i'm tired

i'm tired not because of exercising nor work non stop.. i'm tired cos for this period of time i keep on studying and waiting.. waiting for wat ? waiting for time to pass and waiting for exam and waiting for u... sigh... it isn't fun to wait althou it's a give for me that i'm can actually be very patient.. hmpff...

sometimes thing work better when both thing gave 1:1 ratio. like study.. notes and books give u 100% while u only give the book n notes 50 %.. means 1:2 so not efficient at all.. hmm... n work ! for my event i know i'm not the highest person n i know sometimes i do be lazy but at least i done my part so i give myself 75% but u.. uuuuuuu n uuuuuuu... u know who lak... u only give me 50%.. so can u tell me can we make it sucess ?? hmm... then u ( some1 else ) i give u 100% but u.. i dono how many ? many only 20%? o less.. sigh.. can we make it happen ? hmmm... i wonder.................................

arghh... i'm totally tired of this life.. why can't we give 1:1 system ? isn't not fair to those who contribute alot to something and to some1 ? hmm.. i wonder..... siggghhhhhh......

finalssssss.......

hmm... as finals approaching.. i get more n more lazy.. arghhhhhh.... wat the heck am i doing ? hmm.. i wonder.. i keep on thinking of some other things than studies.. hmm... somebody pls knock my head !!!

suppose now i need to read on bioinformatics stuff but then.. i'm blogging now.. aikssss... hahha...

hopefully enjoy my previous post lak.. cyah ppl.. good luck in finalss..

I'll wait..

I'll Wait


I’ll wait
My mind is lost and so confused
What should I do?
Oh God, what should I do?
I find myself so missing you
Just whether or not I should?
Hopefully one day
It will come
A time
We will know each other’s mind….


Face to face
It will bring an ending to the mime
I’ll wait and wait
And wait until my waiting days are over.. oOhHh…

I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For days I’ll wait, for years I’ll wait, and I tell you that my waiting ends
I pray that my waiting will end
And it end
On the day you say ‘I do’
And that someone will be me


If that someone who’s not me
There’s nothing I can do
But to leave you
And leave here
In silent


I know now it happened to have someone
In between both of us
I got nothing to say but to accept it
Even thought I truly unhappy with it
But I’ll wait and wait and wait
Hopefully one day you’ll be mine
Completely mine


truly believe it
That’s the reason I waited for years
One day…
And that day
Where is my waiting ends


Love is patient, love is kind, and love never lies
Love is willingness to die for another’s life
Love is trust built over time, with hope and faith combined
True love will stand the storms of the test to the very end of time.


I’ll wait and wait and wait until my waiting days are over
I’ll wait from morning ‘till the night, I’m always on my standby
For years I’ll wait, for ages wait,
But there will be an ending point
The point I end my waiting days
Hopefully,
On the day you say ‘I do’
And it’s to me

christmas~~

hmm.. wat is all about christmas ?? some ppl think that christmas is all about holiday.. some ppl think that it's a gathering among friends and families... but wat actually is christmas ? hahha.. in a religion view.. it's the born of Jesus Christ.. hahha..

oh well.. wat did i do then ? on 24th, TTC family gather at my place.. we gather and we have fun.. Bbq here, talking crapzz, " suan siao " one another, sharing each others " cold " jokes, drink some wine and bla bla bla.. hahha.. oh ya i even learn how to ride a bike.. thanks to ghee oon and hoong.. hahha... well that night in my house got who ya ? hmm.. me, hubert, ah leong, anne, edmond, yee fan, wan xin, siew lee, zhi yong, ghee oon, hoong, steven, jocelyn, ck, pei pei, pei pei's friend, yen chee, and who else ya.. i also can't remember all.. hahha...

then next day, we went table tennis at 9am.. haha.. after that back home rest and sleep until quite late.. hahha.. then we go eat pizza and after that watch movie... till today the 26th.. went sibaraku for appreciation lunch for the lost camp.. haha... so chun we got ah lai ge cook for us.. hahha... thanks ya cos make us full till diaphargm there.. :P

hmm.. after all the enjoyment i had these few days.. i feel so guilty.. 1st because i spend alot.. 2nd because i dint study.. 3rd because i know i will gain weight de :( hahha...

finals is here.. so every1 jia you and gambateh !!!

sooner o later i'm going nuts~

i feel so much tension and stress these days... just last night !!! i really lost my mind.. driving lancer out and turn all the road i know in malacca just to find u... i can't believe i actually did that... i dono why... i dono wat happened.. i dono wat is going wrong.. i dono... i seriously don get it...

wearing formal after changed last night and in a lancer and police tot that i'm a fellow member of gangster ! oh pls police.. do i look like one ? just that i dint put on any smile last night u think i'm one of them ? u just couldn't understand wat is my feeling that time.. worried and scared.. scared of wat will happened next and worried wat will happened to u.. sigh..

presentation this morning was screw up.. no sleep whole night and went to place i don even know where.. i donooo... i can't be reliable on ? am i that bad ? sigh.. wat should i do ? any1 can tell me ? wat i feel now is to leave.. i really feel so hopeless... sigh...

hmm...

hmmm.. being emotional again these days.. arghhh... i dono why.. hahha.. i going nuts and crazy de.. hmm...

promises..

is promises mean to be break ?? the answer is yes !!!!! disappointment !!! important ?? i really don get it lak... sigh... just compare the importances ? then i'm not important at all !!! sigh...

christmas week......

6 more days to actually come to christmas.. and wat i know ppl around me are heading back to hometown.. hmm... back to sarawak one back.. back to serembam one also back.. back to kl one also back.. back to penanggg one also backk.. haihz..

coming 6 days.. wat should i do ? hmmm i really dono eh ! haihz... but tonight there will be a musical show perform by my fellow buddies and coursemate and classmate... they are .. too many lak, lazy to type their names de.. hahha.. but there mostly from CF.. anyway.. remember to go watch if u read this...

VENUE : MAIN HALL, MMU MALACCA CAMPUS
TIME : 730PM
FREE !!!! GOT DOOR GIFT !!! AND HANDMADE BOOKMARKS !!!!

thursday.. hmm will be my private time.. so P&C

friday.. also my private time but morning will be presentation.. haihz...

saturday... i forgot wat i need to do already but mostly will be go practising table tennis and some other stuff.. hmmm

sunday.. ranking tournament... but this time sure will fall from the 1st to dono which positions de lak.. huhuhhuhu.....

monday.. dono wat to do.. stay at home sleep..

tuesday... lagi dono wat to do... hmmm...

seeeeeee... my WONDERFUL and interesting christmas week !!! so SAD !!! haiz...

finally wake up...

this week suppose to be free but who knows everything seem to be like so busy.. haihz.. my schedules is pack from monday to friday.. hahha...

hmm.. replying my last blog.. i think i finally know wat is the feeling of love..

love is sometimes sweet when some1 treated u nice.. love sometimes bitter when some1 treated u cool and mean sometimes.. hmpff.. i just don understand why this happened...

love is good and love is bad..

love is to u and only but it's selfish in other ppl views...

love can mean to break but it doesn't apply to me.. hmmm... u know lak.. :P

althought ppl called me AMK, but i can only tell u that u really don understand me.. hmmmm...

love is short but i pray hard our love will last long..

when u are in love.. life is very unorganized, mysterous, excited, feeling nice, interesting, expectation, weird, funnny and everything that can colour ur day and life..

these day i may sound like very weird and confuse and insecure.. because i just feel very pack in my mind cos i can't recognise and can't believe tat it's all true.. but now.. i finally wake up from wat i think is wrong.. i believe that it's true and knowing that will be the right one.. just pray hard for everything.. hope u get wat i mean.. hmm... cos i know some1 is reading it.. :P

hmmm...

對很多人來説談過戀愛的人一定對戀愛的定義了如指掌
可是我很肯定地告訴大家那是錯的
因爲我到目前爲止還捉摸不定什麽是愛
我在談戀愛卻不知道什麽是戀愛
那很可悲耶可是我知道我是幸福的！
對我而言，那就夠了:)
愛到底是怎樣的呢?
是不是一個男生想照顧一個女生一輩子那麽簡單?
還是只是因爲孤單而需要另一半來度過下半輩子呢?
或者是愛根本沒有存在著？那愛又是怎麽開始的呢?


haha... sorry ya.. lazy to type in english de lor.. hahha...

喜欢与爱 like and love...

"喜欢与爱 @ like and love"

喜欢你的人：半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。 爱你的人：半夜看你在网上会赶你下线。
some1 like u : will call u and talk with u till late night.. some1 love u: will ask u stop chatting and go sleep !!

喜欢你的人：他会找你出去玩，叫你放弃正事或逃课。 爱你的人：他会催你快写作业或者与你讨论功课。
some1 like u: will always ask u out and leave away everything important.. some1 love u: will always ask u do ur homework and discuss homework with u..

喜欢你的人：在你生病时，会讲好话关心你。 爱你的人：在你生病时，他会关心到你烦，并强迫你去看医生。
some1 like u: will said everything that wan u to know he is care about u.. some1 love u: will nag u go see doc till u feel annoying..

