wat in the previous blog's comments ? because of a girl ? or is it because of my hamster ? i'm totally confuse... hmm.. or is it because i dint really sleep for 23th night till today ? i really dono... hmm.. why i can't sleep ? i'm speechless for that cos i think i'm totally idoit n stupid !!! sigh.. 1st time i done this kind of stupid thing...

life gotta be very tough for me this coming semester.. i got 6 core subjects n all of them are like " God Like " to me... hmm.. hopefully i can manage it... early this morning i printed the notes.. planned to go through tomorrow lecture but i was totally out of the mood to do so.. hmm... terrible me !!!

there are thousands and thousand of question marks in my brain now ! my tots all full with " ??" hopefully i won't collapse because of this "??" sign... hmmm...

n yeah.. u must be thinking wat am i crap-ing now.. i can ensure u that i also dono wat am i saying now...hmpffff.... me = weird + stupidz + unless + nobody !!!!

another gone !

hmm.. another hamster gone !! sigh... is that another GOOD sign again ???????? sighhhh....

小白

小白, 你是我最爱的.. 可能你不懂不过我是最疼你的... 如果不是我的疏忽大意你就不会这样了!

小白, 对不起!! 希望你会原谅我!

ok lak.. kinda lazy typing chinese de... just wanna say sorry " xiao bai ".. xiao bai is my hamster ! die yesterday.. in the afternoon he was ok... n super hyper that time.. night time after i back from table tennis i see him still can eat n run.. n i took a nap after that...

guess wat !? he die before i woke up ! sigh !!!! arghhh !! is that a GOOD sign ? sigh... know wat happened to him ? i also dono.. i wish some1 could tell me wat happened to him !!! half of it head is missing in nowhere !! i can't find it.. i see it like kena beaten o eaten !!! what actually happened ?? sigh !!! i hope not because of it housemate " mei nu "... hmm...

miss u xiao bai !!! u are the most special one i got !!!

restless night

last night was a restless night.. i can't get into sleep or even rest because of some stupid reason !!! i dono why i will actually trust u and is it because i believe u too much till i'm being taken for granted ???? i wonder why ? like wat ppl usually said " good people will not get back wat he offered o give out " now i really think that it's true !!!!!!!!!

yeah i was driving around almost the whole night as well ! but this time dint kena block by police de.. hmmm... i'm tired of this situation !!! i sick of it !!! sigh !!!!!!!

n now i'm going pantai due to nose bleeding again !!! kena " kek " or " chi dao " till need to see doctor ! this is the 1st time ever !!!!!!!!!!!! sighhhhh................................................

where are u ?

where are u ? this question always pop up in my mind when i feel lonely and hopeless... hmm.. actually wat make u so busy till u missing somewhere around in the world ? sigh...

just today i stayed up for the whole night till now waiting for nothing !! i dono it's worth it o not but i really mad of it.. luckily i'm a bit calm by now ! hmm... where are u when i really need u to be by my side ? i wonder.. just a simple msg like " i'm with.. " or " i'm at... " or watever reason lak..

so emo today.. ciaoz...

where are u ?

warm in my heart...

hmm.. sometimes thing get complicated to make something more prefect.. but don u know that actually things also get better if something become simple ? hmm...

well.... recently my life is just " nothing much " so special.. hmm.. but last night before i wanna sleep i got a sms.. that sms is from some1 !? u know who u are lak.. hehhe.. ok here goes the sms.. " slep d ? mus be slep de... *bla bla bla.. continue* nitez, **** ! n seriously **** *** ** ****!! ****x3!! " actually just a simple thing like that will make me so happy for the whole day... hmm.. i wonder why..

ps who can guess wat it's the context then prize will be given !! hahha....

IEMYES SRC camp at PD

well.. it's been a wonderful camp for the past 3 days and 2 nights.. i met alot of new friends from many different universities.. u all are great.. like wat Navin said "... it's like we had knew each others for many years..." dono wat so fun about us but we do chat alot.. and all those fun and joke and demo and stupid and even crazy stuff we did through out the camp... missed that alot... hahha..

let me see... how i met in this camp ? hmmm.. start from the very 1st beginning.. AM, J, Farid, Bob ( sorry ya cos 1st time i heard ur name is Boom ! ), Azam, Yoh, Sun, Kim, Taufik, Navin, Khairul, Yu Ming, Mustafa, Steven, Tim, Chin Soon, Chi Hoe, Kean Kuan, Ee Leen, Woei Chee, Chee Wei, Melissa, Yong, Saw, Jasper, Aaron.. sorry if i make some name wrong ya.. hahha.. :D oh ya steven, tim and chin soon.. although 1st night u all not here but i really have fun knowing 3 of u on the 2nd day... haha.. while for others, i think we know each others since the 1st day n night ya ! hahha.. have a nice chat with all.. :D not forget those SRC o seniors !! Yoke Mei, Chau Fung, and mostly Hah !! yeah my angel ya !! hahha..

