i'm nobody.... sigh....

i'm nobody ?? some ppl told me that in this world there isn't any1 is nobody... why u said that to me ? but seriously i'm really nobody...

i always tot that i'm some1 who do something big... no matter wat i got a feeling i can do it, get it, have it and own it... in my life there aren't much stuff i couldn't do it, couldn't get it, couldn't have it and couldn't own it...

always tot that having many friends is a good things.... it's good actually just that sometime u really dono wat to do when it comes to u are helpless in helping them.. will feel sad and hopeless too.. just don understand why.. haihz...

always tot that being nice to ppl and care for ppl is a good things.. it's good but sometimes ppl just won't care about u at all... after decide something, they will just said.. sorry for being this way.. sorry for being like that... sorry for being SELFISH !!! doesn't sorry make any sense after everything u did to some1 ?? haihz... don understand why " sorry " exists.. doesn't that let ppl apologize after doing something that hurt ??

some1 told me this today " sorry, i decided this n that... sorry for being selfish !! " i wonder does that helps ? u already hurt me so badly after telling me all those stuff... does u listen to wat i said ? haihz... really don understand how every1 really think of.. *confuse **confuse**confuse* any1 can tell me why, how, n wat to do ?? sigh...

am i really a nobody to u ?? u as in u... u u u u u !!!!