喜欢你的人：他会尽量说好话来讨好你，你也会觉得很开心。 爱你的人：他所说的话，都是关心你的，但是通常象是在命令。
some1 like u: will only said something to make u feel happy.. some1 love u: watever he said is like command u but he really care about u alot..

喜欢你的人：他什么事情都会配合你，只要你开心。 爱你的人：他会帮你辨别是非，但是你会感觉他管的太多。
some1 like u: he will do watever thing with u, just wan u be happy.. some1 love u: he will help u differentiate wat is right and wat is wrong but u will feel that he care too much.. hmm..

喜欢你的人：他说他要给你最大的快乐。 爱你的人：他只能给你保证，你跟他在一起，你们会是最快乐的。
some1 like u: he will only said he will give u the biggest happiness.. some1 love u: he can only promise u that when u are with him, both of u will be the happiness one..

喜欢你的人：他在意你的生活细节，即使你做错了什么，他也不会指出来。 爱你的人：他在意你的一举一动，告诉你什么地方错了，什么地方该如何做，该如何与别人交往。
some1 like u: he will care about ur life but watever things u did it wrongly he will tell u about it.. some1 love u: he will care about ur every move and will tell u wat to did wrongly and how to do it.. and care about who u always hang out with..

喜欢你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，送夜宵，载你上下课或上下班。 爱你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，不过会提醒你吃什么比较健康；他会载你上下课或上下班，但通常是顺路；因为他不会为了你而逃课。因为他知道，他要为你们的将来而努力。
some1 like u: he will buy u supper and deliver it and fetch u go school and back school.. some1 love u: he will buy u supper and remind u wat to eat to stay healthy.. fetch u go school because it's convenient.. he won't skip class o ignore his work because he know that he need to work hard for both of ur future...

喜欢你的人：他不会在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。 爱你的人：他很在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往 some1 like u: he won't care wat u doing and who are u hanging out with o working with o even ur friends.. some1 love u: he will care and wan to know wat are u doing all the time and who are u hanging out with all the time and ur friends and also ur wroking partner.. hmm..

喜欢你的人：他只想要现在 爱你的人：他会想到现在和已经预见未来，该怎么自我努力，好好给你幸福无论现在还是未来。
some1 like u: he will only think of now.. some1 love u: he will think of now and also the future.. know wat he need to do to give u happiness no matter now or in the future.. hmm..

喜欢你的人：他会说“我喜欢你！” 爱你的人：他会说“我爱你！”
some1 like u: he only say " i like u!" some1 love u: he only say " i love u!"

当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速和感到开心。　 但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心。
when u stand beside some1 u like u will feel ur heart beat got faster and feel happy.. while when u stand beside some u like u will only feel happy..

当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞。 但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑。
when u look at ur love 1 directly, u will feel shy shy de.. when u look at some1 u like, u will only smile...

当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿。 但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言。
when u talk with some1 u love, u will feel that u are stuck in ur words.. when u talk with some1 u like, u will talk very smooth..

当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭和安慰她。 但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她。
when u wanna cry, some1 u love will cry with u and comfort u.. while some1 u like only will use his skillful comfort technic to comfort u..

当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水， 当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!
if u donwan to love that person already, u need to close ur eyes and force ur tears not to come out.. if u don wan to like that person anymore, wat u need to do only close ur ears..

喜欢,是一种心情 爱,是一种感情, 喜欢,是一种直觉 爱,是一种感觉. 喜欢,可以停止 爱,没有休止。 喜欢一个人,特别自然 爱一个人,特别坦然。
like is only a emotional thing but love is a very mysterious thing.. like is only a instinct but love is a feeling.. like can stop but love can't.. like some1 is very normal but love some1 is very honest one..

喜欢一个人,有时候盼和他在一起 爱一个人,盼和他在一起也有时候怕和他在一起 。
like some1, u will feel like be with him some times but love some1, u will wan to be with him more but sometimes scare to be with him.. hmm..

喜欢一个人,不停的和他争执 爱一个人,不停的为他付出。
like some1, u won't stop argue with him.. but love some1, u will only know how to give her all the best u got..

喜欢一个人,希望他可以随时找到自己；　 爱一个人,希望可以随时找到他。
like some1, u hope he can always know what he is up to.. but love some1, i will always hope i can find her anytime and anywhere.. ahem...

喜欢一个人,总是为他而笑 爱一个人,总是为他而哭，
like some1, u will only smile because of her.. but love some1 u will only cry and sad because of her..hmpff...

喜欢,是执着 爱,是值得。
like is stubborn but love is treasure and worth de..hmm..

喜欢就是喜欢,很简单 。爱就是爱,很复杂
like is simple but love is far more complicated.. hmm..

喜欢你,却不一定爱你 。爱你,就一定很喜欢你　
like u but don love u.. but i love u and i like u alot too...

其实,喜欢和爱仅一步之遥。
actually like and love just a line different only... hmm...

story...

hmm.. suddenly think of this.. maybe u all can use it as ur reference la..

a guy named " h " like to ask her gf " are u tired and later wanna eat wat ? " with his hand at her gf waist..

her gf named " e " answer " h ".. "i'm already so tired de.. wanna eat wat also donwan faster decide.. and everytime have to ask me.."

" h " lower down his head and said " i just wan u to teman u eat something that u like.. after that see ur smile and leave away all the unhappy moment of ur work time.. i know i'm very useless and can't help u for all the things u gone through during ur work time.. wat only i can do is pamper u and sayang u... "

after " e " listened to wat " h " said, she said a " sorry " to him... " h " just answer back " it's ok.. u happy enough de.. " then give " e " a * muakz * on her fore head..

sometimes... we mayb feel very sad and unhappy of work, studies, friends, family and everything.. but we also can't ignore our beloved feeling and that will surely hurt some1 u love... that's why now a days, i will a smile on my face but not to show a unhappy face or show the bad temper of mine in front of those ppl i love.. no matter to family, friends and especially gf..

up n down n upppzzz...

hmm... everything seem to change very sudden everyday.. i dono wat to say.. but only can say that happiness can't last long and sadness won't continue forever.. but for every1 surely wanna be happy everyday n won't think of sad things o wat one la...

well.. these days, exam started n start a bit busy but still very lazy of studying for mid term.. as final approached, i'm getting lazier n more n more lazy.. haihz.. alot of tremenous change recently.. from a very strong changed to a weak person.. from an expert change to a noob... haihz.. i also dono wat happened to me.. i just wish to go back to the normal n previous me.. simple minder but i'm happy of my life.. hmmm.. honestly i don really feel happy of my life now.. hmm... seem like everything is not the way i wan too.. hmmm.. sad thing !!!

but thanks to u.. i feel much more happy de.. ppl said i'm very patience n from the deep of my heart i think i'm not really.. but because of some other reason that make me so patience.. hmm something that couldn't be explain in words... hahha.. muakzzz...

URL for lost camp and sibaraku photo....

not much photo actually... hahahha.. but anyway.. enjoy looking a it la...

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=555023506&ref=pb

confident-less

hahha... is there any term like tat ?? this is the question i asked jasmine and she answered me " no wor " hmm...

i'm in kl and the most important point is... i'm alone in kl and it's saturday night !! argh.. suppose saturday night we should go out have fun and along out with gang and also friends or even some1 special.. hmm... but i'm alone in kl.. in my own hotel room and i'm completely alone... wah... should so AMAZE right ? but it's true.. no lies.. haihz...

today seem like alot of functions around.. this afternoon, i went to time square using kl monorial from hang tuah station.. actually just a station from there.. but it's completely and very very crowded... i waited 3 or 4 times only i can get into the monorial... and somemore it's very pack and i'm a sandwich when i come out from the monorial.. haihz... and in front of pavilion and star hill there are santassss... i tot they are giving out present and wanna go over.. cos see many ppl there.. hahha.. but only photo taking.. hiahz.. kinda disappointed.. hahah... guess i won't have any present this year as well.. # hint hint hint # *u know i know la ppl.. know wat to do right ? cos i'm complaining now.. haha*

hmmm... must be wondering why i say " confident-less " right ? hmm.. some1 who know me but not well will only feel that i'm very confident but actually ppl.. i'm a 100% confident-less guy.... no matter to my own abilities, my skills, my speaking, my out look, my relationship, my friends and so on.. i always feel so confident-less... haihz.. not i don trust ppl but i don trust myself.. cos i feel like i'm some1 useless.. some1 who will be forgetten and being taken for granted.. hmm... o maybe these days i feel kinda sad, emo and disappointed with alot of things.. hmm... i wonder wat.. haihz... i donooooo.....

ok... i'm meeting up my family here in kl but i really very tired cos need to follow their rhythm.. they walk super slow la.. especially my aunty and her daughter... like turtle.. ahhaha... bought nothing here for myself nor to others... hahahha... money-less.. hahah... broke de la.. need to ask for this month pocket money 1st before i can spend of some christmas present.. haha...