wat we did for the passing 2 days ? 1st day.. we check in at 5 something then we are divided into 6 apartment.. i was so so so alone during the 1st day n night.. haihz... luckily Yoke Mei asked me go down to help up for the BBQ dinner if not i think my head will full with spider web de !! haha.. ya i have a great fun setting up the BBQ even thou just part of it but got a great chat with Hah !! haha.. don misunderstood me ! Hah is actually a guy.. believe it o not ? hahha.. he is a very soft guy instead and is Mr Oh Tick Hui's brother in law !! omg i can't believe it at 1st.. hahha... oh ya during bbq every1 was socialize among each others.. this is where our friendship begins............

after that we got some ice breaking games.. wat i think those games was quite lame but dono why we got laugh till dono wat.. hahha... after that we back and sleep !!!

next day.. arrival of steven, tim and chin soon ! haha.. usm mar.. penang mar.. far away from Port Dickson !! hahha.. then we got our 1st session group discussion.. then lunch at EIG openning ceremony then back again for 2nd session group discussion.. seem bored right ? but after that is where all the laughter starts !!!! thanks too chau fong for bring us such a nice game.. i forgot wat name it's called but is like given a character then we need to act and pass from one to another till the 5th person then he need to guess who is that person o famous person !! hahha...

later we got outdoor game at the beach.. hahha.. n back again for clean up and dinner at KFC.. most of us back after dinner.. hmm.. sad that no much of us start for the 3rd day.. hmm...

i think i crapz too much de.. i also a bit tired of typing and crapz-ing.. hahha... update soon again with some photos.. hehe...

random... after finals before holiday...

satay celup with TTC family at ban li heong.. got another table but i don have the photo.. haihz..

me n edmond trying to act cool... hahha.. i think i'm the one acting cool lak.. the other " finger " is belong to hubert ! haha...

you to me..

You to Me..

I ...........

A - Accept wat you are..
B - Believe in you...
C - Call you anytime...
D - Doesn't give up on you..
E - Envisions the whole of you..
F - Forgives all your mistakes..
G - Gives u anything u request and anything u want..
H - Helps you when u are in trouble and when u need me..
I - Inspires you to be the best you can be no matter anytime and anywhere..
J - Just happy to be with you..
K - Keep you close at heart and in my hugs all the time...
L - Love you for who you are
M - Make your life more colourful and more different..
N - Never compare you with others...
O - Offers support..
P - Pamper you and Protect you..
Q - Quiets your fears..
R - Raises your spirits
S - " Sayang " you all the time and Say something nice when u need it..
T - Tell you the truth all and Treasure you all the time...
U - Understand you more and more..
V - Values you cos you are priceless.. something money and can't be compared...
W - walks beside you no matter happy or sad, healthy or sick, rich or poor..
X - X(ex)plains things you don't understand and things u wan to know..
Y - Yells at you when you won't listen
Z - Zaps you back reality !!

Just to let u know i care about you so so much... and how much you mean to me !! muakss...

holiday here...

now is mmu 2nd trimester holiday.. every1 seem to be back to their own hometown but only left few ppl here... my house there are 3 ppl already.. me, ah leong and also jia hao.. why we stay back ?

jia hao have to go for work cos still on industrial training... ah leong need to back for study cos got 2 supp paper... and me ? i also dono why.. maybe i wan to start training for intervarsity de lor.. hahha.. or because i went kl and penang!? hmmm... u know i know lak..

coming friday to sunday i got camp at Port Dickson.. have to drive there but i dono where is the resort.. haihz.. scared i bored.. :-S u know me dono how to SOCIALISE de mar.. hahhahz.. o i should said I'M LAZY.. hahha..

n sick since yesterday.. ouch.. sore throat and fever a bit.. flu and cough badly.. haihz.. anyway ppl.. do take care and drink more water as for some finals is approaching and most important one is chinese new year is just around the corner.. hahahah...

penang trip...

hmm.. last wednesday to sunday i was in penang.. hmm.. nothing much happened also.. nothing special happened as well.. hmm.. the most happening is i spend alot !! oh gosh... in term of cash and also in term of credit card.. haihz.. gotta eat bread for the coming few weeks de.. hahha...

