Intervarsity Day 1

today.. our intervarsity table tennis tournament finally comes.. last night i stayed at main hall till 130 like that only go back with yee fan n siew lee.. hahha.. kena scold only go back :P hahha..

then... i woke up at 4 something.. is like i suddenly jump up o wake up one.. hahha.. maybe too excited or too cold de.. hahha.. i think i over joy n excited lak cos 1st match is vs IMU.. IMU a very strong team especially their 1st single... hmm.. i played 1st single too but i won 3-0 hahha.. lucky.. 1st set is 11-4 then 11-7 then 12-10.. here are part of the story.. during the 3rd match actually i'm far behind which is 2-9 then i catch back to 12-10 n won.. hahha... is that called lucky or i really improved alot ? i donooo... hmmm....

final score for the game is 5-0 n MMU won lor.. then next game is vs UTeM and we are very " paisei " when play with them.. is like we bully them only haihz.. all beginner one.. hmpfff...

finally can go back around 8 then really tired today.. good job to all my working comms and also my players... we did our best de !!! hehhe...

game over~~~

the thing i really scared of finally come true !!! game over.. i mean really game over !!! don come to me anymore.. plsss... i really tired of it !!! all these while i just being " kepoh " sighh.. GOD why u do this to me ?? i really don understand.. u had taken many things from me and why still treat me like this ?? sigh...

down~

today.. dono why feeling so down... down because of some reason of course but don feel like sharing it this time.. every1 take care.. hugss..

-end-

lonely night...

such a lonely night.. haihz.. i woke up about 7 something then had my dinner.. guess wat i ate for my dinner ? hahha.. yeah it's " macd " again.. hahha... but after that really start my " lonely " + boring night.. hahahha...

all i did for the whole night only study study n study.. fourier series and also analog n digital.. haihz... now i'm only digital n digital lor.. all binary and also not true de.. hmmm.. wat i'm trying to say is i really dono wat is happening to my life de.. is it all because of table tennis ? is it all because of exam ? or is it all because of u ?? haihz... i'm confuse but wat i know now is table tennis tournament will end soon so now i need to practise hard.. n i know also exam coming soon so i need to study... and i know also some1 is important too so i need to spend more time talking, chatting and be with her.. hmmm..

n now i'm relaxing abit.. blogging, chatting and watch series.. hehhe.. but true.. it's a very lonely and boring night... haihz..

yesterday....

my " yesterday " was so rush and " kin tiok ".. hahha... in the morning i woke up late and quicky rush to class but who knows the lecturer not there yet.. after the class i went to change my lab from wednesday to monday but unfortunely the lecturer not approve due to too many ppl in one day.. haihz.. sad thing..

and i continue with my club matter lak.. then went for table tennis competiton with malacca state team... doesn't seem that strong lak.. i won almost every matches i played.. hiahz..

after that i went to cls's event. just took me 10 minutes to bath, 5 minutes to reach main hall... hmm... that's really rush.. but wat to do ? my " dear " event wor.. cannot miss even my backbone injured and angle sprain a bit.. haihz..

today again~~

today.. i feel very happy.. dono why... i think it's time already and we are ready de !!! hmmm... hopefully i don get things wrong lak.. really hope that is wat i think.. hmmm...

6 more dayssss....

now count down again... actually we just left 6 more days..

ok.................. team up ! are u ready ?

wen how " who's going to go back home ?"

team " they are !!! "

wen how " who's going to get nothing ?"

team " they are !!!"

wen how " who's going to win ? "

team " we are !! "

wen how " who's going to win win win ?"

team " we are we are we are !!!!!!!!!!!!! "

wen how " MMU melaka..!~!!!!!~~!!!?!!!??!?! "

whole team " fight fight fight !!!!!!!! "

hahha.. just part of the imagination in my mind now !! hahha...

i'm still not ready yet ! even thou coach said i'm qualified de.. but yet i still dono how am i gotta play yet !! hmmm... i'm worry even thou i train super hard now... i'm just lag of confident.. the confident that we always say out from our mouth isn't something so easily to gain ! i feel that this kind of " confident " isn't somebody can give de.. it's come from my heart and my soul.. but i really hope that u that somebody can give me a great support so that i can ready my soul.. hmmm... u know who u are.. ya it's u !!!

i dono how to name this post... so i just leave it empty lak. hmmm... well.. these few days i'm only full with intervarsity training. hopefully this few days i can improve lak.. hahha... tired now and i still manage to blog-ging... :P

ok.. yesterday something really unexpected happened !!! hahha... i won't say much cos later sure kena forward email back de !!! i still dono which " free " guy done that but it's ok cos he really too " free " de.. swepiak ! really something unexpected and shock as well lak.. so far only few ppl know lak.. so i better don said it out but just some " hints ".. ok here it goes " hubert got a big white letter " while the contains u guess guess lak.. hahha...

mayb running away is something that can make both side better... but some ppl quit o run away in some typical time will make ppl feel more hard to stuff lor.. but lucky some1 who have the higher post " back up " me.. hahha..

today i start training at 1 pm till 10pm !! ouchhhh.. so tiring but i feel very satisfies lak !! heheh... the coach ahh give some advice lor.. i actually expect more from her but doesn't much also.. haihz.... hopefully next class she give more advise lak.. hehhe...