how to spend this year christmas ?? hmm.. that day ttc family say wanna spend it at yee fan's ug house.. and exchange present and bring foods n wine n beer for celebration.. hahha... dono them le.. always say then forget and spend with bf or gf one la... FFK-king for ttc family !! hahahhahahahhahah..... anyway.. will update very soon about it.. who ever are alone o feel like joining can always let me know ya.. hahha... wanna party !!! hehe... n wanna spend more time with u during this special moments.. hmm... u know la.. :P

arghhHHhHhHHHhHHhhhHHHh..........

hmm... is promises meant to be break ? i really dono... why i'm the one who always being taken for granted.. no matter who.. why u will always think that " wen how sure got his own way to settle it.. " or " it's ok la.. i know he won't angry with it.. " wat am i to u ? i really dono... friend ? love ones ? family ? sigh... don think that i'm very smart and clever or even superman o wat.. i just a very normal person.. and just wan a very normal life..

i like ppl find me when ppl need my help and i will surely try my best to help... but when i really need ur help ? will u be there ? promises and " ok " and " kk " and "tomorrow lak".. is it stuff that u had promised me is not as important as others ? is it wat okay o deal o plans that had been planned not important at all ?? tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow.. endless tomorrow.. is it that i need to wait till the day i die only not tomorrow ??? sigh.... i just some1 who u to being take for granted.. i really dono and don understand..

i just nobody to u ppl.. sometime action is better than words.. just don be some1 who is NATO.. No action, Talk only.. sigh... why GOD impliment promise ? is because He wan us to trust each others and help each others and make each other happy with the promises that had been make.. hmmm.. why we just can't make out promise or plan happened ? sigh...

arghhhHhHHHHHhHHhHhHHHhhHHhhhHH..........................................................................

wat will u do ??

hmm... when u have some1 in ur mind.. wat will u do ?
will u always think of him o her ?
will u always wan him o her be by ur side ?
will u always wan to see him o her ?
hmm.. i wonder...

when u have problems, who will u look for ?
father ?
mothers ?
brothers ?
sisters ?
me ?
you ?
friends ?
girl friend ?
boy friend ?
hmm.. i dono...

when u buy a present, who will u 1st think of ?
me ?
parents?
brothers ?
sisters ?
girls friends?
boy friends ?
hmm... i think i got the answer...

who will u miss everyday ?
me ?
you ?
parents ?
siblings ?
gf ?
bf ?
hmm.. i know u know my answer...

sigh... i also dono wat am i writing la... today's meter is " LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

means super duper hyper extremely and seriously very low !!! sigh !!!!!!

emo~

hmm.. for the pass few weeks, i feel very happy althou camp stuff getting messy n getting more n more.. but dono why.. working with a bunch of friends make me feeel more warm and make me feel like i'm actually exist in this world.. sound weird huh ? * honestly i feel weird too *

some ppl call it as " emo ".. some ppl called it as crazy.. i dono.. i just feel like i'm nobody in this world and not needed at all.. sigh...

but recently i feel kinda happy and feel like there is some1 for me... i dono my feeling is true o not.. cos i dono wat is the " feed back ".. is it because again i'm giving out on my own ? o is it this time it's from the both side.. hmmm... i wonder.. n i dono.. i dono why i'm being choosen.. cos i'm a lousy guy.. i'm a loser.. i got nothing at all... no money.. no car.. hmm.. i dono... if u read this blog just tell me how ! i really confuse now... 547 days already... i can't imagine i actually counted it..

i feel like i'm lost... lost as in i dono wat to do and dono wat am i talking about and dono wat am i suppose to respon o do... n this only apply when i'm facing u.. why GOD give me such a weird personalilty ? why can't GOD give me a better one and make me a better minded person ?? sigh... i'm confused...

hmm... sometimes time we spend talking together is limited but i treasured each and every single moment of it... i dono why.. time we talk pass very fast and things i wanted to tell u are thousand till i can't finish it.. or should i say i dono how to express it out.. hmmm...

pls.. just don ignore me and don ignore wat i asked and don treat me for granted anymore ok ? hmmm... that's hurt when u did that... hmm...

The LOST camp !!!

this is the coming camp that u all must join !!! u would be disappointed cos there are alot of interesting games and activities waiting for u.. heheh... nevertheless, mayb hot chicks and also smart guys u can know through this camp ya.. wakaka...

for ur information, it's organized by 3 clubs which is table tennis, badminton and flex.. hehe... registration fees only RM 30 for members and non member only RM 35.. aren't it super cheap in this cases ? hehe... why it's cheap ? because it included transports, foods, t shirt, and also a bbq n camp fire night... amazing right ?

so wat are u waiting for ?? come n join us here at The Lost camp... n it isn't all about camp.. it's all about.. u will know when u join.. hehe...

pass one week..

these day keep delaying to update my blog de.. haha.. well.. dono wat to write as well.. :P

well.. the pass one week, i been meeting n meeting n meeting.. n some more sick.. haihz... very heavy flu, cough, sore throat n also fever.. hahha.. sick + go meeting + go sports = i'm a super man !! haha...

oh ya.. i went badminton twice last week n also futsal.. futsal is fun but i dint even score any ball.. huhu... wat i know only use butt to defence.. haha... that is wat cheese said one.. haha.. who else beside me went for futsal ya.. hubert, zhen sheng, tian yih, joshua, cheese, joshua's housemate, shan chai, and zhou,wee meng and ah wee.. hehe.. fun..

while badminton i went with hubert, wee meng, zhi yong, siew lee, yee fan, edmond n weng siong.. n before that we went simply fish for our dinner.. siew lee's right eye like kena hubert punch so it's like panda eye.. dono why.. haha.. jkjk...

yesterday went for a movie.. ball of fury.. it's about table tennis.. but who knows it all crapz... movie grade : 3 stars only.. haihz.. but cannot denied it really funny.. haha...

while i just finish modifying the NS circuit.. just change the arrangement a bit only la.. feel so guilty that i dint did much in this project...

oh ya.. thursday went for game test.. was very tiring at 1st but dono why feel so happy after that.. hahha.. weird me.. :p

some1 is avoiding me.. u know who u are.. hmm... i dono why.. haihz...

i also dono wat am i writing in this blog la.. seem like the arrangement and also the way i write is a bit... er.. dono.. haha.. anyway.. update next time...

sch reopen again !

just today... or now.. MMU life start again. after 3 weeks of " FUN " n " INTERESTING " holiday, finally school start again.. gotta be busy with alot of club events and most important one, studies.. haihz...

plan of the sem :
week 1 : meeting meeting meeting n meeting... haihz...
week 2 : camp
week 3 : cyberjaya close
week 4: study study study n study
week 5 : meet up mum in kl
week 6 : study study study
week 7 : study study n study
week 8 : study and prepare for exam lor.. hahha..

not to forget:
week 1 to week 8 : training and also study la... haihz....

is it all my uni life just for studies and also club ??? can i have some other things ?? sigh...

past few days...

well.. just last saturday, me, hubert, kia kiet, shan chai, joshua and few more had our very 1st MUET.. just hope that it will be the last as well.. yeaH~ wat question it come out for eassy ? " role model can impact one's life ? " wat a weird and stupid question.. haihz..

after that, me, anne, edmond n hubert went to some pets shop around in malacca to find some hamsters and also guinee pigs.. some1 is going to buy hamsters for some1.. hahah.. not to mention who is that cos scare that might be my last blog here.. hahha.. next time will upload some of the hamsters photo.. hahha...

life have been getting very miserable this few weeks... everything seem doesn't goes like wat i wan and wat i tot of.. sigh... sometimes is better to have one choice than many choice.. cos at last u will end up got nothing.. maybe that why ppl like simple life than complicated life.. haihz...

talking about training.. i have been training for 3 weeks.. instead of improve, i having the situation that is another way round.. haihz.. wat the world is happening to me... i tot it was because of bat problems n i changed a blade n try... seem like it really got some different huh ? but i greatly doubt it's my own problemss.. haihz..

some people just keep on giving me some stupid reason on this and that... does that really matter wat reason u give after u done something already hurt some1 else ? haihz... u think sorry can just be said easily huh ? when u did something wrong u will have to pay for it... just mess around with me anymore !!!