this penang trip i remember nothing but spent alot of money and also alone !! haihz.. i tot some1 will come find me more often but who knowss... but need to thanks to zhi yong !!! cos bring me around ya.. hahha.. thanks for all the treat in bkt mertajam !! hahah.. ghee oon and hoong as well !!! hehhe... food really nice and thanks for the treat ya !! hahah..

wat else ? got met up with hedy, ai li and friends friends.. hahha.. all kch friend who studying at uum.. soon wan exam liaw still come penang play n shopping wor.. hmpff...

suprisingly no photo had been taken.. hmm.. not in the mood to take photo de lor... sien lor.. hahha..

n in penang, thanks for bring me to makan "roti tisu @ roti helicopter" !!! althou it's normall but it really nice k ? muaks..

hmm....

hmm.. from monday which is the 7th of jan.. i traveled around with a back pack n with my laptop inside to kl..

in kl, i'm not alone.. i felt very happy and warm instead.. i dono how to describe and i dono how to explain how i felt.. hmm.. it's quite confuse sometime because i never tot i can actually... hmm.. sound more mysterious right ? hmm.. well i will never say wat it's actually happened.. but this is the most happiest kl trip i ever been... these 2 days, i feel like i actually own everything and that thing is money can't buy.. no matter how much money u spend n buy stuff u can't buy that thing.. which is happiness and joy and most important is " love ".. ahem~~ who ah u must be thinking.. if u wan to know u can ask me.. hmmm... but pls.. don think too much cos it's just very simple answer..

n now.. i'm in penang.. in penang and somewhere in between " ping hua secondary school " and " gurney plaza.. must be thinking why i'm online now and doing nothing ? hmm.. cos i'm alone.. i'm alone in penang n i dono wat to do but online at a starbucks cafe... hiahz.. so pity i am.. hmm.. during these time i hope u are here for me.. i know u are not far but not near from me.. cos physically u are not really i think but when it come to soul i think u are far from me.. hmm.. i dono.. hmm... arghh !! sienz... suppose to be holiday-ing but why am i so emo ? sigh..

if some1 ever asked u " why u like me ? " wat will u answer him or her ? hmm.. for me.. like some1 there are alot of way.. like some1 because he or she is a friend ? i would said if him/her don make me feel irritated then i would like that person but only as a friend.. like some1 because he or she is useful to u ? i would said he/she is useful to me but him/her are not my friend at all.. i would said there's no reason for me if i like some1 whom i think she will be my some1 special or even more.. hmm.. there is no reason for me to like u or even now i would said i love u cos.... hmm... too many to explain n said de lak.. hm..

ok penang !!! i wan to explore penang and butterworth.. hmm.. any1 ?


*ps* i suppose to post this on wednesday but.. haha.. dono eh..

melted~~

finals finally over.. hmmm.. but battles is just about to begin... alot of task i need to acomplish this coming holiday and alot of things i need to bear as well.. hmm..

just this morning, 1st time that i felt my heart is melting... i dono how to describe the feeling but the feeling isn't good at all... it melts because u cried and i feel bad cos i really dono wat to say to comfort u and i dono wat to do to make u feel better.. hmmm... i'm worried and i'm scared cos i really dono how and wat to do next.. and during exam time, i was thinking is there anything happened ? and was thinking how to cheer u up after that... hmm...

当你生病的时侯, 我希望在你身边的会是我
当你伤心的时侯, 我希望在你身边的会是我
当你密路了, 我就会是你的指南针
当你哭了, 我会陪伴你
你生病不是你的错, 是因为我没好好的照顾你
对不起...

hmmm.. don worry k ? cos got me here for u...

happy new year 2008

happy new year ppl... it's 2008.. in chinese point of view, 8 shown a very good sign.. it's 8 means " fa " means get rich.. hahah... hopefully every1 get richer and everything go smooth this year.. hmm..

well.. wat i did for my new year eve ? nothing much but study... hmm.. n online lor.. wat else can i do right ? i'm alone n lonely here... hmpff... so sad.. n now it's 0005 01/01/2008 and i'm online blogging.. this isn't me i think... but really i'm online n blogging... althou i really wanna go out but i dono where to go n dono who to go with... haihz.. sad sad sad... sob sob sob...

well... i really dono wat to do lak... just enjoy my baskin robin n online blogging and watch movies lak... hmm...

lastly... happy 2008 !!!!! hugss... all the best ppl...