10 more days !

* Spin The World *
*Spin The World*



the event take we prepared for 9 months finally here !!! hmmm.. happy cos everything is going smoothly and all sponsorship got de.. hopefully everything is fine !! hmmm...





ok.. "Multimedia University Inter Varsity Table Tennis Tournament 2008" finally come !!! committee, be ready for the great preparation ! playersss, ready for the great fight ya !!!! hehhe...

my champion blade...

why i called them champion blade ? sure got their own reason de lak.. hehhe.. actually i still got 3 more blade but spoil de spoil and sell n sell...

and this is wat i left.. hmmm...

1st one.. optimum carbo... wat is so special about it ? it can give a powerful smash and counter attack lor.. hehe... and is whole blue !!! cool right ??? hahha...
wat is it history ? errr.. mmu close double champion, mix 1st runner up, johor open semi final list, usci merdeka open champion !!!!

next is my very super optimum seven ! seven = " 7 " which is my lucky number.. heheh.. can produce a very high and powerful and very very very spin top spin.. usually ppl cannot tahan the spin cos the ball will fly away once ppl's blade touches it.. hahha.. it's a whole red blade !!!
history : mmu cyber close double champion and mix double 2nd runner up... seremban open semi final list, ranking tournament 2 champion, ranking tournament 3 champion, dusun unbeatable record, klang's campany 2nd runner up.. and also can't beat ling tiong sik for 10 games !! hahha.. of course i can't beat my own si fu lak !! hahha...

now is hydrid wood ! one of the most high tech blade i got for the moment ! it's nano tech composite blade !!! NANO Tech oiii !! no kidding one.. heheh... it's whole black and a very nice looking blade...
no history for this blade cos still not used to it yet !!!it's goood in control and ball u hit won't go out of table so easily de !! heheh..

cny week...

well... during cny i only took few photo.. but anyway.. this is one of my living room's pic.. hehhe. with dono wat show on the tv.. :D



next will be my friendsssss... girl's friendsssss... hahha... all are my ex- school mate... hehhe.. hui na, vannesa, joslyn, manda, me, chirstina, cindy, audrey and kimber... actually there are like hundred of them cam my house.. but only this group of ppl took photo at my house.. hahah.. so that's the only one i got.. :P


oh ya.. never forget yiing.. one of my best best friend.. she gotta graduate this year and gotta continue staying in nz de... maybe few years can't met up with her already.. haihz.. willl miss u de yiing..

*took this photo in car *

ok... next is brother liaw.. hahah.. thong wei.. some1 whom i know since primary 2.. used to be the one bully me.. hahha.. anyway, we at airport's star buck.. he gotta go australia this friday de.. haihz.. n not coming back so soon also.. gotta miss u alot bro !!!!!!!!! remember keep in touch ya..

now is uncle or i called him " ah su ".. he is my personal table tennis coach and personal robot pong machine.. hehhe.. without him i'm not the " ping pong guy " ppl know now.. hehhe.. thanks alot at su.. oh ya.. his birthday is on valentine's day.. hehe...

too free...

wat happened recently ? i really dono.. wat i know i missed home and missed my family alot.. haihz.. is it like wat ppl commented ? " lalala.. haihz.. grow up lak.. " ?? btw.. wat do u mean by grow up lak ? specific a bit mar... if dare to write comment just tell who u are lak... haihz.. dare to write but don dare to say out who are u wor.. doesn't seem like u are grow up also wor.. is that the grow up u meant ? haihz... some ppl different.. cos some ppl dare to express how they feel and wat they think but true also sometimes offenced ppl lak..

don understand why also cos some ppl like to do some small action and tell ppl this and that about wat ppl had wrote on somebody.. got few possibility :-

a. too free cos too smart no need study
b. too free cos no bf or gf beside to annoy him or her
c. too free so go make ppl angry
d. too free so go gossip ppl

there are too many possibililty... sometimes i also don even know about anything but i do know wat is right and wrong.. sometimes before u finalize a result, please read everything 1st before u tell me wat.. blog sometimes really don have enough space to type wat u wan to type de.. so there are always got another post to continue... haihz...