31st of October...:D

hmmm.. today is super hyper day... dono why.. no reason no special stuff happened no everything... hahha...

well.. today is 31st of october.. when it comes to 31st of every month, i will think of baskin robin.. hahha... today luckily chang cherng remind me that's why we whole house went baskin robin but without jia hao cos he is working... wakkaka.. but he also not so bad cos he called macd... hahha... talking about macd, we saw few new set of value meal and it seem very nice n VALUE ya.. haha.. but one of the best i think is DOUBLE chicken spicy macDeluxe... hahha... ya it's DOUBLE !! means there are 2 piece of spicy chicken inside.. haha.. 1st thing i saw that meal i was like " wow~ it sure make my tummy burst.." but i still wanna try someday... wakkaka..

back to baskin robin... today i order a " quart " n it's aruond 700g... that's fattening.. of course i dint finish it alone but shared it with hubert.. haha.. but still fattening as well cos its 350g of fats oi !! hahha.. ok.. today flavours are " Rump Rasins", " Chocolate Cuppocino", and also " Baseball Nuts".. haha... nice for all flavour.. for those who would like to have a little bit of alcohol taste, u can definately try Rum Rasins.. hahha...

then later, we went for a walk in MP... leong and chang cherng went buy few clothes and i bought a torch light.. haha..we walk walk walk walk n walk till no place to do de then only go back lor.. hahha... n one thing that surprised all of us is why anne is inside my house ?? wakakka.. she just drop by to hang out at my house cos her friend not back yet.. haihz.. my house just a bus stop for her.. haihz.. :P

n finally it comes till now.. haha.. END.. hehe..

tadaaaa~ finally updated... hehe...

hmm.. haven't been update my blog for quite sometimes... well.. nothing much happened but getting fatter.. omg !!!! hahha.. cos keep on eating and training isn't heavy enough to cover all the calories i takes... hahha...

hmm.. today there are something big happened.. one of my friend who almost kena beat up by her opposite neighbour.. wat a stupid reason he gave when he tried to beat a girl up ! u are wrong since u are trying to beat a 20 years old girl up ! somemore u are a 50++ guy !! wat the hell !!! because of dogs bark then u tried to beat o bash a girl up ? omg !!! insane+ crazy guy ! o i can't consider u as a guy la.. hahahha... n no ppl cares when they pass by... wat the world is this huh ?? haihz.. ppl now a days.. can u just lent a help when u saw something like this ??? this isn't the 1st time i hear this kind of things de..

well... been quite sometimes since i saw a girls cried de.. and me n hubert walk 100km/h there to see wat we can help.. i dare u old MAN? , if u are there sure u will be bash till meat balls ya.. wakakka...

hmm... talk some about me.. being training for table tennis recently n inter varsity is 4 months from now n i haven't even have enough practise.. argh !!! somebody help me !!! haihz...

just now just go have dinner with all my favourite seniors + hubert.. haha.. weng siong, my super nice friend who extend a year to teman me.. * i assume myself de la*.. geok hui, some1 who understand me very well.. haha... anne, some1 who i always bully on and also some1 who always care about me.. wow~ glad to have u all.. haha.. n also hubert.. my super housemate+super friend+ super... dono liaw. haha...

hmmmm~ have a look ya.. haha..

fat fat iguana ~~!!!!~~!!!!!!!


last night dinner~ the meat is is super ! haha...

2 days in muar~

saturday i went muar with hubert and wee meng... was an interesting trip cos u can find many delicious food everywhere u go... haha.. but where is muar.. ok let me introduce about ya.. haha..

"Muar (also referred to as Bandar Maharani) is a town in northwestern Johor, Malaysia. The name "Muar" is also used for the name of its district, which is further sub-divided between the Town of Muar and the sub-district of Tangkak. Muar district borders Malacca on the west coast of Peninsular Malaysia. However, both administrative regions are still collectively called Muar by their residents.
Muar district is 2346.12 km², with a population of 328,695 (2000). The name originated from the word Muara or estuary in Malay. The other possible origin is Indian influence which comes from two words; ‘Muna’ and ‘Ar’. ‘Muna’ means three and ‘Ar’ means river, denoting the Muar River, which flows through Muar." http://www.wikipedia.org/

just a bit of history and location of muar from wikipedia ! haha...

ok now.. we went to a badminton court to get wee meng's new badminton racket !! this is the 1st thing we did when we go there.. haha.. then next station is tian yih's house.. at that time i was wondering why wee meng never wanted to go back see his family de !? hmm... ok.. continue back.. we went find zhen sheng.. every1 said that he moved into a new house... 400k house.. sound interesting.. hahha...

ok now comes to food !! 1st food : rojak and ais kacang~
a bit different from kch's rojak and ice kacang.. the taste and appearance both got a bit different... for the ais kacang : colour a bit different and this doesn't taste sweet enough.. haha.. for the rojak: a bit more watery and taste not strong enough... haha.. but over all still ok.. 70 % for both of them.. hahha..

then next we went ah zhou's house cos he said he sick n can't go out with us but when we saw him i think he still can kill few tiger le.. haha..
now is the 2nd station !! asam fish~ yum yum... the cheapest fish i ever eat ! one piece only rm3.. ya is RM3 !!! and 5 of us eat is not more than rm 40.. haha... * forget take photo of the food ya..* 80% for asam fish !! later we back to zhen sheng's house and go back to wee meng house to take a bath... hmm.. after than we pick up tian yih n go zhen sheng's house again.. haha.. seem like we keep on going around ya..

when we reach there, we started to play " majong " we are so " noob " till zhen sheng's mum laugh at us.. haha... we play until 11something then we go for our supper ! in chinese we call it as " li yu mi fen ".. hear that is one of the famous food in muar and been promoted by some tv show eh ! hahha... after eating it, i think it really taste very nice !! haha... 80% for it !! hahha...

then we back n continue play majong~ n it seem be bored when we play majong without money... doesn't tat we called it as gamble ? hahha.. by that we play till 4something.. haha.. amazing right ? haha.. but i doesn't seem tired at all...

the next day we woke up around 9 like that and wait for wee meng to bring us some breakfast.. woh~ muar's most famous " shui kuih, yu tiao, and kueh chap " all in front of us.. hahha.. eat till quite food de... after that we watch a movie and start majong again.. hahha...

around 4 like that we go to some street with is full with stalls.. and here start my eating journey again..
otak-otak.. something u shouldn't miss out when u go muar ya.. haha...

aunty busying cutting the bread she just baked... smell nice.. hahha

then we got " wantan me and some wantan " the " wantan " taste super duper nice.. * 85%" for it ! hahah... and also the " o jeng " is nice also.. hahha.. the best i ever tasted after i come malacca for so long~ haha..

that's end of my trip in muar.. haha... enjoy alot ~!! :D

a night in bamboo huts... and continue with crapzzz...

a night in bamboo huts... a very nice dinner there and wat i ate huh ? my friend who toook salmon something.. * forgot the name * and i got beef tepanyaki~ 1st bite it was a bit weird but after that it taste quite nice.. haha..

last night flow was like that...

6.00pm : searching for a place for dinner.. * found few nice places *
730pm: went mp to buy something...
805pm: pick up some1...
805pm to 820pm: wait for some1
820pm onward: decide where to have dinner and drive around.. hahha..
850pm: dinner time...
10pm: finish dinner and talk...
1030pm: drive around and send friend back..

after that i went back as well.. haha.. wanted to took some photo but... hahha... u know wat ! :P

the present ! hope u will like it... wakakkaka...

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just after i went back home.. i watched super natural s1.. was freak off by it.. haha.. but anyway it a nice series although some sense really scared me ~ haha... * must be wondering why a big guy like me get scared easily right ? * well after u watch it then u will know why.. :P hhaha...

when i woke up i just realised that i actually called some1 n talk.. hahha.. weird right ? n look back at the time it was like 3am.. oh gosh.. why i can't remember anything o can't remember wat i talk about ?? haihz... hopefully i dint said anything wrong o offenced.. hahha... weird me ! :D

holidays getting bored and super bored !! got nothing to do at all.. everyday i keep repeating the same journal and routine... haihz...

wake up -> wash up -> breakfast ( maybe ) -> go table tennis training -> back home -> series or drama o movies -> nap -> waiting for dinner -> missing somebody -> series o drama o movies again -> supper ( maybe ) -> sleep

i perharps this is wat ppl called RELAX and ENJOY ya.. wat the.. haihz.. i hope something i can do during this holiday !! ahhaha...

hmmmmmmm..................

hmmm... some1 said i haven't been update for quite sometimes de... hahha... who arh ? :P well.. recently don't have much stuff to write also.. hahah...

hmm.. went seoul garden with wen hann them all.. finally u graduated from mmu ya wen hann.. hehhe..

all of us.. except me n hooi meng~ hehe..

wen han n hooi meng~ super seniorss.. hehe...

best friend + best ex housemate + best ex anime-mate... hahha...

then next... wat else i did here ? hmm.. table tennis training.. haihz.. seem DE-prove alot !! haihz.. need to training back...

penang trip ? pending !!! uum trip ? pending also !!! langkawi trip ?? pending !!! jb trip ?? pending !!! kl trip ?? pending !!! haihz....

everyday only moviesss... seriesss... drama... no game for me ! haihzz.. ppl ! my life here isn't it so interesting ?? hahhaha...

k now, for coming week plan.. monday.... dono... tuesday, wednesday n... really dono le... hahha... should go find some1 huh ! hehe...

finally !!

finally finish exam... let me refresh back.. 1st day : applied electronics + basic economics, managemnt and accounting... 2nd day : bio-informatics.. 3rd days : mircoProcessor + moral and ethnics.. 4th day : circuit and signals.. well.. kinda relax now till dono wat else can i do for the whole day..

when one thing done.. something comes again... training start next week... i prepared a very intensive and pack schedule for myself.. haha... hope i can make it.. hahha... well... this holiday plans.. go penang... go kl.. go uum(maybe).. stay in malacca berkarat.. haha...

argh~ many things to update actually... but dono how to write anymore de... hahah..but during the passs 2 weeks... really need to thanks to Mr Poh Yan Chee... hahha.. thanks for all the lecture u gave me and also hints and answer u gave me.. hahah.. if i don have alll those stuff.. i think i will failed badly in my finals this time !!! hahha.. once again... u bring me back from hell !! haha...

while to all mechanical studentsss.... good luck for tomorrow paper !! haha... jia you jia you jia you~~ and happy holiday ppl... :D

sorry~

hmm... when talk about sorry.. this words means alot n means nothing to me... 2 are totally different meaning to me.. when some1 said sorry to me.. i will just say it's ok.. that doesn't cost much o hurt much... when some1 said sorry to me.. n if i said, sorry doesn't mean anything.. n sorry won't heal o changed anything at all... this means i'm totally serious in that and that hurt alot...

hmm.. recently, i think i should say sorry to 2 person... 1st is some1 who means alot to me... and another one is one of the closest friend.... been thinking of write u 2 this blog since yesterday.. but i dono how to start it.. haihz... well here i go...

