sooner o later i'm going nuts~

i feel so much tension and stress these days... just last night !!! i really lost my mind.. driving lancer out and turn all the road i know in malacca just to find u... i can't believe i actually did that... i dono why... i dono wat happened.. i dono wat is going wrong.. i dono... i seriously don get it...

wearing formal after changed last night and in a lancer and police tot that i'm a fellow member of gangster ! oh pls police.. do i look like one ? just that i dint put on any smile last night u think i'm one of them ? u just couldn't understand wat is my feeling that time.. worried and scared.. scared of wat will happened next and worried wat will happened to u.. sigh..

presentation this morning was screw up.. no sleep whole night and went to place i don even know where.. i donooo... i can't be reliable on ? am i that bad ? sigh.. wat should i do ? any1 can tell me ? wat i feel now is to leave.. i really feel so hopeless... sigh...