Happy Chinese New Year

2 more hours it will be cny de.. hehhe.. here wishing every1 happy chinese new year.. and all the best to all of u.. heheh.. hugsss...

map

i wonder ppl can see it o not.. hahha.. try to click it and see how k ? hehhee... ppl my house will be open to u all on the 3rd day of chinese new year.. hehe...

back kuching....

i'm now at KLIA waiting for time to pass... i'm counting and waiting... hehhhee.... now only 1 more hour ++ to go and i will be on the plane back to kuching... feel excited and bu she de... can see my previous blog lak... hehhhe...

wat did i done last night huh ? i also forgot de lor.. wat i remember i was tidy part of my room and then packing n hang my clothes.. hmm.. wat else huh ? oh ya i also watched a movie n forget wat it's name already... :P

n just this morning, uncle lim come fetch me here.. of course it's not free lak althou called him uncle lim.. ps n ps he is not the uncle lim * genting's boss * hahha... it costed me RM 120 come KLIA and now i end up at coffee bean.. :P

just this morning, HS come all the way from kl to malacca to find me for breakfast.. wor so touching.. aiyo she just on the way back batu pahat so drop by here only lak ! where got so nice one her !!! hahahha... k lak.. thanks for having breakfast with me if not i also won't be eating until i reached here.. so that makes me no Macd at KLIA lor.. hmpfff....

flight is 2something and now here is crowded with alot of ppl... malays, indian, " ang mo ", and every colours of races of human being is here.. but wat u can see there are more chinese around compare to other races of ppl lak... even here full with chinese new year feel and mood... just now when a couple pass by me they even sing chinese new year songs... of course they are an old couple lak.. usually when comes to cny, old folks will be busier than before cos all their children are coming back and also grand children maybe.. hehhe.. i bet my grandmother will expecting me back... hahha.. one year + i dint go back de..

ok... now is chinese new year plansss.. sorry i got no idea at all.. haihz.. all i know jon is back there and will leave kch very soon de !!! haihz... sad things !!!

today...

today.. u must be thinking wat is so special about today ! today is the day i finally going back home.. my home in kuching ! miss my home.. miss my friends back there.. family i missed the most !!! nevertheless i missed my friends here.. for the pass 8 months or more, we all together doing everything and talk about everything and be there for each of us when we are facing something... i really wanna thank u all.. my ttc committees especially edmond, ghee oon, siew lee, anne,hubert, yen chee, and alot more... not to forget my coursemate too... jia tsing, deebie them all and also jasmine n sayeed them !!! yeah ! u guys are the best to me...

if i forget this i will get kill!! ok here goes. some1 special to me whom i really treasured alot... u are not far yet not near too.. just hope during this festival season u will be enjoying with family n friendss... and hope this year and the coming n coming years our relationship will be more clear and get better and better.. hopefully it last long also... muaksssss..... hugssss...

hahha... today i felt happier than before.. i dono why.. in class i was so excited listen to wat DR Sim taught us.. bio material huh ? seem interesting to me by now.. hahha... after that i out lunch with yiyi at macd... she going back later.. huhhuhu... i gotta miss u alot !!! seriously!!!! hmmm... after that i play with my hamster... will miss u guys too..

wat actually am i blogging today ? sound like i'm gotta leave here forever !! hahah.. well.. i really miss u ppl here n especially u lak... cos i'm oversea de... hmm... every1 take care k !? will be seeing each other in one week time ! just every1 must come back in a piece and don get sick o wat !!!!

update till 1.34pm 1st... tonight got time only update again ! hahha...

ranking tournament 3 !?

hmm.. just 1 hour from now.. we finally done our third table tennis ranking tournament... hmmm...

Champion : Anouymous * guess *

1st runner up: Chow Yee Fan

2nd runner up : Chin Liang Hoe

3rd runner up : Tan Yook Siang

4th runner up : Lim Che Yong

hmm... is it ranking that important ? i everyday play with u ppl of course i know where is ur weakness lak... go out play ma also kena fried by other ppl... sigh... just dono why everytime i got the champ.. hmmm...

coming up will be MMU intervarsity table tennis tournament de lor.. hopefully can join it but with a conditions Kiang Meng is joining.. hehhe.. n also Che Yong... hmm...

I Know..

i know...
there is alot about u
and there is too much for me...

i know..
too many stuff happening
and there isn't any solutionss..
ohhhh...

i know...
we might ending up be stranger
and even moreee...

i know..
u got too many to think of...
and i'm just burden for u..

i know..
u got many choice around u....
and i'm just nobody...

i know...
i can't do anything now...
and even later...

i know...
there's a gap between us...
and i'm trying to fix it...

can u just a chance ?
can u just care for me ??
can u just miss me more ???
can u just Loove mEee more ????

i know...
there is somebody between us !
and i wan u to know..
i can always wait and wait.. ooohhhh....

i really hope that one day...
the dayyy...
we will be together....
and there isn't any1 bother us...
and there isn't any1 disturb us....

and i just wan to tell u...
that i...
and i...
seriously in love with u....