1st... is some1 who are quite important to me.. sorry for being so not understanding recently.. as i said i been lost my way and confuse about alot of stuff.. sometimes i feel happy to see but dono why feel angry when talk to u... haihz.. sorry i yield at u that day but that day i really not in a mood and said something that isn't wat i wan to say... u know u are tired of this kind of situation o " xin ku " and i'm tired of this kind of life and tired of everything... i feel so bad when u treated me nice while i treated u the other way round... n here i wanna say sorry... to u.. i being saying it for quite sometimes cos i'm really feel very " sry " i treated u that way... just be happy k ?

thento my close friend... u always being there to me.. n so sorry i being very rude in my tones and also way i treated u last few days... i was very confuse about myself recently o i'm consider lost already... studies and health been making me think of different kind of possibility and alot of bad sign... haihz... sincerely saying " sry " now.. cos for so many years u know me,how many sorry i ever said to u ?? hmmm... hope u can forgive me for my childish behaviours and also the way i talked to u... sorry..

ok... now wat can i say anymore... for ppl whom i offenced before.. i'm give my apologize here... hope u can forgive me la... thanks ya... hmm...

breakfast...

well... been quite sometimes i wake up so early n go for breakfast de... hahha... cos these days always wake up quite late and if wake up early also at home eat bread alone.. hahha...

today, it's a bit different.. cos i go breakfast not because i got something going on in the morning but teman hui ming go eat... was super blur when wake up.. n before wake up n go wash up, i was stuggling whether wanna go o not.. have to go cos breakfast is good for health and according to researches, we can skip all meals except breakfast and it'll give us whole day energy.. and... argh.. i just cut my crapz la.. haha... most important reason is i promised her to go cos i missed the 1st time de... haha...

not only me n hui ming but hubert n wee meng as well.. haha... surprise that hubert willing to wake up after being sleeping for 3 hours only... haha.. wee meng as usual, night stalker and will only sleep in the day time.. haha...

well... that make my day i guess.. thanks ya ppl.. :D

to wen han !!

TO : SOH WEN HAN

hmm... after tomorrow test, wen han will be officially graduate de... feel so " bu she de " because he is going back to JB after that de...





wen han... u are the 1st senior i knew after i come MMU... the 1st housemate i knew... the 1st person who brought me to rose bak kut teh o beef meat teh la.. hahha.. the 1st person who introduce me gundam and also anime... the 1st person whom i go seoul garden with... the 1st person who stolen my extention plug and let ppl use till now n don wan to ask it back for me.. haha... argh... just too many memories with u... i bet not only me who bu she de u.. but all of us i think.. hmm..

the tallest guy who wearing blue colour shirt and standing behind...

well wen han... hope u will have a brightful future.. and after graduate don forget us.. we are always brother !!! n must always come back find me ya.. hehe... hugs.. * u too big size de.. i can't give u a hug * ahhaha...

walking around...

it seem to be a bit out of ur mind.. it seem to be crazy.. but i really did it.. hahha.. walking from my house to ug then back to taman megah n back to my house... hahha...

feel down n moody only i did that.. n this time walk for so long because of sick n stress n sad i think.. haihz.. just don understand wat am i thinking...

cough like hell... nose bleeding like stream... throat pain like something burns inside.. sigh.. wat else that might come ? fever ? pls Mr Fever.. i know u like me alot but pls leave me alone... hehe...

while walking here n there.. i saw many things... saw an IS carry a chinese because of his leg sprain... saw dogsss that intended to chase me o bite me.. haha.. but i manage to get escape of that.. :P saw some1's car but some1 else is driving... that why dint " hon " me.. haihz... saw some1's car again but this time saw some1 inside but yet dint " hon " me.. u know i know la... haihz...

then back to house again... while outside of my house, i dint cough so badly but when i come back... hmm.. things seem to be getting worst...sigh...

well... time to sleep.. night to the world...

我会好好过

我也很喜欢this song... haha...
i like 这首歌... 哈哈...

3rd paper....

well.. just finish my 3rd paper... computational of bio-informatic.. hmmm.. sound like it's very advance huh ? but it's not.. if it's advance then it will be done using computer at 1st but not all theories and stupid calculation...

coming up next will be mircoP.. something very interesting but super LOGIC.. logic till we can't think of it.. haihz... and also moral... wat can i study for moral ? o is it wasting time if i study it ? hmmm..

lastly, circuit n signals~!!! the 1st subject i think i would possibility to fail... cos i did badly in mid term n lower down my confidence.. sigh... somebody help me !!! yan chee help !!! zi yang help !!! hope u all get my SOS ya...

kk.. time to back to study !!!

fooled AGAIN !

being fooled again !!! argh... haihz... why am i so naive ? i wonder am i ?? but why being fooled continously? sigh...

is there no posibilities ? o is it just lies ? confused !!!!

tell me and answer me !!!

Shayne Ward . No Promises

just a nice songs to share with u all... thanks to somebody who send me this song too.. wakkaka...

to jane !

happy birthday to u..

happy birthday to uu...

happy birthday to jane..

happy birthday to u.........

just to tell u that u are some1 special to me...

a friend whom i couldn't lose..

a friend whom i can talk about almost everything( i guess ).. hhee...

the 1 n only who asked me go for squash.. haha...

lastly...

happy birthday, jane...

hugss....

toilet's floor~

argh... just now when i wanna step into my house's toilet.. guess wat i saw ?? hmm... is " shit " wat the h*ll.. i wonder who put something on the floor... hmm...

let me think of it... me ? impossible cos i just step in... impossible hubert also.. cos he went out di... jia hao ? impossible cos he been sleeping for a day ! ahha... ah leong ? chang cheng ? chang cheng's gf ? chang cheng's friends ? hmmm.. i dono.. just hope it won't happen again.. haihz...

lonely saturday night...

feel so lonely now.. hiahz.. whole house only left me alone... haihz... wat else could i do but blogging here ? i wonder... hmm... well.. today just kill 2 papers o in another words those 2 papers killed me ??? hmm... argh... i feel like my brain isn't working anymore.. everything i need read at least twice so that can store inside my brain... hmpff... while compare last time, i only need listen in class then can remember.. well.. that's the problems of not using it properly and being lazy !!! arghh... any1 can teach me how to get back to the previous me ? o am i getting old n my brain is dying ?? huhuh...

tuesday exam n i just started to read it... feel so sleepy and dono how to absorb the bioinformatic stuff.. everything in the notes seem to be simple but what we got in mid term ? a bunch of junks and also crapz where we dint really do it before.. hmmm.. i wonder that lecturer know how to do it o not if she don have the answer with her ? :D

hmm.. there are few more reason why i couldn't concentrate these days... like how am i gotta do my training this semester break... how am i going to spend it ?? wanna go penang for how many days.. n considering uum as well but scare no ppl there and heard that is very "ulu" and no place to hang out.. haihz.. i wonder how those monkeys gotta survive.. haha.. well jonathan, may ying, hedy and others.. ya i mean u alll.. wkakaka.. hehe...

hmm.... about holidays.. dono wat i wan to do also.. will go penang n ask some1 bring me go makan !!! i wan food food food.. losing weight n gaining weight these days.. n i dono why... hahha... weird me.. just ignore this part cos i think i'm a bit not right already... wakakka...

k la... time to back to my bio's studies... ciaoz... hehe.. but yet.. still feel very lonely.. huhuh...

updates...

well.. sat comes the final exam again... this time a bit different cos i got 2 paper in a day... 1st time ever and feel much more stress cos can't really finish up everything that is needed... haiahz....

while studying, my body just won't forget to ask me to take a break... how ? nose bleeding of course... haha.. dono why feel a bit enjoy and relax while my nose is bleeding.. haha.. weird right ? maybe my capilaries are too high in pressure de that make me feel "release" after nose bleeding... hahha... i'm such a weird kids i guess..

last night was studying in macd with spider man till 4 am.. was super cold n i was freezing there.. haha... after awhile of study we started to play poker.. haha...

hmm...

'Drop me,loose me,betray me,I know,deep down,u're who u used to be,somewhere,hiding behind tis newfound mask,Lies the person u once knew,But finding me,when there is an arduous "

just tot of it.. after a long time i still feel this way... hmm... so sad... haihz...

