argh... just now when i wanna step into my house's toilet.. guess wat i saw ?? hmm... is " shit " wat the h*ll.. i wonder who put something on the floor... hmm...
let me think of it... me ? impossible cos i just step in... impossible hubert also.. cos he went out di... jia hao ? impossible cos he been sleeping for a day ! ahha... ah leong ? chang cheng ? chang cheng's gf ? chang cheng's friends ? hmmm.. i dono.. just hope it won't happen again.. haihz...
feel so lonely now.. hiahz.. whole house only left me alone... haihz... wat else could i do but blogging here ? i wonder... hmm... well.. today just kill 2 papers o in another words those 2 papers killed me ??? hmm... argh... i feel like my brain isn't working anymore.. everything i need read at least twice so that can store inside my brain... hmpff... while compare last time, i only need listen in class then can remember.. well.. that's the problems of not using it properly and being lazy !!! arghh... any1 can teach me how to get back to the previous me ? o am i getting old n my brain is dying ?? huhuh...
tuesday exam n i just started to read it... feel so sleepy and dono how to absorb the bioinformatic stuff.. everything in the notes seem to be simple but what we got in mid term ? a bunch of junks and also crapz where we dint really do it before.. hmmm.. i wonder that lecturer know how to do it o not if she don have the answer with her ? :D
hmm.. there are few more reason why i couldn't concentrate these days... like how am i gotta do my training this semester break... how am i going to spend it ?? wanna go penang for how many days.. n considering uum as well but scare no ppl there and heard that is very "ulu" and no place to hang out.. haihz.. i wonder how those monkeys gotta survive.. haha.. well jonathan, may ying, hedy and others.. ya i mean u alll.. wkakaka.. hehe...
hmm.... about holidays.. dono wat i wan to do also.. will go penang n ask some1 bring me go makan !!! i wan food food food.. losing weight n gaining weight these days.. n i dono why... hahha... weird me.. just ignore this part cos i think i'm a bit not right already... wakakka...
k la... time to back to my bio's studies... ciaoz... hehe.. but yet.. still feel very lonely.. huhuh...
while studying, my body just won't forget to ask me to take a break... how ? nose bleeding of course... haha.. dono why feel a bit enjoy and relax while my nose is bleeding.. haha.. weird right ? maybe my capilaries are too high in pressure de that make me feel "release" after nose bleeding... hahha... i'm such a weird kids i guess..well... we got the 1st and 2nd when we went UCSI for table tennis competition... one thing i was mad of is that they told me got cash money as price when we got the top 3 !! but there isn't any when we go there.. wasting time only.. haha.. we seem to be very realistic right ? hahaha... btw.. UCSI stand for University College Sedayan International... 1st thing comes into my mind when i saw that university is wahh.. so grand ahh... but campus is smaller than mmu alot n alot... haha..
while we playing match.. some ppl dance on the stage and all pretty girls.. haha... yee fan and every1 started to scan n see liaw... haha...
match end and we go back around 7 like that.. went seri kembangan eat curry fish head.. wahh.. very nice o !! hehe.. but before that i took a wrong path n need to make a big turn to putra jaya n drive here n there de... haha...
was very tired and slept from 11something till 7 and sleep again at 9 till 11 something... haha...
1... 2.... 3.... n 4... hehhe... ahhha.. tried to act cute but i think we failed.. haha...Kids don try this at home !!! heheh... 
combination of team A n team B.. we are the best.. haha... behind.. Kiang Meng, Weng Siong, Yee Fan, Ah Siang, Steven Ong.. Front.. Che Yong, Liang Hoe and Me.. hehe...
hmm... so sad today.. dono why keep on feeling that ppl around me just used me o find me when they need me for help in anything... previously like assignment.. some1 who dint contact me since early of the sem find me because want assignment from me... at 1st that person will be like ok of this n that, promised u this n that n bla bla bla bla bla... but who knows.. after that everything just fake la... sigh... hate this kind of ppl... sigh... and never ever concern about how ppl feel and just treat ppl like wat !?? sigh.... last time i said never mind n i give u one more chance... but seem like u dint appreciate it.. so next time don find me anymore... u know who u are....
ecp assignment done !! yeah... thanks to every1... haha... presentation also done !! yeah... haha.... now.. need to study for finals... haihz.. 29th is my 1st n 2nd paper... sigh... 2 paper in a day... hmmm....
hmm.. recently kinda homesick... miss my family, grandmom, my 2 little cute cousin... miss my tak jie, sisters... n not to forget my friends back there... but now is all around m'sia de.. all went out study de... hehe...
ever know how it's feel when ppl play with ur feeling ?? haha... suddenly think of that... sigh... to be honest lor.. i been those that stage before.. haihz... u ?? hmm.. if got must tell le... hahah...
recently my housing area keep on running out of electrical supply.. been 2 days already... haihz... it's very hot when there isn't any fan turn on top of me... hahah.. but sometimes it's quite fun when there isn't any cos can actually have a very nice talk n gathering with housemate n friends.. hehe... talk alot of crapz n play cards... that fun n happy... wakakaka....
yesterday 1st mmu table tennis ranking tournament had just held in table tennis training ground... hehe... below is the numbering of the hall of RANK....
while there are 2 fellow dint turn up.. weng siong need to work while kai jun i also dono why he can't make it... haihz...
oh ya... need to thanks to many ppl also... 1st... yong ke who help alot in my ecp programming and hubert who work so hard for the whole day just to complete the program... thanks again... nevertheless, boon choon and his housemate who borrow me the 8051's downloader and teaches me how to use it as well.. haha... n hardware, thanks to me n some1 who i can't mention his name... haha.. secret secret.. report and everything else need to thank to deebie, ana, sheera, rebecca, ahmed, and kelvin.. while the other 2 group member i don even know who are them.... haihz... but anyway.. thanks alot ppl... hugs... * feel so gay now* wahahah...