UCSI merdeka sport open...

well... we got the 1st and 2nd when we went UCSI for table tennis competition... one thing i was mad of is that they told me got cash money as price when we got the top 3 !! but there isn't any when we go there.. wasting time only.. haha.. we seem to be very realistic right ? hahaha... btw.. UCSI stand for University College Sedayan International... 1st thing comes into my mind when i saw that university is wahh.. so grand ahh... but campus is smaller than mmu alot n alot... haha..

while we playing match.. some ppl dance on the stage and all pretty girls.. haha... yee fan and every1 started to scan n see liaw... haha...

match end and we go back around 7 like that.. went seri kembangan eat curry fish head.. wahh.. very nice o !! hehe.. but before that i took a wrong path n need to make a big turn to putra jaya n drive here n there de... haha...

was very tired and slept from 11something till 7 and sleep again at 9 till 11 something... haha...

Multimedia University, Malacca Campus Team A... hehhe... should be said the best team... wakkaak....


1... 2.... 3.... n 4... hehhe... ahhha.. tried to act cute but i think we failed.. haha...

Kids don try this at home !!! heheh...

combination of team A n team B.. we are the best.. haha... behind.. Kiang Meng, Weng Siong, Yee Fan, Ah Siang, Steven Ong.. Front.. Che Yong, Liang Hoe and Me.. hehe...

happy to have u guys around me and those crapz we talked in car.. haha... we are the best team !!! yeah !!!

another birthday girl~~

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to youuu...

happy birthdayyy

happy birthhhhdayyyy....

happy birthday to u.....

happpy birthday jasmine... hehe...

wat else can i wish u but a birthday wish...

anyway... all the best in everything

and also...

stay healthy...

take care...

happy to see u n dennis so happy together.. wakkaka... good job dennis !!! must take care of her ya.. hahah... n sorry i dono u one year older than me.. wakakka... anyway.. last wish.. happy birthday to u again... hehe... cyah around.. n not to forget good luck in finalss to both of u.....

bored....

bored of studying for finalss... haaha... see below.. see how serious am i studying... with the screen of blogger... haha... :P

well.. this afternoon went MP and bought something, eat something n really enjoy the feel... haha...muaks..

time to get back to study... finalssssss.....

feel so sad...

hmm... so sad today.. dono why keep on feeling that ppl around me just used me o find me when they need me for help in anything... previously like assignment.. some1 who dint contact me since early of the sem find me because want assignment from me... at 1st that person will be like ok of this n that, promised u this n that n bla bla bla bla bla... but who knows.. after that everything just fake la... sigh... hate this kind of ppl... sigh... and never ever concern about how ppl feel and just treat ppl like wat !?? sigh.... last time i said never mind n i give u one more chance... but seem like u dint appreciate it.. so next time don find me anymore... u know who u are....

ecp assignment done !! yeah... thanks to every1... haha... presentation also done !! yeah... haha.... now.. need to study for finals... haihz.. 29th is my 1st n 2nd paper... sigh... 2 paper in a day... hmmm....

hmm.. recently kinda homesick... miss my family, grandmom, my 2 little cute cousin... miss my tak jie, sisters... n not to forget my friends back there... but now is all around m'sia de.. all went out study de... hehe...

ever know how it's feel when ppl play with ur feeling ?? haha... suddenly think of that... sigh... to be honest lor.. i been those that stage before.. haihz... u ?? hmm.. if got must tell le... hahah...

recent updatess....

recently my housing area keep on running out of electrical supply.. been 2 days already... haihz... it's very hot when there isn't any fan turn on top of me... hahah.. but sometimes it's quite fun when there isn't any cos can actually have a very nice talk n gathering with housemate n friends.. hehe... talk alot of crapz n play cards... that fun n happy... wakakaka....

yesterday 1st mmu table tennis ranking tournament had just held in table tennis training ground... hehe... below is the numbering of the hall of RANK....

1. Sim Wen How
2. Lim Che Yong
3. Heng Kiang Meng
4. Chin Liang Hoe
5. Tan Yook Siang
6. Chow Yee Fan
7. Steven Ong
8. Chong Chuan Wee
9. Ong Ghee Oon
10. Tan Zhi Yong
11. Wong Peng Yih
12. Koay Chin Han

while there are 2 fellow dint turn up.. weng siong need to work while kai jun i also dono why he can't make it... haihz...

oh ya... need to thanks to many ppl also... 1st... yong ke who help alot in my ecp programming and hubert who work so hard for the whole day just to complete the program... thanks again... nevertheless, boon choon and his housemate who borrow me the 8051's downloader and teaches me how to use it as well.. haha... n hardware, thanks to me n some1 who i can't mention his name... haha.. secret secret.. report and everything else need to thank to deebie, ana, sheera, rebecca, ahmed, and kelvin.. while the other 2 group member i don even know who are them.... haihz... but anyway.. thanks alot ppl... hugs... * feel so gay now* wahahah...

ohh... thanks to those who wished me good luck for my ranking match... like chin ping, yiyi, bebe hubert and others la... hahah... * muakz * like i ever heard from yook siang, " without ur support i won't win de" ahahha... not to forget is all the players.. thanks for coming and hope that u all have fun and can know where's ur mistake... i also learn alot.. need to thanks to every1 especially MR Lim Che Yong... hahaha... give me a very good lesson...

anyway to those who in mmu.. final is just around the corner.. need to study hard n work hard de... haha... good luck for the final exam ya.. hehe...

sushi king day !

today went sushi king with siew lee, zhi yong, pei pei, ghee onn, yee fan, hoong, n yee fan's housemate.. haha...

when on my way there saw chun teck, yong kang n hao go there by bike as well.. haha.. so we just joined to together n eat.. ahha... ate only around 7 plates n feel full di... haha...

forget to take some pic again... haihz... see how much we all ate ya.. wakkaka...

after a long period of time....

hmm... it's been quite some time since i upload my blog de... haihz.. busy busy busy busy busy... n now finally come to some of my personal time that i can actually update my blog for awhile... haha...

well... nothing much happened to me actually.. just that assignmentssss i need to rush... n also studies... haihz... so nervous n scared of finals... being doing quite bad for my mid term test de so need to push a bit so that can score better in finals la.. hmmm...

btw... ranking tournament this sat so if free pls go table tennis training ground la.. hehe... see me in action but ahhh some1 said that ppl played table tennis NOT YENG wor... haihz.. huhuhu.... u know who u are la... :P

now planning whether wanna go langkawi o not... but ahh think back like no ppl teman me go ony... haihz.... will be hanging around in malacca during this trimester break de.. hahha... is AGAIN !! mummy must be missing me alot... :D

talk back about something sad... although busy but i also can't think of something like this... hahha... but after all sad thing is sad thing n it's the pass de.... all i know is that i need to accept the fact that i'm always the one who being left behind la... n no one would care about me n how i felt... sad things but i accept it de... hiahz...

anyway... will update again.. ciaoz....

wat a week ??

this week had passed very very fast... maybe everyday busy from 9 am to midnight gua !!

this week we had our 1st official meeting for inter varsity and i got a feeling that the day is near already... need to prepare myself for the coming matches.. hmmm.. excited and nervous cos heard that only 1 team from mmu will be selected..

next is our combination camp between badminton, table tennis and flex club ! hehe... hey ppl.. come n join us !! n have fun together.. i can ensure u all it's fun and alot of pretty girls n cute guys to see !! hehe.. n can stand a chance to exchange contact as well... hehe... n today during the booth decoration i'm a bit sorry to every1 cos i was playing table tennis that time... haihz... sorry chin ping, chin hau, chun teck, hubert, zhi yong, yong kang, hubert and others... haihz..

n need to finish up the assignment already.. haihz.. so headache when do the assignment... sigh...

busy~

start from today, i gotta be busy with alot of stuff de.. table tennis club stuff.. mmuiem stuff... intervarsity stuff... camp stuff... selection stuff.. sigh...

some more 15th n 16th there's a ranking tournament and 22nd there is a UCSI ( University College Sedayan International ) Merdeka Table Tennis University Open.. something like that... hiahz.. need to back to training...

tonight i will start my advance class.. hopefully can improve through there... hmmm...

camp stuff going well but we made many mistake that costed some more.. hiahz... sorry ppl cos i lag some many experience.. i think i need improve myself so that can back up u ppl...

club... thanks ppl for the hard work.. but we need to improve also.. sorry that last night make u ppl get nag by " old man ".. hmm...

most important one is studies... final is around the corner.. need to try my best to score watever i could !!!! chiong arhhhh ~~~~~~~

i'm nobody.... sigh....

i'm nobody ?? some ppl told me that in this world there isn't any1 is nobody... why u said that to me ? but seriously i'm really nobody...

i always tot that i'm some1 who do something big... no matter wat i got a feeling i can do it, get it, have it and own it... in my life there aren't much stuff i couldn't do it, couldn't get it, couldn't have it and couldn't own it...

always tot that having many friends is a good things.... it's good actually just that sometime u really dono wat to do when it comes to u are helpless in helping them.. will feel sad and hopeless too.. just don understand why.. haihz...

always tot that being nice to ppl and care for ppl is a good things.. it's good but sometimes ppl just won't care about u at all... after decide something, they will just said.. sorry for being this way.. sorry for being like that... sorry for being SELFISH !!! doesn't sorry make any sense after everything u did to some1 ?? haihz... don understand why " sorry " exists.. doesn't that let ppl apologize after doing something that hurt ??

some1 told me this today " sorry, i decided this n that... sorry for being selfish !! " i wonder does that helps ? u already hurt me so badly after telling me all those stuff... does u listen to wat i said ? haihz... really don understand how every1 really think of.. *confuse **confuse**confuse* any1 can tell me why, how, n wat to do ?? sigh...

am i really a nobody to u ?? u as in u... u u u u u !!!!

hmm....

sorry for those whom i dint added in the previous blog ya.. haha..

not to forget is qi hao lor... small kids who once my roommate for 1 week.. hehe

jasmine, who is my coursemate and always help me in my stuff... n also taht day quiz luckily got u ya.. wakakakka

chin ping.. only know her for few months but she is a nice girl... haha....

chun teck.. very nice guy n patience too...

today... some1 in my house ate my baskin robin !!! arghh.... sien.... wan xin also haven't eat yet...n me also ate a bit only... huhuhuh....

k la.. sleep de... update tomorrow.. hehe...

......today.......

just happened to be think of who are important to me in my life... hehe...

after finish playing table tennis, me, zhu jin, ghee onn n hoong went makan n after that i sent zhu jin back ixora.. at there i met phei li, her roommate n eunis... hehe.. have a long talk there then i went back...

hehe...

some1 who are

important to me !!!!

*actually copy from brother, thong wei blog de la... haha...*

* mayb i might forget some of u.. so pls pls pls forgive me ya.. hehe... *

my families.....

brother thong wei * of course*....

brother jonathan liu * some1 important to me *.... (tsk tsk i'm not gay)

shyang ren, stephen yee, hubert, jia tsing, yan chee, wen han,

yee fan, edmond, zhi yong, weng siong, kiang meng n all ttc male gang !!

my classmate who are close to me... heheh...

my mummy is the best !!! wakakka...

sister jennie and sister joey....

wira, stef, lovelyn, ah qi...

....bebe....

anne, siew lee, geok hui, zhu jin, wan xin...

deeY, ana, yiyi, jas, sheera...

ttc's female gang....

n classmate who are close to me... heheh...

n u....

.....FRIENDS.....

wat i promised myself on my 20th birthday !!!

wat i promised myself and friends on my 20th birthday ?? hahha...

1. promise to be happy
2. promise to be healthy
3. promise to be nice
4. promise to be more good in temper
5. promise to be more friendly
6. promise myself to pay more hard work in studies and score a better result !!!
7. promise myself to be more guai so that every1 who cares about me won't be sad of me o worried more about me
8. promise my parents i will listen to them
9. promise to take care of ppl around me
10. promise not to make u sad anymore
11. promise not to be how i be like wat i am before... * complicated * ?
12. promise to be in time all the time
13. promise to learn more n more
14. promise to go back more often
15. promise myself to improve my skill in all soft of fields...
16. promise to eat my every meals...
17. promise to be more lovable
18. promise to let u feel secure
19. promise to let u feel that i'm serious in wat i said !!
20. promise to be a good guy !!!

what about my birthday wish !?? i made 3 wishes actually... hehe...

1. i wish i could score good good result for my degree year and graduate faster...
2. i wish my parents will buy me n give money to spend and wan my family n love one to be happy n health always...
3. i wish i could.... i keep this for myself.. hehe...

lame right ? haha... but hope u enjoy la.. waakakaka...

merdeka !??

is it merdeka only refer to the nation ? why is m'sia merdeka ?? why is every1 celebrating merdeka ? why is ppl must have holiday during merdeka ?

wat about merdeka for some1 ? is it because he/she had granted his/her freedom ? o is it about he/she is single again ? hahha.. i really don understand...

wat is the true meaning of merdeka ?? any1 can explain to me ? hahha...

happy birthday !!

today again.. we went wings for celebration... it's fun but feel guilty that i left some ppl behind n dint talk much with them... sorry LMF, sorry yan bin, n sorry Chin Ping for making u guys so bored there.. hmm...

sorry to bebe also cos make u angry just now cos of i stubborn n never listen to wat u told me... hmmm... sorry... and sorry making u so boring and end up talking on phone outside with ur friends? ....

thanks for coming ppl n thanks to anne for asking friends to come.. thanks hubert... thanks every1 for the wishes.. hugs... love u all... n no need feel sorry for the person who dint come la... understand ur situation de... hmmm... n ah zhong !! my bro ah zhong... purposely come from bkt beruang alone to wish me in time... haha... hugss !!! u the best bro !!

n thanks for the presents from chun teck, chin ping n chin hau... and some belated "...." from some1.. u know who u are.. happy to get that for birthday.. heheh... although it seem to be normal to me but still this is the most pleasure one... hehe...

n lastly not to forget happy birthday to ah ben... both of us just step into 20th... hahha...

hmm...

it's my birthday n i wan to be alone ?? haha.. weird la me... dono why i got such feeling... haihz....

kl day trip~

today went kl for day trip.... depart from malacca at 9 something n reached mid valley around 11something.... bought a trousers for myself at a birthday present and now i'm officially said that i'm broke de !!!

!!!!broke broken n brookeeed!!!

wasn't that happy cos i take the wrong route and something else la... sigh... sien..... wat a good sign for my birthday soon.... sign = sigh sigh sigh....

early birthday celebration....

yesterday, me n my ttc gang n some ex housemate n friends went asian havana for buffet... haha.. of course i'm the one who paid la.. let me list down who are them who went... the dinner costed me around RM 700.. wor... that's much... haihz...

1. bebe
2. zhu jin
3. hubert
4. edmond
5. yee fan
6. anne
7. wan xin
8. yan chee
9. spiderman, wen han
10. joshua
11. steven
12. steven's gf, jocelyn
13. ghee onn
14. kian hoong
15. kiang meng
16. peng yih
17. michelle
18. zhi yong
19. siew lee
20. pei pei

n not forget me la... so it's 21 of us went asian havana yesterady night... for the 2nd round, we went sunshine and this time dint kena sapu de.. haha... sunshine is like kinda bored at 1st but quite ok in the middle n the end quite sien again o maybe started to feel the tiredness already... hahah.... but in the middle i was like throwing into the air by all the guys n my heart was like " bububububububububububub.....bubububububububububububububububububu..... bubububububububububububububububububub.......................................... " but it was fun... never tot of them will throw me like that at 1st... hahha.... thanks ppl...

but after all.. that's the escade's perfume n the cheese cake.. althou i don really like to eat cake but that alot.. n perfume i don really use also.. but also need to thanks for u all for buying it... recall back.. i think i mention about who buy present, i'll get angry de.. who buy cake i will not eat de.. hmm... sien lor... haha...

* will upload the photo soon after peng yih give me those photo that has been taken..*

but one the day, i got 3 times heart break... seriously 3 times...

1st thing.. 2 person told me that they are not coming... but one of them make it also... but one really dint give face.. not to mention name but still i wan to mention.. zi yang and zhu jin la... but zhu jin made it also althou she sound a bit not so willing... but happy n thanks that u came....

2nd thing.. family business.. so donwan to talk about it... haihz...

3rd thing... some1 broke my heart... sometimes i really don understand why i will said some1 which doesn't come from my mind.. even i saw it but i still said i don... why ??? sigh... i hate myself being this way... i really mind but i said i don mind at all !!!! wat the world am i thinking n trying to talk out ??? i really dono.... i saw everything n everything... i just lie to myself by giving the reason that i'm drunk de.... watever...

MMU table tennis closed tournament, Malacca campus....

19th of aug 2007, which is a sunday.. we had our yearly tournament..

we started at 8something for registration and game start at 9pm sharp... hehe... was a very tiring, angry, sien, happpy and warm day... haha...

below are the result :
single (men):
champ: lim che yong
1st runner up: dr gan
2nd & 3rd runner up : chow yee fan and sim wen how

single (women):
champ: kam sou yen
1st runner up: goh pei pei
2nd and 3rd runner up: ong siew lee and chong wan xin

doubles ( men ):
champ: sim wen how and heng kiang meng
1st runner up: chow yee fan and chin liang hoe
3rd and 4tf runner up: tan yook siang and lim che yong

doubles ( women )
champ : ah kam and xiao tian
1st runner up: ong siew lee and good pei pei
2nd and 3rd runner up: lee zhu jin and chong wan xin and also cyber team

mix double:
champ: ah kam and loke
1st runner up: chong wan xin and chow yee fan
2nd and 3rd runner up: sim wen how and ong siew lee ; lim che yong and good pei pei.

the match ends at 10 pm... every1 tired... haha...

dinner~

on the 18th of aug 2007, iem g & s dinner was held in armada hotel in pj... at 1st we saw the hotel, we was like.. " OMG, was hotel is this ?? swt !!! " hahah... but actually inside was quite ok... can consider as 4 star hotel la.. food was nice n i like it very much but wasn't in the mood to eat that night so only eat a bit only.. haha...

well.. mei ping got the best female student awards and also mmuiem got the best society of the year for all iem student chapter in m'sia.. haha.. pressure le like that.. haha... got to know many ppl from other universities and spot on many pretty girls too.. haha...
took some photo n will upload it below.. hehe...



me n jane in the dinner...


ee ling, hubert, pui pui and me !!! hehe.... i'm the tallest ! believe that ?? wakakkaa...


our table... hehe... where's mei ping and jane ?? hmmm.....


group photo before we left there... a great dinner ya ppl !! hehe...