ohh... thanks to those who wished me good luck for my ranking match... like chin ping, yiyi, bebe hubert and others la... hahah... * muakz * like i ever heard from yook siang, " without ur support i won't win de" ahahha... not to forget is all the players.. thanks for coming and hope that u all have fun and can know where's ur mistake... i also learn alot.. need to thanks to every1 especially MR Lim Che Yong... hahaha... give me a very good lesson...
anyway to those who in mmu.. final is just around the corner.. need to study hard n work hard de... haha... good luck for the final exam ya.. hehe...
today went sushi king with siew lee, zhi yong, pei pei, ghee onn, yee fan, hoong, n yee fan's housemate.. haha...
when on my way there saw chun teck, yong kang n hao go there by bike as well.. haha.. so we just joined to together n eat.. ahha... ate only around 7 plates n feel full di... haha...
forget to take some pic again... haihz... see how much we all ate ya.. wakkaka...
hmm... it's been quite some time since i upload my blog de... haihz.. busy busy busy busy busy... n now finally come to some of my personal time that i can actually update my blog for awhile... haha...
well... nothing much happened to me actually.. just that assignmentssss i need to rush... n also studies... haihz... so nervous n scared of finals... being doing quite bad for my mid term test de so need to push a bit so that can score better in finals la.. hmmm...
btw... ranking tournament this sat so if free pls go table tennis training ground la.. hehe... see me in action but ahhh some1 said that ppl played table tennis NOT YENG wor... haihz.. huhuhu.... u know who u are la... :P
now planning whether wanna go langkawi o not... but ahh think back like no ppl teman me go ony... haihz.... will be hanging around in malacca during this trimester break de.. hahha... is AGAIN !! mummy must be missing me alot... :D
talk back about something sad... although busy but i also can't think of something like this... hahha... but after all sad thing is sad thing n it's the pass de.... all i know is that i need to accept the fact that i'm always the one who being left behind la... n no one would care about me n how i felt... sad things but i accept it de... hiahz...
anyway... will update again.. ciaoz....
this week had passed very very fast... maybe everyday busy from 9 am to midnight gua !!
this week we had our 1st official meeting for inter varsity and i got a feeling that the day is near already... need to prepare myself for the coming matches.. hmmm.. excited and nervous cos heard that only 1 team from mmu will be selected..
next is our combination camp between badminton, table tennis and flex club ! hehe... hey ppl.. come n join us !! n have fun together.. i can ensure u all it's fun and alot of pretty girls n cute guys to see !! hehe.. n can stand a chance to exchange contact as well... hehe... n today during the booth decoration i'm a bit sorry to every1 cos i was playing table tennis that time... haihz... sorry chin ping, chin hau, chun teck, hubert, zhi yong, yong kang, hubert and others... haihz..
n need to finish up the assignment already.. haihz.. so headache when do the assignment... sigh...
start from today, i gotta be busy with alot of stuff de.. table tennis club stuff.. mmuiem stuff... intervarsity stuff... camp stuff... selection stuff.. sigh...
some more 15th n 16th there's a ranking tournament and 22nd there is a UCSI ( University College Sedayan International ) Merdeka Table Tennis University Open.. something like that... hiahz.. need to back to training...
tonight i will start my advance class.. hopefully can improve through there... hmmm...
camp stuff going well but we made many mistake that costed some more.. hiahz... sorry ppl cos i lag some many experience.. i think i need improve myself so that can back up u ppl...
club... thanks ppl for the hard work.. but we need to improve also.. sorry that last night make u ppl get nag by " old man ".. hmm...
most important one is studies... final is around the corner.. need to try my best to score watever i could !!!! chiong arhhhh ~~~~~~~
i'm nobody ?? some ppl told me that in this world there isn't any1 is nobody... why u said that to me ? but seriously i'm really nobody...
i always tot that i'm some1 who do something big... no matter wat i got a feeling i can do it, get it, have it and own it... in my life there aren't much stuff i couldn't do it, couldn't get it, couldn't have it and couldn't own it...
always tot that having many friends is a good things.... it's good actually just that sometime u really dono wat to do when it comes to u are helpless in helping them.. will feel sad and hopeless too.. just don understand why.. haihz...
always tot that being nice to ppl and care for ppl is a good things.. it's good but sometimes ppl just won't care about u at all... after decide something, they will just said.. sorry for being this way.. sorry for being like that... sorry for being SELFISH !!! doesn't sorry make any sense after everything u did to some1 ?? haihz... don understand why " sorry " exists.. doesn't that let ppl apologize after doing something that hurt ??
some1 told me this today " sorry, i decided this n that... sorry for being selfish !! " i wonder does that helps ? u already hurt me so badly after telling me all those stuff... does u listen to wat i said ? haihz... really don understand how every1 really think of.. *confuse **confuse**confuse* any1 can tell me why, how, n wat to do ?? sigh...
am i really a nobody to u ?? u as in u... u u u u u !!!!
sorry for those whom i dint added in the previous blog ya.. haha..
not to forget is qi hao lor... small kids who once my roommate for 1 week.. hehe
jasmine, who is my coursemate and always help me in my stuff... n also taht day quiz luckily got u ya.. wakakakka
chin ping.. only know her for few months but she is a nice girl... haha....
chun teck.. very nice guy n patience too...
today... some1 in my house ate my baskin robin !!! arghh.... sien.... wan xin also haven't eat yet...n me also ate a bit only... huhuhuh....
k la.. sleep de... update tomorrow.. hehe...
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