3 of us before dinner and after changing n while waiting for those ladies to change and make up... haha... hubert, jane n me... hehe.. look carefully and jane's chest.. there's a plaster on her left.. hahha...


the dinner ends at 11pm n we left pj around 12 due to talking with others and also busy taking photo.. haha....

rush hour 3 !!

went watched rush hour n it was cool n super funny... haha.. although i missed some of the earlier part because of yee fan (again !!!!).. haihz.. but it's ok now... cos the movie is really nice.. haha..

hey ppl... go watch that movie n enjoy k !?? haha... cyah...

hmmm.. believe it o not !?

i dono any1 of u believe o not but ppl said it's better to beware of everything than don...

just yesterday i heard of an accident happened in the middle journey from malacca to butterworth... hmm.. 18 ppl was killed if not mistaken n some had injuries... hmm... for the chinese who believed in buddha, n according to them this is the month of " 7 " which the door of ghost had been open.. i wonder wat is that ? does that mean all ghost come out n hunt for food o some other thing ? sound scary huh ? wakakkaa...

hmm.. but that doesn't matter... no matter u believe o not believe it.. this world there are some many things that science cannot be explain.. so bare in mind that always pray to God o not matter wat religion u are.. just pray hard for ur own safety, ur family, ur love ones and also friends around u...

something i dislike !!

hmm.. talk about something i dislike alot.. i think i don really like small animals even it's cute..

hmm... i don like too sweet stuff...

hmm... i don like too heaty and oil food...

i don like ppl who break promises

i don like ppl give me hope o said stuff to me but at last will said this and that to me again !!!

i hate ppl who lie to me !!

i hate ppl who dint be honest with me !!!!!!!!!!!!

i think mostly those are the thing i dislike n HATE most !!!!

wat about u ??

why ?

why everything in this world have a reason ?

why everything in this world doesn't have a reason but ppl are so sure about it ?

why no one understand how other feel ?

why promises are meant to be break ?

why ppl like to lie ?

why ppl like to treat u nice n good but fail u at last ?

why ppl like to give ppl hope but will just take it away?

why why why ??? this world is meant to be many why and question marks... hmmm... i just don understand " why " this world is so " why " !! there are too many why and why n wat n wat n how n how... the world is not true all the time but it's fake all the time... hmm..

so friend !! think more than twice before u reall trust any1 ya.. many liar out there... hmmm...

random post @ back in malacca

just after 3 days in kch n i went back to malacca.. alot of things that make me wanna come back.. hmmm.. but just donwan to talk about something which make me feel sad.. i tot of coming back here will feel better because of some reason but seem like i don really feel that way.. haihz...

will kee update la.. hmm.. cyah ppl...

happy birthday....

--HAPPY BIRTHDAY--

I'm not sure you want me

to give you a poem like this

for your birthday --

a poem which says I need

to bury myself in the center of your heart

and swim there like a mermaid.

I pretend to do ordinary things like

birthday cards

but all the cells in my body are

in revolt because

you're not here with me

even when I open the dishwasher

or the blind

my body is aching because I'm not bending for you

and my skin shouts angrily to the angels

because your hands are not touching me

I am completely crazy

crazy for you

and because it's your birthday

I try to fold my love

in half to go in an envelope

like an ordinary 'love from'

but I may as well fold the sky

which for me

is held aloft only by your kisses.

hmm... can imagine i wrote this ? haha... i also can't believe that... happy birthday ya.. u know who u are... hugss.. muakss...

random post...

haihz... sad thing... my atm card kena retained by the the atm machine.. good news is i got back my card already but bad news is i lost rm 400... the bank'c customer services ppl told me that they will bank in to my account in 3 days time.. if by thta time dint bank in then they are so sorry for me.. haihz.. wat an unlucky day.. haihz...

3 days.. still feel bored at home... haihz... next time will upload some pic on kch fest.. hehe..

hmm.. 2nd day in kch... kinda sien already..

1st day back here then went kch fest... kinda bored there... hahha...

then today only went dinner and also bring bro, thong wei go table tennis... haihz...

one sad thing happened when i'm back is my friend's daddy pass away... haihz.. sad sad sad... a great person passed away... hmm...

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break !

one week holiday had comes... so time to back hometown which is kch di... will update more ya... cyah guyss.. hehe...

happy night~~

after doing bio-informatic's paper i rush out n went to celebrate friend's birthday... hahha.. althou bio paper i really dono wat am i writing n i think will fail again !! must be thinking why i always say fail right ? cos i really a sucky students n fail this n tat mid term !! haihz...

but i dono why i feel quite happy tonight !! maybe because of holiday had come o maybe because i had a wonderful n happy night just now... hmmm... but honestly i don feel like going back because i gotta miss out something... hmmm... scared !! haihz...

talking back about tonight, i really feel so happy.. cos we had a very nice dinner and also went some place to have talk.. even not for a long time but i still feel warm n happy after talking.. hahha...

this is the chef specialist, lamb racks.. serve with some potatos n veges.. hehe.. taste nice.. hehe..

taj masha cocktail... very nice smell and taste not bad too.. hehe...

hmmm...

been quite some time dint update my blog already.. these few days busy with exam and also assignment stuff so dint have much time to really online... hahha... but finally the one week mid term break is here... supposingly i can enjoy tomorrow already o even tonight but unfortunaly i got exam tomorrow night !! argh.. talking back i wasted my air ticket also cos of this bio-informatics exam.. haihz...

but when holidays come, i got a bad feeling thou.. know what's that... i feel like i gotta miss and lose something here.. sigh... miss something is like miss some interesting topics and also stuff that happen... and also gotta miss celebrating birthday with somebody as mention in previous blog n chat box.. while miss something as in i gotta miss something o some... that are very important to me.. feel like even that things haven't happened yet i feel scare and feeel like i really gotta lose it o lose... haihz.. got no confidence in this kinda of stuff anymore la....

haihz.. sometimes i wonder where are all my conficence... took by somebody ? haihz... i tot some1 that don just bring to heaven and the next day drop me to hell.. haihz... always use this phrase these days.. haha...

that day i went city chain bought a watch... but... the person should know why when i said the "but..." right ? hehe...

and last night got a big quarrel with somebody again... haihz.. not to mention the name o who but u hope u take consider wat all i said k ? hmm.. n really means it.. cos that really mean alot to me... hmm...

hhaha.. cyah ppl...

mid term....

here comes the mid term... coming wednesday to friday i got 3 paper in a row.. kinda worry about it cos i not even start anything yet... now a days only busy with stuff and play only... haihz... hopefully i won't fail any of them n pray that i can score a better marks in the mid term test.. hahha...

good news is i'm going back kch for a week and i had been half year dint back de.. miss home, mummy, grandmum, brother and friends... haha...

bad news is... i can't celebrate birthday with some1... haihz... never mind.. i celebrate with u before i back k ? and after i come back one more time again... hahhaa... hugs...

BBQ night

friday night.. bbq night with all my table tennis committee... fun but tired... happy but sad... cool but hot... wat else le ? hahaha...

the bbq we start to prepare the night before de... hubert, siew lee, n edmond season the chicken ( which is the most important food of the nigh ) while me cut all the things that they need... not to forget, bebe help me in cutting all the fats of the chicken too.. haha.. the kitchen, living room, car park, my room n everything was in a messy before tidy up the house and also meesy after we have dinner.. haha...

we also celebrated yee fan and anne's birthday in advance.. haha... dono why that time i'm just not in a mood... haiha... after everything every1 stay back for card games and finally comes to truth and dare .. sien la if always ask the same question... heheh....

i think i fall asleep after that so dono wat happen to them already.. wakakka...

updates...

eRm... kinda busy these few days... due to many meeting, labs, class, training some useless waiting... haihz... n some1 complained i dint update my blog recently.. haha...

well.. these days really nothing much to be write already.. haha... only busy with my events and clubs and also mid term exam are coming... so i need to do some study so won't fail so badly lor... hahha... n one more week i will be back to kch for a week holiday.. miss home and family so much... wanna see my family especially my mummy... miss her so so much... haha... miss her cooks and also NAGGING... haha...

well... i missed inter campus this year cos i choose to go back home... waakkaka.... n kiang meng said we are not qualified cos we are too strong already... i was like " oMg !? " am i ? ahhah.... finally i got no lab next week cos i got 3 labs this week.. hahah... i reallly " MR BUSY " !! haha...

ok la.. ciao... sleep liaw night... hehe...